Monday, November 24, 2014

Updating the Lord's Prayer

I saw the Lord's Prayer being quoted in a magazine the other day and I liked some parts of it, but then there were other parts that weren't "jelling" with me or coming off as genuine to me when I spoke it to God. And it's an important prayer because people often say it in times of dire NEED when they're up against odds they can't face alone.

The main problems I see with it are the quote becoming "rote" or being spoken out of conditioning rather than genuine meaning. Kind of like saying the Pledge of Allegiance everyday but not listening to the words and FEELING their meaning.

Original "Lord's Prayer":

1) "Our Father who art in Heaven,
2) Hallowed be Thy name,
3) Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done,
4) On Earth as it is in Heaven 
5) Give us this day our daily bread,
6) And forgive our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us,
7) And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil" 

A couple issues with this prayer:

#1 The word "Prayer" -I don't like the word because for me the connotation it carries means "an obligatory or ritualistic asking of God for something you want".

#2 The words "Thy" and "art". When I use this it's because I'm in a dark cave with a bear and I don't want to get eaten and the only thing I can think to do is ask God for help. Using language that died with the 1800s doesn't help me reach God HERE and NOW. 

#3 "Lead us not into temptation" -GOD doesn't lead people into temptation, that's the other guy. Hell invented temptation and pains people call "sins". Why would God "tempt" someone?

#4 "Evil" is a concept that fails to see Transformation. Some people could say the Disciple Paul was Evil for burning people alive. But then Jesus came to him and Paul became a great, devout, GOOD man afterwards. So "Evil" or that which we perceive as Dark/Evil can ultimately become GOOD when God gets involved. So there's no real point in calling something Evil, in fact it's kind of a judgement. And that bear in the cave with me isn't Evil, it's just a bear that might eat me.

With that said I decided to make a "Call" rather than a prayer that I would genuinely use in times of need and desperation of reaching out to God for comfort. It follows the original prayer, line by line, but is put in a language and wording I would use.

"Call to God": 

1) "God and ALL of the beings that carry your Light and Grace in Heaven,
2) You are sacred TO me and sacred IN me,
3) I let Your Grace and Your Peace pass over and through me, 
4) I ask to You reach out to ALL that surrounds me on this Earth, 
5) Please sustain my body and my soul so I can carry out Your will WITH You,
6) Give Grace and Peace to the Pains I carry or cause as I give Grace to the pains I find in this World, 
7) Guide my soul so it does not waver from this path"

It's still a little too long and regimented. I also included ALL of the beings of Heaven because if you're really in need don't just call upon God, call upon Jesus, The Blessed Mother Mary, The Angels, The Saints and even the people of Heaven. Any one of them can and would help you. Bring everyone in so you KNOW you're not alone.

In all honesty if I was in a cave with a bear, the main words I would speak to God would be this: 

"May You fill me with your Grace and surround me with Your Peace that this animal may know You through me. May the animal be filled with your light and your peace that it feels no pain and inflicts no pain. May we both experience You God. May this bear also be filled with the Love and the Grace of Jesus Christ, the Angel Ariel, and the Blessed Mother Mary."

When you give Grace to Fear and Pain you end the war between these forces and bring Peace to it all.

Thursday, November 20, 2014


It's weird. About a month ago when it was made clear to me that I needed to go "full time" in pursuit of the spiritual path I was being called to I thought, "Who is going to support me in this?" 

All I knew was my mom "believed" me and my sister affirmed I wasn't crazy. But I never thought that the rest of my family and friends would agree it was a good move for me to quite my 9 to 5 job and pursue a "spiritual path" -especially since that path itself wasn't clearly defined and doesn't give a regular paycheck guarantee.

I thought my dad would be my biggest opposition. But instead he had intuitively sensed it coming and gave me his full support and encouragement. And my friends Leslie and Jos agreed it was the right path for me and were proud I was going after it. And even my co-workers Andrea and Laura supported me after they found out why I was leaving the company I've worked for the past 3 years in. 

It's weird. You don't think people are going to have your back when it's something like this, but the people who know me best are more like, "Well what took you so long?" 

The only person I've come into a little bit of an issue with was my step-dad. It sounded like he had gone off on an "intuitive tangent" in his life at some point and was worried I was going to be carried away on a fanciful whim rather than logically decide what the best strategy would be. I reminded him of my analytical, logical, rational mindset and my risk-avoiding tendencies in life. I wouldn't be doing this unless I was 100% sure about it. 

