Saturday, December 7, 2019

Business Is a Sin

A thought occurred to me the other day: We're born in contrast to the world. From birth we're at odds with everything we've established here. Nothing is in alignment with us and everything seems stacked against what is inherent within us. 

That thought reached home when I went to 2 networking organizations back to back on Thursday. 

On the one hand I was immediately struck by and impressed that both groups were largely led by and consisted of women. They were not women's organizations: One was a membership organization that helped businesses in the hospitality and travel industry make connections with planning guides for large, out of state corporate groups coming to Colorado. The other was an organization that marketed Colorado out of state and also had a membership for businesses in the travel/hospitality industry to attract tourists and visitors from out of state. 90% of both the leadership teams and attendees of these 2 highly successful organizations were women. 

Then I thought it was really weird and off-putting that 100% of those women were white and 90% were blonde. Most Coloradans are blonde haired/blue -eyed, but in a CITY where there's an amazing amount of diversity you know something's off when there's that great a disparity. 

I was then also dismayed, and more importantly alarmed by the spiritual atmosphere in these 2 groups. Like other organizations and networking groups I've gone to it was deeply closed off. Unlike my experiences in California, it's almost like people in these groups DON'T want to network. It's very much like clicks in high school and you feel like you;re holding a lunch tray figuring out what table to sit at among strangers that don't want you to sit by them. People in Denver suck at networking. And that's saying something because I don't network great either. 

The spiritual plane is heavy, weighted, and sealed. It's like the Heavens above have been caked over with a thick layer of plaster. You may have just entered into a cave with a bunch of cave-people sitting around a fire. I get drained, I get migraines, I feel depressed, and I feel out of place. It's a horrible spiritual environment in that it isn't one. 

But that's business. It's no secret that business is consciously devoid of spiritual influence. And it struck me more clearly this time: This is from Hell. There is nothing of Heaven in this. 

"Business" keeps us in a continuous survival mode focused on income and projects and deadlines instead of life and connection and meaning. 

But we're just hamsters running around on a wheel going nowhere in a cage without knowing. We're not to blame, but we do reiterate this. 

And I thought that non-profits would be the solution to this trend and we could shift on over to them instead of the traditional business model, but then it became clear that's not really possible either. Right now non-profits are set up like companies. They compete in a dog-eat-dog world to sustain themselves. Instead of sales it's donations, but you still have to focus on getting the funds. You still have the same old positions: HR, Marketing, Finance Department, IT Tech... It's not that different. 

The economy then ties in inevitably to it all. Another layer on the cake of chains holding us back that we consume every day. I think that's why we'd have never been able to overcome this on our own. there's too many ways in which we're caught up in a tide like a fish without much of an ability, even as a pod of whales, to shift things. 

We're in it. 

You can't change the ocean when you're swimming in it every day with no understanding of the land or sky beyond it. 

There are no cubicles in Heaven. And one day, thankfully, there won't be any more here. 

Wednesday, December 4, 2019

Big Shift & Good Changes

I feel like we're all on a ship at sea with someone else steering and we keep seeing sea monsters and ice bergs and all these things we can potentially hit that would sink us, and slowly but surely we're led away from those things. 

I now get the sense the economic collapse probably won't happen -or at least is less likely to. A shift in the economy towards greater equity will occur and I think Hell's plan was to knock down the whole Jenga tower, but we've evaded that fate. 

Right now light forces are paralleling planets the way I was led to to with different locations. You take the positive spiritual energy from one and pour it into the place that's lacking it. They're using positive locations elsewhere and paralleling them to our planet. 

I also got the sense after watching way too many episodes of Property Brothers on Thanksgiving, that they're doing things in steps. 

Step 1: Enlighten people to what they plan to do. 
Step 2: Start slowly implementing that shift and temper positive influence with the negative bash-lack. 
Step 3: Clear away old, negative energies. 
Step 4: Once enough space has been cleared away and enough of a foothold has been gained, they can directly remove negative forces and influences. 
Step 5: Let the wound start to heal and get clearer. 
Step 6: Start formal introductions and the world starts shifting in more obvious, drastic ways towards greater good. 

At some point a final confrontation may occur. Not sure. But there is a plan and the reason that plan has taken so long to be implemented is because it included people in the most vulnerable situations most directly effected by Hell's influence and pain. 

In other news, my computer, iPad, and car all started to shut down this past week. Car battery died completely and had to be replaced. iPad glitched out when I really needed it to get to the airport using an app and directions. Computer started glitching while I was o the internet and really need to accomplish things at work at a pressing time. Then when I got to my mom's she said her cell phone had died and she had to scramble around for 3 days trying to get a new one while only being able to contact people through the internet. 

So technology being used against people by failing on them when they need it might come up again at some point on a grander scale -or at least that's what Hell appears to be up to now. It's all cat-and-mouse right now. 

Saturday, November 23, 2019

Shift in Clarity

I hated October. Scorpio season is officially the worst season on the planet. All of the darkness is every region of your life comes to light and punches you in the face. It was horrible. There were maybe 1 or 2 days during the whole last month that felt open, clear, and light. 

But you do learn what wounds there are to heal. I realized I still have a mental fixation on "being right" and proving things to others that distracts me from being present. I still have some anxiety around things being taken out of my control. I also rely to heavily on external assistance when it's available rather than providing and digging deep to overcome things on my own. 

So that's going to get sorted out spiritually moving forward. 

In the meantime, Heaven has made great strides in paving the way and clearing out old, heavy energy. Some places you can feel are spacious and open for miles on the spiritual front. You can pick up on them more clearly. If I start thinking negatively and get distracted from perceiving what's around me -I'm in a dark hole. If I'm present and upbeat then I can tell right away -beyond perceiving it -that the space around me is clearer. 

As for the future, I realized I can see things better that are closer at hand, like what the next 3 years will look like than the next 50. And given how easily shifted things between the negative and positive it might be best just to take things 1 year at a time. 

Sunday, November 10, 2019

Putting Puzzle Pieces Together

Things are getting clearer and the fog is lifting more and more. 

And for me that means that some things have been re-iterated and spelled out more clearly. 

