Worry

I'm weird when it comes to being concerned about things. I showed up today at my mom's house 2 hours away from home at 10am. I was planning on hanging out with my friend who's birthday was last weekend. She text me saying that she was going to see her Grandpa down in San Leandro. I don't know where that is, but it sounds far -like maybe it's in Mexico, far. So I was originally planning on staying until around 7pm at the latest to get some more time in with my friend -I usually leave around 3pm at the latest to get back home.

Then I was thinking, Well since she's in Mexico and everything maybe I should leave at 2:30pm instead. But then my mom called her mom and found out she was about 30 minutes away and was coming back in an hour. So now her return time is around 5pm. So I'm like, Well that was a short trip to Mexico. I guess I can wait for her to come back so I can giver her her birthday present. But I'm at my mom's house and they're watching football/ Nascar and I get bored watching those so I decided to go visit my blogspot for a little while.

Then I was like, Well what am I going to blog about? And I was considering blogging about my financial struggles as of late, but then I was like, No that's too financial. Then I was thinking about blogging about my new business that I'm in WFG. But then I was like, Nah, it's too technical and I'm not in the mood. And thoughts of stresses in my life kept popping in and I was like, Maybe I'll just blog about my worries.

Things I am currently worried about:

1. Getting my insurance license next week. The test is on Friday and I have less than a week to study for it, which means cramming in a whole lot of legal/ financial jargon in a short period of time.

2. I'm super busy next week. I went from nothing to do to everything to do. It's good, but it's stressful. Between temp work, dad's work, Usana, and WFG -I'm booked. At least until next week anyways.

3. Usana. I'm strugglingn trying to keep it in my schedule. I need to focus on WFG first and foremost and "pop in" every once in a while at Usana just to make face and keep in contact. But every time I go there there's that weird cult-vibe like, "So you weren't at the last couple meetings..." WFG is better for me because they treat me like an adult and it feels like an actual business.

4. Money. I'll keep my faith in the Universe since worrying brings nothing to the table but stress. Everything will work itself out, I just need to be patient.

5. Dad's work -It's weird but dad seems like he wants me at work a lot now. And it use to be to help me get some income, but now it's mroe like he Needs me to program modules. They had a huge shipment come in and it's hard not to help out. He mentioned a permanent job the company is thinking about creating for what I do. I was like, Great... But inside I was like, No way I'm giving up my businesses to work at programming at minimal pay. Nooooo.

6.

My mom interrupted me. She came into the computer room and looked over my shoulder. She asked me what I was doing and I told her I was writing a blog. She asked me what a blog was. I showed her some of my photo posts. She liked the pictures and i showed her more. Then she asked me to show them to me on her computer in the living room so she could also watch football. I showed her all of my photo posts and then took her over some of my favorite tumblrs and showed her some pictures there. She added one to her background and I added some tumblrs to her favorites list.

By the time it was 5:30pm my friend still had't shown, so I decided to head back home. I'm here now. I started this post at around 2pm. I abandoned it about 15 minutes later and just started it up again at 8:26pm. I think the universe knew I was worried and needed a good distraction, so it put my mom on the job :) I liked looking at all of the photos. It got my mind on track to other things I should be focused on. Never dwell on worry.