Outside of family there are a few "friends" I worry might judge me harshly for leaving the practical for the spiritual. Mostly just engineers with atheist tendencies who don't believe the soul even exists in the first place. It's hard talking with them because you can try to share genuine experiences you've had and they ignore you and write it all off as "your imagination". I wish them well, but I also wish they wouldn't put people down for believing in more than just the physical reality that surrounds them.

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

Next 100 Years

Ok over the next 7 years crazy spiritual stuff will start to happen. Here's why:

If things kept going the way they are now on this trajectory without SERIOUS intervention, the world have deep pains by 2100. 

1. Environmentally Speaking: Most scientists have already projected that between global issues of Water Scarcity, Rising Sea Levels, Famine, Drought, Extinction, Natural Disasters, Pollution, Deforestation, Animal Trafficking... The world itself doesn't have 100 years left to live -it's more like 70.

2. Children: Homelessness, Starvation, Rape, Child Marriages, Death from War, Poverty, Disease, Murder, Pedophilia, Rape Trafficking, Enslavement...

3. Women: Domestic Violence, Poverty, Starvation, Death in War, Rape, Rape Trafficking, Forced Marriages, Torture, Murder... 

So between the planet and those you would consider to be most at risk, WE don't have 100 years left.

God has always sent someone to liberate the oppressed: 

-Noah, Moses, Abraham Lincoln, Gandhi, Martin Luther King Jr... and since this oppression is hitting Multiple People and Animals on a Global Scale MANY people need to be sent or "called" to stop these kinds of oppressions and abuses.

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Time Management

Building off of the Fishbowl Effect, we can now move to the concept of TIME. 

Time is fluid like a river. It goes infinitely in one direction form the past to one direction called the future. Technically the "Past" is more like "Up River" in that it STILL exists, it is just harder to reach since we are moving steadily along in a canoe downstream. 

#1 Connecting to the Past 

There are 2 ways a person can "reach" the past. The first is by going a couple seconds Back in time In Body. This can be done through the Fishbowl Effect but has a very limited capacity because it's done Physically. 

If a person were to leave their body and be in a conscious "ghost-like" state, they could then travel Further into the past and see what was. Their ability to interact with the past would be limited, being in a spiritual state, and it would mostly be to Observe the past rather than change it.

#2 Altering the Present 

Things that can be done in "present time" In Body include Slowing Time through the Fishbowl Effect and Speeding Up Time.

#3 Connecting to the Future 

Like the Past Situation, there are 2 ways a person can reach the future. The first is Physically In Body "passing through" time. This allows for a seemingly "teleporting" kind of effect where you slip through Time for a couple seconds forward into the future. In order to go Further into the future, you would have to leave your body in a spiritually conscious state and again mostly just be able to Observe the Future. 

Observing and Perceiving the Past and Future also work in another way: 

1. Past leaves memory on the Earth -especially with very Traumatic and Emotionally impactful moments. These memories can then be "tapped into" or come across by people who perceive them. This is how some people get "residual haunting" effects in places where wars took places. 

2. The future to my knowledge is seen in 2 ways: Either God sends you a vision of what's going to happen, or your psyche itself is in tuned with that trajectory of knowing what is coming down the line from the future.

Monday, November 17, 2014

The Fishbowl Effect

Sunday Morning I came across an old revelation that hit me anew. I call it "The Fishbowl Effect" -kind of like a scientific phenomenon similar to Gravity, only it's more of a spiritual/metaphysical principle.

I use the Metaphor of a Fishbowl to explain this phenomenon. In a literal Fishbowl, a FISH can swim afloat of the bottom of the bowl because the water carries it and makes it weightless. The fish moves WITH the water and "goes with the flow" of its force. This creates a sort of union with fish and water where the two move in a similar way and correlate energy. The fish can choose to move THROUGH the water and WITH the water. The "weight" of the fishes body becomes secondary and insignificant as it swims up and down as it chooses in defiance of "gravity".

In a similar way, a PERSON can create a fishbowl effect with God. If you surround yourself with God's grace and energy -or rather tap into the energy force that is ALWAYS present and there -and carry God's energy force of Grace WITHIN you and then make a UNITY between these two forces, your body becomes irrelevant to Gravity's Law. Your body is like a thin layer of paper stuck between two magnets linked together. The paper can then be moved at will by the two magnets moving in Union as they choose. 