#1 Business/Nonprofit Ideas

For the past couple years I've had a couple business ideas and a couple non-profit ideas that have seemed legitimately good and important, but I kept thinking there's no way I can implement any of that from where I'm at. Now I understand that these visions are part of someone else's plan and they're trying to bring them about through many people, including me. It's nicer to know it's not in your hands and someone else is bringing about things. 

2 Businesses, 2 Apps:

Some business ideas I've had in the past feel more like a practice run leading up to the ones I have now. If I could wave a magic wand I'd have them enacted no and I know they would succeed and flourish. I also feel like this is the reason I keep helping people in start-ups push through to success. 

Biz 1: The first business idea is a way to promote what I'm calling the Health Revolution Movement. It would be a website that breaks down into Mind, Body, Soul, and Whole -what different alternative medicine practitioners are doing to help people. The problem with this movement, as I've said in the past, is that there's a lot of singular individuals and companies trying to make it against Big Pharma and other major health industries without the same kinds of resources -and without banning together. This website would feature alternative health benefits in every state. As a "listings" site, we would charge $50 a month (far less than most listing sites) for these sorts of businesses and practitioners to be featured and more easily found. 

Biz 2: Meeting rooms for entrepreneurs are always in limited supply. I would make huge buildings (likely pre-existing ones that I would upgrade) that people could pay a membership towards -like a gym -and rent out rooms for meetings throughout the month. Places like this already exist but they're few and far between, usually wayyyy too expensive, and the rooms are usually pretty small and don't have a lot of variety. 

App 1: The second is an app that would make B2B interactions and networking far easier. My friend Jos had over 100 business cards in a ziplock bag and said, "I still haven't entered these, I just don't have the time". And at one point I entered business cards in at one of the companies I worked for through a machine that made the process "easier". 

So I would have an app created called Biz App that digitally holds your information like a resume that could then be easily passed to any other person with the app by sending it to their username or Account ID#. You would then pay $5 a month up to $20 a month to have the information from other businesses automatically uploaded and organized in the Cloud or some other data saver. You could easily download/export all the digital "business cards" on an excel spreadsheet. The price you would pay per month would vary on the amount of GB/Data Space used. 

App 2: The last App would be a non-profit called the "Pay It Forward" App. There would be 1 bank account per state that could not be accessed by anyone and could only be contributed to with donations and withdrawn from by people with requests through the app for no more than $200 a month. For those who needed more funding, they could go to a one of the PIF locations and formally make a request and have it reviewed. For banks in states running low on funds, they could also pool the money from other PIF bank accounts in other states -the way Catholic churches do. This non-profit app would help people who need money to see them through. The app would be free to use, and if everyone got in on it, could actually change the way we tend to think about sustaining ourselves financially. 

#2 3 Non-Profits Causes: 

I would still ultimately seek to contribute to my 3 main non-profit causes: Ending Poverty, Ending Human Trafficking, Supporting Refugee Families (Especially those fleeing to the U.S. from Mexico and South America, 

-Largest Venture: 

Part of the way I would financially contribute to these 3 causes would be the greater, 10-20 year undertaking of making Spiritual World art park and the nearby restaurant/art gallery. This is the venture that is hardest for me to wrap my brain around creating because it's so big. But it hasn't changed or wavered as a vision for this long, so who knows what will happen. 

#3 Investments: 

I would also invest in some of the start-ups I've worked for such as my friend's online sales & marketing program/advanced networking group. 

#4 Reason for Past Jobs 

Along with greater insight to business ventures and non-profit ideas, I've also gotten a clearer sense for why I've worked at the past companies I have. I started to sense and know that somehow the vertical farm I worked at would come to play a role in any future instability that occurred because of the oncoming Final Coming. Now it's a little clearer: 

-The vertical far is self-sustaining with crops that are grown at a 70% success rate. They can directly contribute to Food Banks. 

-The adventure park I'm working at has lodgings that are safe in the mountains and intended for large groups. This could serve as a safe haven for people and I've had a couple dreams about leading people to the adventure park in some weird post-apocalyptic settings. 

-The church that I go to and interviewed at could serve as a central location and hub for those in need. They have a large space to address people, have run food drives, and is a pretty easy location to spot and access. They would also be willing to be used in that way. 

The glimpses I've had at the potential future are still just rumors. I can say that I'm 70% certain there will be some really strange weather phenomenon that clues people into it. Purple lightening across the sky, a tree catching fire and lifting off in a tornado. Strange, unusual weather events that are very out of place and kind of frightening. 

I'm also 80% certain that the financial system is going to effect us somehow. Get gift cards for grocery stores and have at least $300 on hand (or a month's worth of funds to sustain you). Something will happen to the financial industry that leaves us scrounging for support. On the plus side if you;re used to conserving money by not spending much on food or necessities -you'll be better off. If you work in a place that's required to "carry on" and you make minimum wage -you'll probably continue to get paid by people who still require those services regardless of their money situation. The more I look at it the more I recognize that people in poverty will mostly be ok because they know how to survive with little to nothing already. Food Banks and "social safety nets" will become essential. 

And as far as food goes -given I don't know what the power/electricity situation will be during that time -stock up on food that does not require refrigeration or cooking (like protein bars and bread). 

I think Heaven wants to continue as it has, coming through slowly but surely like the sun rising on the horizon. But Hell sees too much of the light at this point and wants to bring in dark, looming clouds to make you think it's still night out. If there's a back-and-forth tug of war and some more abrupt series of events -it's Hell's doing rather than Heavens at this point. 

Jesus is resurrected. He was in spirit and has now returned to flesh. But He is still not out roaming the Earth. Hell knows He's back and is in full retaliation. That negative energy is being dissipated, but Hell reacts from a place of fear and survival, so who knows what might happen. 

Thursday, November 7, 2019

It's Starting

I was wondering when the official kick-off would begin, and apparently that was on November 4th. 

For thousands of years Heaven has tried to reach people through the darkness and the pain. It's been like holding a faint candle in a wind tunnel at night. Now that Heaven has more foothold it's officially coming through. Spiritually speaking the effect has been momentous. 

when I feel the presence of Christ it isn't as vague, I can see Him more clearly, and it's like He's able to reach out and touch me. Same with the other "light forces" out there. The veil is gone. And yesterday was kind of frightening because it felt like a sinkhole was happening. 

