No Crowds -Clearing Out

 Finally figured out what's going on a little bit more. Since November the energy around has "died". It feels like that energy is just falling through below the ground. Typically this means things are being cleared out so Heaven can be poured in. But it's now hit in places where Heaven was strongly founded. I'm not sure, but Heaven might be being cleared out there, leaving a place of neutrality. But it still feels just like "clearing" so, maybe not. 

I did figure out why Thanksgiving and Christmas feel so hollow and devoid though. The Zodiac influence is being cleared out. The planetary and spiritual energy that comes through each month is being cleared/ended as of November. It's just gone. Normally the start of December is a burst of energy, taking projects on, warmth, and leading with heart. Nope. I imagine it will be the same at the beginning of Capricorn season at the end of December. No energy. You can't connect to or draw from the energy around -it's all just falling through, devoid, and clearing out. 

On the plus side this also means Zodiac influences will fall out too. No more vices or virtues or impulses. More consistency in the beings of people. 

On top of that past life and future life influences are bleeding into a single ONE person now. Since everything is becoming purely spiritual, like being in a dream, time will end and cease as a concept. With that everything that was will become everything that is and the same with everything that would be. 

If you've made peace with your past and past lives, this should be great because you'd be held back by nothing. the past was pain and is now healed and the future is great and endless possibility. It will be interesting to see how people evolve from this. 

To aid in this process and the fact that people can still bleed into the influences of other people -we basically overlap with one another like semi-transparent holograms- crowds are being diminished so there's less external influence for people to spiritually content with. Things may shutdown, places may be closed, of, travel will decrease, and large gatherings of people will be fewer at this time. 

Forgotten Epiphany

I had a lightbulb go off the other night before bed and immediately thought, "I should blog this" but then forgot by the next morning. 

I did want to mention I'm disassociating less, connecting more, and having the greatest "elderly mind moments" where I forget within minutes of something negative happening. Something bad will happen, I'll feel angry and frustrated and then I'll forget what it was over and then I'll get of the emotions associated. Like a child throwing a tantrum and not letting go of something they're clinging to only to get distracted and drop the item. This is why I entrust my soul to divine guidance. 

In other news, I'm being led to be less materialistic. This season -even Thanksgiving -feels nothing like the holidays. Christmas doesn't feel like Christmas -it's just dead, vacant, and empty. There's a hollowness. So instead of feeling particularly giving and spiritual I just kind of wanted to get the gift-giving over with. I mailed the packages and finished the shipments within the first week of December. Done. 

And I feel nothing. I felt generous giving things I genuinely thought people would like, but from there it's all apathy. And things/items/objects in general are just surroundings. 

I still want things, like a new house and car in particular, but it's more like I want an upgrade in life and more space and less issues rather than things. 

I also had a day of complaint. One full day of listing off everything in life I'm sick and tired of, which I new was crying from the wound to have it healed. The next day I felt relieved and lifted like all of that was being taken care of. 

In other news,

Being dissatisfied with the state of people is pointless. When evil reigned, people were evil. When the soil is contaminated the plant is contaminated. When Heaven reigns people will be lighter. All will follow suite without trying or having to be taught anything. It'll just happen. So there is a knowing that eventually everyone will have knowing. No more painful ignorance. No more tolerating the intolerable from people's ideologies. Things just flow and no one needs to be told how. 

In other news, creativity is flourishing. It pours from me. I can't stop it and it's most of what I end up doing at work now. I keep getting graphic design projects and contributing to wall art and photos. Most of the time doing creative things is just a small part of my job, but lately it's taken over like my creativity has in general. 

I heard a whisper of the word interior designer or art designer. But I thought, "Nahhhhh... I'm not sure about that. I don't just want to decorate surroundings all my life, I'm too spiritual." But then again it's what I do on the spiritual front. I'm far more concerned with improving the surrounding environment, community, area behind the scenes spiritually than anything else. I'm an interior designer spiritually. 

I redesign my interior landscape as well as that of others. 

It'll be interesting to see how things pan out and where things lead. 

In other news, 

The evils of Hollywood keep coming. Netflix is coming to light right now given its affiliation with Zuckerberg and the Metaverse. Interesting... 

And I watched a teen vampire drama show out of boredom the other day and remembered when I had first watched it the depressing and dark energy affiliated, but from a place of greater indifference watched again but still felt it. It's actually pretty incredible because I tried dissecting it and figuring out where it came from. 