What relevance does this principle have to our physical reality? Moses. When Moses reached the sea he used the energy of Grace in his being and connected it to the External energy force of God around and the SEA became the paper between two magnets. The sea's relation to the laws of gravity was made irrelevant. God's force could be used to part the seas and Moses could direct the seas to stay parted. 

In kind, levitation could occur under this principle. If a person chose, they could harness God's external grace energy and the energy within their own body and physically rise above the ground because gravity's principles would have no hold. The weight of gravity and any other PHYSICAL LIMITATIONS would be defied by the SPIRITUAL Force and Energy. It would make the physical seem like an illusion mankind had been oppressed and defined by. The soul would be held back by NO physical limitation. 

This principle goes on and can be applied to other ways a Soul in UNION with God in this Fishbowl Effect can impact other aspects of physical limitation. The body having a Cancer or Disease for example could be effected in such a way that the Body and Disease would be Sandwiched in Between God's Energy Force AND the Energy Force of God WITHIN. The Disease, Pain, Physical Limitation could then be Given God's Grace Energy and be eradicated. 

In practice it would be hard to tap into this energy and achieve this kind of spiritual state within yourself. Not easy. But it is THERE. It's there for the taking. It's available to be tapped into. 

Thursday, November 13, 2014

I Have Too Much Crap

My blog titles are getting pretty elaborate and creative I must say. 

For the past 3 months I've been slowly getting rid of my stuff. I've made about 20 trips to Goodwill truck at this point. But I STILL have a lot of stuff. My "stuff" includes: 

1. Writting in MANY Notebooks
2. MANY blank Notebooks
3. MANY Actual BOOKS 
4. Lots of Artwork
5. Lots of Art supplies 
6. Random nick-knacks 
7. Literally Sacred Artifacts like a chunk of stone from the Sphinx in Egypt
8. LOTS of music/DVDs

It's like I'm FROM Barnes and Nobles... and Michaels. 

How do you get rid of things that Actually mean something and are worth FAR more than money? 

I'm getting rid of 80% of my jewelry easy. GONE! 

70% of my clothes GONE!

Furniture = Leaving it all at the apartment for my sister to inherit. 

It's easy getting rid of the stuff most people hold onto, but I can't sever myself from the things that are kind of a part of me in some way -like art and books and music and other things I carry in my soul. 

I have too much crap that isn't crap. 

What It Feels Like

It feels like I'm in a dream, and in this dream I've just gained acknowledgement that it IS a dream I'm in. And I'm like, "Am I crazy for realizing this is a dream? Does anyone else realize this is a dream?" And I look around and NOPE. No one else realizes we're all in a dream. And so I go on the internet in this dream and try to find proof that I'm in a dream through external validation and it comes in 2 forms:

1. Ongoing messages from God as to my Calling and the Wake of Reality

2. A FEW souls on this planet that are also tuned into what's happening 

So I look around and wonder, what the Hell is "life" on this planet anyway? and I've come to the conclusion that life on Earth should be Pre-Heaven. ALL it is, is life BEFORE Heaven that comes From Heaven. This is Limbo. This is the state of waiting and learning to get into Heaven. 

But everyone else acts the opposite. For everyone else THIS is the only reality there is and Heaven is a distant concept that is of no real import right now. 

I feel like I'm on a classroom and everyone's focused on the lesson and I walk up to the teacher and share what I know about the subject and she then asks me to Teach HER as if she were the student. And I'm not a teacher! I'm just a kid in a class made aware of certain things I acknowledge as Truths other people CAN know.

Why does no one else see the things I see? Or why do so FEW pay any attention or understand spiritually what's going on? 

Why is it EVERYONE freaked out over 2012 and the Mayan Calendar but FEW ever bothered actually understanding what it was saying or what was being implied by the Mayans? 

I've been LED to this point. I was MEANT to understand the reality of this situation called "life on Earth". It's BIG and I feel ALONE, but ultimately I cling to the fact that it's all GOOD news. If it were bad news I don't know what I'd do with myself. Thankfully it is all Good. 

***Issues I've run into so far on this journey: 

1. Self Doubt and a Questioning of the "ME" in this Big Picture Scenario

2. Clinging to Desire for Logical Proof to help reassure me with Issue# 1

3. Attempting to share my findings with people has hit a road block because at some point I realized people either aren't in the right frame of mind of understanding to really take in what I'm sharing or they don't care 

4. Too FEW people are on the same page, I need more people

5. I left my job to pursue this that's MY level of certainty, but how will I make money? Not entirely certain, leaving it up to God since I was told from above that it Would be taken care of. 