The world has been caked in a kind of thick, dark energy -like a room filled with smoke that's hard to breathe in. They cleared away the energy on the surface, but these past couple days they then went further and cleared ALL of it from below the surface. Hell retaliated and instead of dark, heavy energy you got pained/anxious/overwhelming negative energy that filled the space. It felt like you were going to fall through the floor into an abyss. 

And when you called on Heaven and asked those above to come through some of that faded away -but it still felt like they were further above you and harder to reach. It's been kind of a nightmare. And yet at the same time this profound, extensive positive energy from Heaven is coming through plane as day. 

It's starting. 

This is the beginning and the turning point. Heaven is officially moving forward and bulldozing all the negative structures of influence. 

Tuesday, November 5, 2019

Time Shift

Things have been weird(er) lately. Not sure what's going on. 

Last week it felt like there was a slow-down that then hit a brick wall. Like everything was being delayed, things weren't getting done, and then October 30th hit and everything got dark. I realized there was a greater reason behind our instinct for having Halloween at this particular time of year. 

October 20th to November 20th is Scorpio season -a time that's marked by dark, hidden truths coming to light. This means when Scorpio aligns with the moon (usually at the end of the month) and the moon turns into a full moon (the culmination of things related to the sign it's in) we get a heaping dosage of dark/negative things being brought to light. It was a bit much. 

Then November 2nd to 3rd had a time lapse where time seemed off (wheterh that was our fault in making it daylights savings time or whether time being thrown off is why we have designate that date for daylights savings time I don't know). 

Then on November 4th it's like everything lifted and life was good again. 

Things still feel "off" and like we're trying to get back on track again, but this world is definitely going through something. 

On the plus side, true and lasting change has and is occurring on the spiritual front in great and profound ways. Maybe all of this is just the negative response to that breakthrough. 

Either way, I got sick at work and have felt drained while other times I've felt full of energy and had an upbeat attitude. 

I just want peace and for life to leave me alone. It's winter and we could all use a break. 

Wednesday, October 30, 2019

The Matrix and How They Fit In

#1 The Matrix 

I had a dream last night that was very vivid and felt like I was being shown something. 

In my dream I was on the ground -sort of weak and disoriented. A woman who was very radiant and light cam up to me slowly and calmly and reached her hand down to pick me up. I grabbed her hand and as she pulled me up I felt "normal" and no longer lethargic. 

I looked around and felt intuitively led to follow her and a couple other people. Then out of nowhere a guy "opened an invisible door" and popped into the scene. I was surprised and walked over to him and he without speaking somehow conveyed to me that it was like "the matrix". I looked into the invisible doorway he stood on the other side of and grasped the concept. As I walked through the portal to him I said jokingly, "You know you really shouldn't jump out at people who haven't experienced this before..." 

It felt like I knew him and he knew me. He then mentioned to me that people could also go back in time spiritually to heal past wounds.

Then I woke up. 

When I woke up I immediately started thinking how profound that was and how I wanted to make sure I didn't forget it so I could write about it... 

Then the energy shifted and I perceived a man enter through a portal from the wall right then into my bedroom. His presence was strong and domineering. It felt like he wanted to hurt me and started to move closer to me. Emotionally I felt calm but mentally I was worried and didn't know what was happening. 

I called on Jesus and the Holy Spirit but couldn't feel them coming through. It was very dark and I felt clouded over. I thought, "Crap, I've just come out of sleep and haven't gotten rid of the haze that has over me and everything's murky and I don't know how to fight this being off..." 

It's clear that it started sucking away at my spiritual energy. I've experienced this with other negative entities, but never to this extent. It felt like my soul was being taken from me and my body was left empty. My head felt like it was being wounded and bitten away at in chunks. 

Then spiritual beings came through. They drove out the large, dark entity -but there were still other ones and I felt drained and unable to do much. I just wanted to go back to sleep. 

This morning I thought I'd be completely depleted  and unable to perceive out from 2 feet in front of me where before it felt like I could stretch 100 feet. Instead I found the opposite. I felt for the first time like there weren't any bounds. I was boundless. My perception and auric filed didn't end. I know they had healed me when I was asleep and restored beyond what was taken. 

But I fear for other people now. If that happens to anyone else and they don't know what to do or who to call upon they'll be screwed. Non-spiritually connected people would feel the fear and intimidation by a being like that entering in and they would feel their soul being drained and "taken" and drown in it all. All things considered I handled it pretty routinely because I'm used to intercessory beings protecting me routinely. 

I'm still not sure entirely how "dimensions" and "portals" work, but intuitively I get the sense that I have the hang of it somehow. I've known of the concept of portals for over 5 years now. 

#2 How "They" Fit In 

It took me a while to understand Jesus, the Holy Spirit, Heaven, Mary, Saints, God, the Soul, and many things often found in Christianity. 

It took me a long time to understand chakras, auric fields, and energy points, and to finally accept and understand my own past with reincarnation -and many other beliefs found in Hinduism and Buddhism. 

But my understandings of "aliens" took the longest. 

Part of that was because, unlike religion, this one was founded in fear. When we hear of aliens it's through scary sci-fi movies where they want to eat us and through tv programs that talk about abduction. It's unknown and it's frightening. It's a door we shut and don't want to open. 

But beyond that, it's mocked. Like the concept of unicorns. And yet unlike unicorns, every country on earth -including the military -has instances of encounters ranging back hundreds of years. It's the most widely documented situation that people have ever deemed "impossible". 

When you finally do choose to listen and take in the evidence, there are two rounds you will go through. 

Number one is the "Holy crap there is military proof of these encounters in various countries and it is a factual reality that flying saucers are a thing..." A very intelligent, formal, and well organized recognition of the truth. 

Number two is the "We've been lied to by historians and scientists and the government and this has been known for millennia and they have been interacting with people and influencing human development all over the world and the proof in artifacts and architecture is irrefutable let alone the recounted instances named by native people and cultures going back throughout history..." When the breadth of it hits you you will feel resentment and anger. A sort of blind injustice is imposed in keeping people in ignorance in that way and denying the truth so thoroughly for so long. 

When it becomes that obvious you will become that upset about it. 