The filter of the show is darker physically when you watch it. Not exactly bright pastel colors. The content of the show is dark -teen drama mixed with vampires murdering people. But none of that is the energy emanated. There is something else. As you watch it the energy just comes through. It's heavy, dark and what I would call mal-intended, evil, demonicish. I'm not sure how they do it. 

And yet if I watch something similar in theme and design it isn't the same energy coming through. Not sure what Netflix is up to on that one. 

In the grand sphere and scope of this, there is what I call "Disney" influence and what I call "Universal Studios" influence. Both are awesome in terms of the movies they've created, but one is clearly darker in nature than the other with what gets produced. And so it is with Disney+ and Netflix. 

Disney is dark behind the scenes and the former VP likely had affiliations with Epstein, but with what they make and put out there, it's light. 

Netflix is just dark. It's docuseries on serial killers, dramas, and shows like Hannibal. At the same time, the darkness isn't inherently bad depending on how you watch it and for what reasons. Same with Universal Studios. 

And so you have balance. You go to Disneyland and ride on Avatar/Pandora or you go to Universal and it's Harry Potter. You don't have to choose, they reflect one another -just in the opposite way. But you do have to keep an eye out: 

Where is there evil in something that presents itself as dark to begin with. 

Where is the evil in something that only presents itself as good. 

You have to look out for Chucky the Doll and Mickey Mouse. 

Weather Alert

 Last year when I wrote the list of likely issues that would come in 2020, including debating things like disease spreading and economic collapse, then one that registered most strongly that I'd had the most dreams about was weird weather phenomenon. Now it's definitely coming up a lot and is something that's definitely coming. 

There is a blizzard in Hawaii right now. A blizzard. Meanwhile Colorado ski reason is bone dry. It's only snowed twice here and it feel like autumn has been extended 3 months. 

But beyond polarized weather conditions that can possibly be written off as climate change related, there's what's happening in La Palma. The gridwork of earthquakes and the volcanic activity are eye opening. 

Whether what's happening is being directly orchestrated by negative influences -which is highly likely at this point -or it's just the result of mankind's abuse and negligence towards nature; I think it's safe to say things will get very interesting very quickly here. 

And as for why ultimately it's because things are being transmuted and closed out. In order for darkness to end it has to be brought to light and then denounced. 

As I've stated before there were 3 main beings responsible for the oversight of Hell and its influence. (Possibly a 4th behind ALL of it, but definitely the 3). The 3 had conflicting goals that clashed with one another, making them distinct from one another. 

1) Death. Mass death, usually through war and plague. No torture or prolonged suffering, but massive amounts of life being taken at once to achieve power and dominance. This reached its end with World War 1&2. Inspite of North Korea, there has not been and will not be a WW3. We've evaded it. The last war of that size -involving the World -ended.

2) Violence & Sadism. Prolonged anguish and torture, enslavement, manipulation, and pain. This is most vastly represented in Human Trafficking -something we are globally just starting to recognize and refute at that scale. It's also more subtly present in poverty -something else being brought to question. 

3) Natural Disasters. The indifferent death brought about through storms and eruptions. This is the one I thought we were past because of the years between 2010 to 2015 when we had every kind of disaster ranging across the globe on an almost daily basis. Apparently that wasn't it. 

We will see it soon. It will be strange and well marked as something dark and out of the ordinary. But then that will be the end of that. 

12/01/2021: Heaven Has Landed

This is just probably true for my region of Colorado and not necessarily the world, but the dial has turned. Heaven is officially here, we are officially living in a dream instead of a nightmare. We're still in the "matrix" and the illusion, but it's lighter now and more is possible. 

Something big is still going to happen though. On the spiritual plane, on and before December 1st there was a heaviness like something dying/collapsing/falling away. It was the "old world". So it stands that the same might happen 'physically' at some point. Buildings or systems falling down. Not sure. 

But I look to January 2022 and it just doesn't feel "real". People within our company are talking about big expansive visions they have for it, and it feels like it can finally be achieved -but simultaneously it feels like it's empty and nothing will progress because everything will end or change entirely. 

I don't know whether I'm going to die or move or if everything will just collapse. The image of the Phoenix keeps coming through a lot. That's hopeful. 

Everything is good, just impossible to predict. 

I also have the instinct to "batten down the hatches" and dig deep into stillness so I won't be moved when everything shifts around me. 

We'll see what happens soon.