6. Knowing the areas in which my mental capacity for knowing currently run short. There are aspects to the Bigger Picture that include Geometric Principles, Complex Mathematical Structures, and Things I can't quite begin to Fathom. And I'm cool with this because trying to figure it all out now gives me a headache. 

7. Talking to religious people. I never thought I'd run into issues discussing religion with Religious people. Instead I share things I've learned and they tell me I'm either right or wrong -as if I was reading incorrectly from a text book when in reality I'm receiving word from the Holy Spirit and Visual/Logical proof from external sources. I feel like I have to choose between the religion of the person I'm talking to or what I KNOW is right. 

It's like knowing the Basics of physics and then being divinely led to understand things By physics then trying to explain these things to a physics professor who tells me I'm RIGHT about things I could NOT have known on my own given my limited for-knowledge and yet WRONG about pre-conceived notions that THEY have wrong based on misunderstandings I can't explain to them without opening a huge can of worms. 

Conclusion: I am to go out on my path, I am to speak SELDOM of the knowledge I've been given (and only to people I know I can trust), and I am to PROVE with my actions what I know is the Truth about spiritual principles and reality. 

Then when I'm REALLLLLY old right before I die I publish a couple books explaining EVERYTHING I've learned, hand over ALL the Truth I've accumulated, and then DIE and just let people make their own peace with the truth like I have.

Blaming God

I've been hearing a lot of people say things like, "Why did God give my friend cancer?" 

And, "We pray to God everyday, why did he allow the life of my son to be taken?"

I think people are forgetting who God is. God doesn't cause suffering or pain. God is PEACE and LIGHT. 

Death, disease, and pain are kinds of DARKNESS.

Why would God promote Healing people like Jesus did if He also likes to CAUSE disease??? 

Logically speaking, God does NOT cause disease. It is AGAINST His nature. 

He also doesn't cause people to die. DEATH is Against His "eternal life" policy. 

Think for 5 seconds about who ELSE might be the spiritual being who WOULD go about causing, death, disease, and pain. 

Why are people blaming God when they should be praying to Him for Peace -aka Liberation/Freedom from Pain. 

Thursday, November 6, 2014

Testimonial 2

I don't have much external verification that I'm on the right spiritual path. Lucky for me I have a sister who's in a similar boat and often picks up on the same things I do.

A couple weeks ago I was learning about Saint Germaine Cousin. She was starved, beaten, and left out in the cold regularly by her step mother. She spent most of her youth talking with God while looking after sheep. One winter when she was around 12 years old, she asked God to help her find a way to make her step mother happy. All she wanted was for her step mother to be happy. 

One winter shortly thereafter her step mother saw Germaine walking towards the barn with something in her apron. Assuming the little girl had stolen bread and was trying to hide it, the step mother ran to her and started beating her. The Germaine fell to the ground and her apron opened. Fresh, vibrant, spring flowers fell out.

The step mother asked, "Where did you get those flowers???" Germaine said, "God gave them to me to give to you so you'd know you were Forgiven." It was the dead of winter during a time of famine when nothing would grow. So the step mother acknowledged the unusual nature of this experience and then tried being nicer to Germaine. 

This was the extent of the story that I knew -other than Germaine then continued to live in pain and her body finally gave out on her when she was 22 years old. 40 years later her body was exhumed and it was found without decay. She was then sainted shortly thereafter. 

My sister woke up from a dream 2 days after I found out about Germaine. I didn't tell her anything about Germaine. This was the dream my sister told me: 

"I saw a young girl in an old village. The girl would go around town handing flowers to people -she was very close to God. The town was starving at the time because there was a drought and famine. When the villagers saw the little girl giving fresh flowers, they asked her how she got them. She said God helped her grow them. 

The villagers then decided to "test" the girl. They took her to an open patch of dirt where nothing would grow. They gave her some seeds and told her to make crops grow. The girl then spent a couple of weeks talking with the plants, nurturing them, treating them as if they were her Children. She prayed to God to help make them grow. And they DID. The villagers were grateful for the miracle, but also hungry, so they went straight for the food and gathered up all the crops. The girl was sad to see this happen, but understood and let her plants go." 

My sister was given deeper insight to a profound Saint I just learned about. I love Saint Germaine -she's one of the Saints I feel closest to. Her love is great, simple, and genuine. She suffered so greatly and was so young, and yet gave so much GRACE. Bless Saint Germaine.