Finally there's the last phase of understanding: That we're living in horse-and-buggy times on an island while the rest of the universe lives in abundance, unity, and prosperity with spiritual achievements and physical technology we can't even conceive of. We are the primitive, infant planet living in a crib while the adults wander freely -knowing of us and beyond us where we only see the mobile spinning above our heads. We've been left behind. 

It's been a messy history between our species and "theirs". And by theirs I mean the hundreds of different species that have been. Not just "grays" or the typical design of their form we speculate on -there are too many to name. 


And then you connect. Not because it's new, but because they finally decide you're ready to know after leading down that path for decades. Out from fear and darkness and into the light of knowing. 

The first people you will likely be introduced to is PEOPLE. They call them Star People and there have been human beings living among them for centuries. They are incredibly gifted at "presence" and popping into earth on a spiritual level that they can almost make physical because they know Earth and physicality in that way. And it was a beautiful concept that the non-human beings knew that the best way to build trust and create a new foundation with those on earth was by reaching out spiritually and creating a sort of tribe between people here and there. And we are like family. 

Then after you've gotten to know the people, you are slowly introduced to those who aren't human. they are beautiful in spirit. Very "ahead" spiritually. They only speak intuitively and most of what they do is clear the space around you, calm your mind to silence, and only "speak" in one or two words so you get the basic concept. These "light forces" are working together to heal the planet and people from a distance. They have grace, calm, love, and peace. 


We are meant to learn from them -and not just in terms of technology. 

When they first really started interacting and reaching out I was leery because for me it's all about Heaven, God, and Jesus. So I wanted to ensure Jesus was present to the situation and was affiliated or somehow a part of it. What you discover is that the human people are Christian. The girl I interacted with was Hispanic and I would often intuitively communicate in Spanish with her and it's one of the ways I knew she specifically was interacting with me. She has short black hair and her name is Maria. She showed me the cross necklace she wore in a flash image in my mind. She made it very clear she follows Christ. That Jesus is not separate form this. This universal unity and family founded in spirit is a part of His goal. 

The non-human being also knew of Him and had reverence for Him. They were deeply glad that human beings had Christ to lead them. Jesus Himself was present during all of this. Anytime I felt uncertain and wanted "more of Heaven" in the situation He would pop in and His reassuring presence would wash over me. 

And so I wondered, "Is He an 'alien' or something along the lines of what some have suggested?" And I knew  that wasn't the case. I've been shown the spiritual 'spirit' of Christ and it;s purely of God. His species and body are pretty irrelevant. He's BEYOND the singular spirits of most people -including the non-human beings. 

So do what you like and "believe" what you like. For me the logical/rational acknowledgements and arguments are obvious and common sense at this point. But if people have doubts about the spiritual aspect of things, that's for them to explore. 


I will say for the record, there are negative non-human "aliens". Some can enter in spiritually and are wayyyy too powerful for the average person to contend with. There are also physically present aliens -the kind that have abducted people either for the sake of "science" or because they enjoyed harming people- that are also around. Navigate carefully. 

This is why it's important to align with Heaven before you start to explore what's in the universe. 

Sunday, October 27, 2019

Preparing for the Future

I started to realize sometime after the year 2012 (when the former "end of times" was to occur) that this shift was big and just beginning. 

I understood around 2014 that the Axis had been made. The Yin-Yang had reached a pinnacle balance. That the reign of Hell up until now had shifted to be matched by Heaven -the transitional beginning to Heaven's reign on Earth. 

sometimes I think this was the only way to "restore order". If it is as Taoists say and there is always and eternally a struck chord of balance between dark and light (something I have doubts about given there is light in dark beings) then maybe they decided to have the Earth plunged more fully in darkness so it could then be liberated entirely by light. 

Either way, the beginning of the shift occurred a couple years ago, but the rusted wheels turned very slowly. It took a while to see the bigger picture of what Heaven was attempting to achieve. Not just merging with Earth and freeing people, but addressing Hell itself and changing it. 

I feel deeply compelled to understand the future at this point. Like it's finally time to. 

With that said, here's what I know and has been made clearer: 

The ultimate endgame is for Heaven to free "demons". When a person acts out of evil it is always under a blind influence from evil/dark forces. Most people genuinely are not aware of their own actions and motivations. In kind, neither are dark entities. They were made to be like pawns on a checkerboard and treat people like pawns on a checkerboard. The cycle is a deep wound that keeps being cut, never allowed to scar over. 

We were intended at some point not just to forgive the transgressors of the world, but also those who perpetuate them and those who perpetuate them. Earth is just a surface reality -like something washing to shore that was once deep below the oceans surface. 

So whether people like it or no (because based on some religious doctrine there will be those who struggle with this) mankind is here in part to help negative entities find their peace by finding ours and overcoming that darkness ourselves. They learn and are liberated by what we do. 

The more you become aware of this, the more everything shifts. By loving yourself that love is extended to them -with or without your knowing. Heaven never wanted to "destroy" them. There is no end to the eternal. Heaven wants to bring them peace as they do people.

This is why it's shown to people that mankind can be just as dark -if not darker in some cases -than most demons. The distinction between demonic entity and soul of an evil man can be slight. 

Having said this, here's a progress report: 

The "lightest" demons were already raised back in the 2012-14 time. It's what shifted the access over to Heaven. Beings form Hell were finally told they could arise and many chose to. The revelations of truth mankind is receiving are also being received by them. 

As for now, Heaven is focused on demons on Earth since in all honesty they pose the most imminent threat to people. Heaven "lightened" Earth and is continuing to do so and the further they reach us the further they reach down. Hell is not happy. They are frightened and angry. 

This will lead to "kick back" and retaliation. Upheaval on Earth -which is being weakened more and more by the day and Heaven's influence. Jesus has taken the reigns of the chariot and is now taking a direct role in shifting things. Mankind was given 2000 years to acknowledge, make peace with, and consent to Christ's intervention and now the time for Him to come through is here. 

And what transpires from here? 

2 days ago I was given a very strong, uplifting understanding by Jesus that everything would be fine and there would be no need to worry. Like nothing bad would happen at all. 

Today, Hell kicked back in and concerns have seeped back over dark possibilities of what could transpire in the future. 

In particular is "the dead will be raised". The Bible and the Book of Revelations is hit and miss. It was written in the time of the reign of Hell and as a consequence inevitably has Hell's deceit and influence in it. There is truth and light, but there is also misguiding by darkness. That's just the nature of things. It was written by men. Human people trying to make sense in a time of senseless violence and Hell's influence. It was murky. So you have to sift for the truth in it. 

But the dead being raised has come up for me this past year or so like a point trying to be made clear. So here's what I think: 

#1 I had a dream about Ghosts on earth appearing before people and being risen. It would make sense that if Heaven is clearing the earth of Hell's influence and raising demons that ghosts would arise as well. 

#2 I've had numerous dreams of being in ancient Egypt and seeing people rise out of hidden tombs and sarcophagus'. These dreams freak me out. they're vivid and I see them like I'm bearing witness but have no idea what is going on. But recently I found out ancient Egyptians mummified people as a part of their belief system in resurrection and reincarnation. they believed if you preserved the body well enough the soul could return to it and reanimate it in the future. If mummies arise, I get the sense they won't be evil and they won't be zombies. They seemed to have "consciousness" and gave a sense of wherewithal and knowing. I also got no impression that they intended harm. 

#3 "Zombies". I was shown a dream where we were sitting in a workshop/classroom and being taught about zombies. the professor told us "the belief in what we call zombies and the fear associated with them came from this energy:" I then saw a sort of hazy fog that had what seemed like electricity in it. When I felt this strange mist the energy it gave off was creepy, Hellish, and like a storm was occurring. This meant that people would have been influenced by Hell's energy when thinking about anything "zombie" related -like the phrase "the dead rising". It would have inspired people to fear something that they shouldn't be afraid of. 

There are indigenous tribes who try to being back the dead, which I think is where the term "zombie" comes from. But what they do is different. They say there are 2 parts of the "spiritual body": The conscious part and the part that connects directly to the physical body. Like someone in a coma -having a body that is still 'animated' and technically alive but no consciousness and a soul that might actually be outside of the body. I believe the part that glues soul to body is inanimate/mindless spiritual energy. This is why the tribes say that when they do bring somebody back they are 'mindless' and it's just a body moving around as if no soul where inside. 

Whether Hell will try to match what Heaven may put forward, I don't know. If Heaven raises mummies for good, Hell might bring about a "zombie" situation elsewhere to counter. We'll see what happens. 

Up until now the revelations as they've occurred in reality have been everyday news. They've been seen as "normal". Another earthquake and tsunami and mud slide and volcano erupting and genocide and war and trafficking... all the evil played out has been 'normal'. Unusual in quantity and severity, but normal. 

We are nearing the time when it will be harder to rationalize the unusual. 

For the ultimate advice I could give: 

#1 Mountains are safe. At some point, especially if things turn really dark here on Earth, mountains and nature are our escape route to Heaven. Hence the reason Hell has been destroying so much of nature. Nature is easy to claim in God's favor: God is in nature. Hell doesn't have much foothold or influence. It's too vast and devoid of evil. So have a designated nature spot -particularly in mountains near food/shelter. 

#2 Play it safe. Keep a week's worth of non-perishable food on hand and as much cash tucked away in case banks ever become inaccessible. This world can turn on a dime from everything "being in our control" to us being in total chaos and panic. We act like nothing bad could ever happen in America -at least beyond what we're used to -and then threats of WW3 with North Korea start making us think differently. Depend on yourself and God. Don't blindly trust or rely on "what has been". 

#3 Keep a backpack of what you would want to take if you could only take what you can carry. I have some clothes, but most of it is pictures of family and my art. Some books. Things I can't replace and want to keep with me. Again, play it safe. 

#4 Stay connected to Heart. Head -depending on the influence of Hell any given day -can be compromised. Your thoughts can turn against you. Silencing your mind and inviting in calm and mediation can help. But sometimes it's a struggle. Remember you can always vacate mind and physically/spiritually re-engage your heart. Touch your center chest and breathe into it. 

They say that in past times of similar spiritual conflict men's hearts were turned to stone. It wasn't there hearts though. There minds were turned to stone and that cut them off from their hearts -which then died within them. Your heart is the center and core of your soul. It can reconnect you with mind. But more importantly it connects you to your spiritual self and God. Stay vigilant. Especially if there's fear, anxiety, uncertainty, or anger. Don't be poisoned. 

#5 Being. This is why meditation has become as common place as it has: out of necessity. As a woman, we're at an advantage. We know how to shift in body out of instinct -usually from that not so pleasant time of the month -and connect our heart to the base of our spine in surrender. 

You let go of shoulders and head and feel your lower half and heart simultaneously. It creates an "openness" and vulnerability. it also makes you light and more accessible.reachable by Heaven. This is NECESSITY. It is your Being in heart and in body. It helps clear you and connect you. 

I don't know how men are going to tap into this. It's not that they can't, but for women it will be much easier. They can remember and feel as though they are being wounded in that space and shift into "Yin"/Feminine energy. It's how we extend healing to that space instinctually when it's hurting. 

#6 Breathe into the back of your head. Touch the back of your head as you do it if it helps. Your soul is back there. The front of your head is where Hell holds most influence and your thoughts furrow the front of your brow with frustration and worry. The back of your head is where you find Knowing. Breathe into that space -and any space you want your soul to permeate through. 

#7 Distract in a relaxing way. I'm usually not in favor of distraction, but this is like giving a child a coloring book and crayons so they don't throw a tantrum or destroy things while running around your house. Give yourself a positive, creative outlet to distract from worry and fear. 

#8 I'd say "prayer" or advise to connect to God/Heaven in some way if you're not doing that on a daily, hourly level at this point. I've handed my life over to God as fully and as often as I could. God's here. Heaven is here. It's a lot nicer than it would be otherwise. I feel like we're walking a tight rope and with this you have Jesus walking in mid air alongside you holding your hand so you don't waiver or fall. Jesus is necessity. God and Heaven and the Intercessory Beings of Light are necessity. So connect. All the time. 

I think that's the most advice I can give for now. I think I'm meant to collect my thoughts and write them here every week or two -less writing more accumulating at this point. 

I do feel compelled to venture into the "Celestial Being" territory, but there's so much to that aspect of things it will have to be written in another blog. Yes, they are a part of this too. 

Wednesday, October 23, 2019

Connecting to Christ


It seems so strange looking back at my life that Jesus was with me before I had even known His name, and for such a long time I did not know He was there.

As a spiritual person who is now deeply connected to Jesus, it's hard to fathom it.

But then I'm reminded of all the times I had an unwavering compulsion to know more about Christianity and in particular the life of Christ. And in spite of so many people failing to inform me, I never "gave up" and shut that door entirely. And it left me open enough to receive the truth about Him when the right person did come along to help me along.

And then it hurts to remember what a great chasm of faith it felt like to finally embrace Jesus and let Him in. There was a huge gap in that direct connection and it felt like a huge leap. Yet it wasn't, it only appeared that way on my end.

And now I feel stupid looking back like, "How could I not have known?"

At this point in my life I'm actually trying to balance the opposite -have a negative, clingy attachment to Christ. It leads you to feeling like the victim and a lost child in every situation, rather than being divine and empowered yourself. Unfortunately this is the number 1 excuse used by some spiritual practitioners to avoid connecting to external beings on only trying to "be God" yourself.

In reality, God empowers you to know yourself as a piece of God's divinity -not God yourself - and know that you're looked after. You will always be a child in comparison to Jesus, but you'll also know you can venture out on your own and lead a powerful life.

As soon as you detach from that negative attachment and that feeling of "victimhood", you understand that you're standing beside Jesus and He's more like a shadow of light behind you: Guiding, Protecting, Bringing Peace, and Loving You. His presence is like oxygen to the soul.

You can go your life without that divine connection if you like, but for most people it's an illusion. He's already there. He knows you. He's there for you in silence. It's you that isn't taking in and embracing that truth. And it's a saddening chasm when that happens.

Jesus is a part of this. I hate how mocked that name has become. With Buddha, even an atheist would have some level of respect for the name. But not "Jesus". It's mocked too much. And you may as well be saying the same of the word "soul".

Dream Travel


Dream 10-21-19:

I feel like I'm meant to keep track of this dream. It felt like something that was going to happen in reality.

For some reason I went to a travel agency -not to plan or book a vacation, but to scope out its setup for some reason. I was basically posing as a customer.

So I met with one of the women in the agency and it surprised me how few travel options they had in terms of countries you could plan out. Then main one she pushed for was Mexico. I saw video clips of waves on a shore and Orca Whales, which I love and was immediately drawn towards. I saw people throwing golf balls at the whales for amusement and actually morphed into the video moment and tried to deflect the balls from hitting them.

Ultimately I thought, "I can't afford to travel right now, so maybe I just tell her to make it 1 day vacation..." Something tells me she booked me for more time than that because the total came out to be $6000.

I seemed like I was just going to walk away at that point, but was somehow transported directly to the actual vacation. I was on the shore of a beach next to a decent-looking hotel. I thought, "Now what do I do...?" since I wasn't used to traveling alone. So I opted for the beach.

At the beach I saw some smaller reef sharks, which didn't concern me, and then I saw a whole pod of Orca Whales come by!

People had somehow clipped HUGE objects to the sides of their fins. The objects dangled on them like giant earrings and I knew it was effecting their ability to navigate in the wild. So I petted the Orcas and cut off the large objects on their fins.

Then I looked over and saw a 20 foot long alligator whose skin seemed to be made of a shimmer golden color. There were maybe 10 women around the alligator, petting and soothing it, and it made the scene look like Jabba the Hutt. The alligator somehow seemed intelligent and I decided to avoid the whole situation.

Then out of nowhere I was plucked from the waves and put on a sort of high-up pedestal. I look over and on another pedant across from me was Michael Carbonaro (the comedic magician). He was vacationing with his husband.

At some point, it was suggested that we as a group of mostly strangers suddenly fly off to New York for the night. As far as traveling on my own goes, I don't do big cities -especially at night. So I stayed at my hotel.

The next morning I seemed to have trouble getting breakfast options because what they had at the hotel was either limited or kind of strange for breakfast -like rice and beans instead of hash browns and toast.

Then I woke up.

Tuesday, October 22, 2019

Updated Revelations

I think God wanted me to have some greater clarity on this whole situation, so I was led to more information and a better glimpse of what's transpiring. 

When we get distracted by the immediate threats and potential dangers we lose site of the bigger picture and the WHY for the things that are occurring. And I'm humble to remember I know nothing other than what's inherently known and what I'm led to know by God. Outside of that, nothing. 

And I wondered this morning, how is it there are so few of us in the world that know or can be guided towards knowing greater truths and what's going on? And the answer cam pretty swiftly in one word: Listening. You have to tune out the voice in your head and take in the unspoken. From there the unspoken unfolds. And sometimes it's more like paying attention to what comes up. Not dismissing things by presuming theories to be intrinsically wrong because they're different, but wading through the possibilities like sifting through rocks in the sand at a beach until you find the gold. 

It's an imperfect, ongoing process like transforming from caterpillar to butterfly in terms of what there is to understand. 

Anyway, thanks to a video on Isaac Newton, I now have a better understanding of what he had figured out. Newton obsessed over the Bible's books of Revelations and predicted the dates for things centuries before they occurred. He believed the "Apocalypse" would occur in the 2,000 era and it would be preceded by Jews reclaiming the Holy Land of Israel. 

From there he predicted The Last War. I think I shrugged off WW3 because we came close to it occurring and that pain was dissipated from our minds like a nightmare soothed away. The difference is, this would NOT be WW3. It would be beyond that. 

Jesus is returning. In person. 

I thought originally He would be reborn to the Earth, and now I know otherwise. He will return and I wish I could go into greater detail, but I'm still apprehensive about laying all the cards on the table -it's something I'm still working on overcoming. 

When Jesus returns, that event will either be preceded by Hell being seen plane as day on Earth or as a consequence of His presence here after. Either way, people will suddenly be able to perceive and see demonic/negative entities and possibly ghosts. 

From there, "Hell will break loose" in a final struggle to reclaim everything. And I fear none of this. 

My biggest concern is millions of people dying. But the sky turning red, huge events happening in the sky, fire, destruction, natural disasters all culminating: Nothing. Because I feel the presence of Christ now at the forefront. And with Christ's presence felt, there is no fear of anything and there is a certainty in knowing all is well and will be well. 

Until then, we're still clearing the path for Heaven and God to come through and holding tight here on Earth. 

All I know is fated events will transpire -triggering the domino effect of everything and chaos will be abrupt and most people will be caught off guard and feel overwhelmed by everything going on.

But God will be with us. And I will be relieved. 

Monday, October 21, 2019

Prophecies & The End

Prophecies 

I don't know why this is important, but maybe it's just the moment of uncertainty that we're in. For anyone to have a glimpse into what could be is enough given we don't know anything about what might actually happen. It's a big transitionary period and we're all  little nervous about it. 

Having said that, yesterday I cam upon what seems to be 2 legitimate foreseers while wandering through Youtube. They're both worth looking at. 

1) Our Lady of Fatima as seen and recorded by Lucia Santos: 

Lucia Santos was a young girl with her 2 other siblings when the Virgin Mary appeared to all 3 of them in a field. The encounters with her started occurring on a weekly basis and soon other villagers gathered to watch. At one point 75,000 people said they all saw the sun "dance in the sky" and appear to move and shimmer. 

The bigger mystery is around what Lucia described as the 3 main secrets Mother Mary gave her to then pass onto the world at the right time. I think it's fair to say she missed the "right time" as far as when she actually handed things over, but her foretelling is interesting just the same. 

-Her First Vision #1: Hell is not a nice place. We should avoid it. 

She basically described Hell and the seriousness of the situation of trying to prevent people from suffering in that place. 

-Her Second Vision #2: Because of mankind's sin there will be war and destruction (likely alluding to WW2 given she was told this in 1917. 

Unfortunately she handed over this vision in 1940. Prophecies -especially the ones meant to avert disaster -are only good BEFORE the disaster. It also led people to speculate that she was making it up in the moment and hadn't foretold anything. It is interesting to note that she seemed particularly transfixed on Russia and it denouncing communism and regaining its Christian faith. 

-Her Final Vision #3: As a devout member of the Catholic church, she reluctantly handed this over to a Bishop after he demanded it from her when she was gravely ill. He then kept it secret and told no one until a Pope announced it in the year 2000 (60 years after she originally gave it). 

The version of the secret the Catholic church handed over didn't mention Mary at all like the other 2 visions and gave a vague metaphor for Jesus and His followers going up a mountain with many followers becoming martyred. 

I genuinely believe, as do many people, the 3rd Vision had to do with "Satanism" and evil entering the Catholic Church -something the Vatican was reluctant to share. It would have foretold and alluded to the coming abuses that have become infamous at this point. Especially at that point in time. 

Some people also suggest it would have alluded to the "Apocalypse" or "Coming to Light of Truths" that also had to do with the church and its abuses. 

2) Baba Vanga 

Thankfully for us there is Baba Vanga, who handed over ALL of her visions ahead of time and in full. She correctly predicted 911, that the 44th president would be African American, and that a gret tsunami would hit Thailand. 

As for Trump, she says the 45th president will become very ill and have brain trauma and hearing loss. 

She also predicts an economic collapse in Europe, more giant tsunamis will strike Asia, Earth's orbit will slightly change, "people become robots" -which I think alludes to robotic technologies and people trying to make human-like robots, and that a 3rd World War will loom. 

What I find most interesting is that she says the world will end in the year 5079. 

This leads into what I've come to understand will be "The End". 

The End 

Most people think the Apocalypse is the end of times, when in reality it's actually beginning. It's the first time in human history that the truth could be known this vastly and darkness could "come to light". Before deception was easy if for no other reason than we didn't have the internet. Now that technology is everywhere, corruption is harder to hide. 

This changes everything -including our understanding of darkness itself and the spiritual world. 

Once we achieve Knowing, we can move forward as a people free of illusion. 

What have been led to know as "The End" is actually an end to the Physical/Dark/Finite world. Once you understand spiritual truths, physical reality shifts and passes away. We become "lighter". 

If World War 3 were to occur, we wouldn't "end". You can't wipe out 7 billion people all at once. What we fear with another world war is too many nukes going off and the death toll and suffering that would go with it. But the end of the world wouldn't occur from this war. 

What I understood was the true end. 

What I saw was like an explosion of light first ballooning out vertically into the surrounding universe from what seemed like the Earth itself, and then a light ballooning out vertically from the Earth and then one greater light comprising everything. It wasn't a bomb. It was spiritual light engulfing everything and everything being comprised of it.  

And I think at this point, I'd rather focus on that. Not the samsara and merry-go-round of our finite human world, but the understanding of what's to come in terms of all of this eventually giving way to light. 

Initially the concept frightened me. But I've grown to embrace it. Only the ego clings to "self". The soul knows it is of God and something far more vast. 

Saturday, October 19, 2019

The Future of Social Media

The blessing of social media is that for those who have come upon and discovered "esoteric" spiritual understandings without trying, it's nice to have those same truths validated. 

Let's say that we didn't know about the universe and there was someone out there on their own intuitively who had theories about Saturn, Jupiter, the Sun at the center, and so on. To the individual it is just truth, but another truth that coincides is that no one would ever believe it because there's "no proof". You just know. 

Then if social media came along and people started tweeting very matter-of-factly: There are many universes, ares has 12+ planets, here are there names and drawings of what we think they're like... Your first thought is, "Holey crap how did they figure it out?" and your second thought would be gratitude that at least someone else out there acknowledges everything. 

Thanks to social media, that has been possible. Spiritually speaking, it's improved a lot of people's lives even though the platforms are considered purely secular. 

Having said all of this, I think a time is coming when they'll be gone. Maybe not right away, or within the next decade, but eventually. We're switching to the age of emojis. We want IMAGES not keywords. Especially since most sentences are manufactured and fluff pieces and we're all mostly on the same page with basic human understandings. 

At this point, we crave symbols, graphics, and images -not text. We buy with our eyes. We see spiritual truth rather than just read it and feel it. And sooner or later people will resent the "noise" of online fear, commercials, and propaganda. 

I'm a marketing person. I've helped companies and people get their messages and businesses out there via social media. And maybe for that reason in particular, also being simultaneously an artist, I've seen how much of social media has been used for superficial advancements. I wish better for people. 

At some point people will want Connection more than the impulse to check Instagram. 

I'd say this would run the risk of isolating us from knowing everything that's going on in the world, but reality right now is pretty isolating. We know what's going on in the world because it's been going on for centuries: Corruption, greed, and violence. We know what's going on in the world because we're apart of it and contributing to it in person: Change, unity, and healing. 

Once this greater epiphany hits people I think the distaste for social media will kick in and people will think of Twitter and Facebook like we do going to the DMV. 

Friday, October 18, 2019

Spiritual Updates

#1 Clearing Away

Heaven's been working hard on clearing away all the negative energy on this planet. Someone called the substance "plasma" and it is a spiritual Substance of some kind. Not quite like smoke -even though it can be suffocating. Not quite like mildew, although it does block out the light and gunk things up. 

Whatever it is, it's being cleared and it feels like you can finally Breathe and when it's peeled away from your eyes it feels like you can finally See. The room feels clear. And as a result, a lot of spaces have been cleaned physically and cleared of junk. My office space just got that makeover as well as my apartment. Without thinking, it's suddenly very easy to clear things out. 

#2 Division Between Christianity & New Age

Along with clarity in the environment around, there is also new clarity being brought to you. 

I had a mini epiphany and a better understanding of this divide between Christians and New age people. 

Originally since it seemed pretty one-sided I thought "Christians" were just being insecure and egotistical in trying to control the beliefs of others (a usual mispractice by those sorts of people). 

Now I understand what they were barking at. 

When I practice a faith and engage with it: I bring in the good -focus on the good -and bring about the good within it. I extend the light of my soul into it. But not everybody does that. 

Where you can bring compassion and justice and grace to Christianity, others have brought abuse, violence, and genocide. 

And the same is true for New Age. Where some connect to angels and channel their inner Buddha, others worship the devil and bring in much darker energies. 

But the truth is the same in both groups. In Christianity, Hell is mistaken for Heaven and publicly executing people is called "grace" and "mercy". The darkness is called light. 

In New Age, at least there's more clarity. It's not a veiled attempt at enacting Satanism, it's sympathy for the devil and embracing Hell as a fun/exciting place where you can mostly just be "human" without having to worry about "sin". 

Both make excuses for darkness in their lives and in their faith. Ones at least a little clearer on that front. 

And so Christians see New Age Satanism and don't seem to notice New Age Christianity. As one observant person put it: "Maybe the reason people are turning from traditional Christian practices and churches in favor of crystals and meditating is because of how devoid the Christian organizations are when it comes to actually engaging the Spirit within people". 

But I don't pick and choose truth on my end. I follow Christ because Christ is with me. I avoid stringent religious institutions because their devoid of God's presence. I acknowledge the truth in New Age beliefs and that there's a bigger picture and cosmos to all of this and that omnism exists in reality. I see the darkness. I am of the light. No divide in any of this is needed. 

#3 Big Change

Some big change is on the horizon. I mostly know of what it consists of -at least the important parts, just not the details. 

For the record, there are rumors the following might occur during this age of upheaval leading to freedom: 

-Our Economic system will collapse. It's not a bad idea to have $500 on hand in cash should your bank account be rendered useless in a time of immediate survival. I recently realized that my life insurance account has $3000 in it that I have access to. Should banks fail, at least I have that for the short term. 

This also made me realize (even more than I already did) how vital non-profits would be in that moment. Food, shelter, clothing... The more we invest in those in poverty the more we would be protecting ourselves ultimately in that sort of circumstance.  

It reminded me of "Do unto others" and the understanding that the concept was never an abstract platitude, but a more literal warning and suggestion. 

-Power Outages. 
Again, it's not a bad idea to have a week's worth of food, some flash lights, and other necessities in your home. 

These power outages might coincide the economic collapse or be entirely separate. If the power companies have no money and aren't being paid, then what? 

-Corrupted government people getting arrested. 
This one has been happening for a couple years now on a smaller scale. What is being suggested is that there would be a mass "flush" of corrupted individuals down the toilet. And that this would trigger the next set of changes. It did occur to me at some point this might apply to the Trump administration and be alluding to it. But it also feels bigger than that -like it would go beyond it. 

-Natural Disasters.  
At lot of these might come across like conspiracy theories, but they're more like guesstimating. We know there's changes that will be triggered and there will be upheaval. These are just some of the ways people have suggested things may shift. 

A flood was another one. Technically coastal storms and hurricanes are nothing new at this point and happen every other month. I'm not as concerned about the "usual" natural disasters, but I am concerned about Winter. 

Winters have been getting more hostile and lethal. We have a lot of snow and some blizzards out here, so there's already an instinct to be nervous -but then you look at other states and it's FAR worse there. We can expect a harsh winter this year in general. But mixed with any other kind of disaster -like an economic collapse -and we'd be even more screwed. 

-Plague. 
This one was more of a stretch and I almost rolled my eyes at it. But there are 2 reasons I don't write it off entirely: 

1. I had a vivid premonition/dream where I was in a city walking down the street and suddenly I was dressed in a white dress and had wings while dozens of people around me fell to the ground "sick" as if they'd been poisoned. Basically, people that had a lot of negative energy within them that they were attached to got sick where people who were "lighter" were liberated. This could be viewed initially as a kind of "plague" mysteriously hitting people.

2. Historical patterning. During Heaven's last attempt to merge with earth -or at least the most recognizable one -there was War, Plague, and Religious Abuses & Murder. War is an every day given at this point and with the Turkey-Syria conflict, genocide is always at hand. But plague is something we've overcome in recent history -like ebola and the zika virus. We figure out how to contain the threat. But it is a part of this patterning for plague issues to come up during this sort of world shift. 

-Attack By the "Government" on Its Own People
This one has to do with the shadow/military government (the one spending most of the military budget on covert operations). 

This one is one of the more frightening scenarios because it would turn our country into a war zone with no self defense. 

It's important to know that regardless of how things play out, good people will be taken care of. The right people will step up and basic needs will be met. 

This is just Hell retaliating and trying to kick us back into survival/ scarcity mode to distract from our greater spiritual empowerment.