The Matrix and How They Fit In

#1 The Matrix 

I had a dream last night that was very vivid and felt like I was being shown something. 

In my dream I was on the ground -sort of weak and disoriented. A woman who was very radiant and light cam up to me slowly and calmly and reached her hand down to pick me up. I grabbed her hand and as she pulled me up I felt "normal" and no longer lethargic. 

I looked around and felt intuitively led to follow her and a couple other people. Then out of nowhere a guy "opened an invisible door" and popped into the scene. I was surprised and walked over to him and he without speaking somehow conveyed to me that it was like "the matrix". I looked into the invisible doorway he stood on the other side of and grasped the concept. As I walked through the portal to him I said jokingly, "You know you really shouldn't jump out at people who haven't experienced this before..." 

It felt like I knew him and he knew me. He then mentioned to me that people could also go back in time spiritually to heal past wounds.

Then I woke up. 

When I woke up I immediately started thinking how profound that was and how I wanted to make sure I didn't forget it so I could write about it... 

Then the energy shifted and I perceived a man enter through a portal from the wall right then into my bedroom. His presence was strong and domineering. It felt like he wanted to hurt me and started to move closer to me. Emotionally I felt calm but mentally I was worried and didn't know what was happening. 

I called on Jesus and the Holy Spirit but couldn't feel them coming through. It was very dark and I felt clouded over. I thought, "Crap, I've just come out of sleep and haven't gotten rid of the haze that has over me and everything's murky and I don't know how to fight this being off..." 

It's clear that it started sucking away at my spiritual energy. I've experienced this with other negative entities, but never to this extent. It felt like my soul was being taken from me and my body was left empty. My head felt like it was being wounded and bitten away at in chunks. 

Then spiritual beings came through. They drove out the large, dark entity -but there were still other ones and I felt drained and unable to do much. I just wanted to go back to sleep. 

This morning I thought I'd be completely depleted  and unable to perceive out from 2 feet in front of me where before it felt like I could stretch 100 feet. Instead I found the opposite. I felt for the first time like there weren't any bounds. I was boundless. My perception and auric filed didn't end. I know they had healed me when I was asleep and restored beyond what was taken. 

But I fear for other people now. If that happens to anyone else and they don't know what to do or who to call upon they'll be screwed. Non-spiritually connected people would feel the fear and intimidation by a being like that entering in and they would feel their soul being drained and "taken" and drown in it all. All things considered I handled it pretty routinely because I'm used to intercessory beings protecting me routinely. 

I'm still not sure entirely how "dimensions" and "portals" work, but intuitively I get the sense that I have the hang of it somehow. I've known of the concept of portals for over 5 years now. 

#2 How "They" Fit In 

It took me a while to understand Jesus, the Holy Spirit, Heaven, Mary, Saints, God, the Soul, and many things often found in Christianity. 

It took me a long time to understand chakras, auric fields, and energy points, and to finally accept and understand my own past with reincarnation -and many other beliefs found in Hinduism and Buddhism. 

But my understandings of "aliens" took the longest. 

Part of that was because, unlike religion, this one was founded in fear. When we hear of aliens it's through scary sci-fi movies where they want to eat us and through tv programs that talk about abduction. It's unknown and it's frightening. It's a door we shut and don't want to open. 

But beyond that, it's mocked. Like the concept of unicorns. And yet unlike unicorns, every country on earth -including the military -has instances of encounters ranging back hundreds of years. It's the most widely documented situation that people have ever deemed "impossible". 

When you finally do choose to listen and take in the evidence, there are two rounds you will go through. 

Number one is the "Holy crap there is military proof of these encounters in various countries and it is a factual reality that flying saucers are a thing..." A very intelligent, formal, and well organized recognition of the truth. 

Number two is the "We've been lied to by historians and scientists and the government and this has been known for millennia and they have been interacting with people and influencing human development all over the world and the proof in artifacts and architecture is irrefutable let alone the recounted instances named by native people and cultures going back throughout history..." When the breadth of it hits you you will feel resentment and anger. A sort of blind injustice is imposed in keeping people in ignorance in that way and denying the truth so thoroughly for so long. 

When it becomes that obvious you will become that upset about it. 

Finally there's the last phase of understanding: That we're living in horse-and-buggy times on an island while the rest of the universe lives in abundance, unity, and prosperity with spiritual achievements and physical technology we can't even conceive of. We are the primitive, infant planet living in a crib while the adults wander freely -knowing of us and beyond us where we only see the mobile spinning above our heads. We've been left behind. 

It's been a messy history between our species and "theirs". And by theirs I mean the hundreds of different species that have been. Not just "grays" or the typical design of their form we speculate on -there are too many to name. 

And then you connect. Not because it's new, but because they finally decide you're ready to know after leading down that path for decades. Out from fear and darkness and into the light of knowing. 

The first people you will likely be introduced to is PEOPLE. They call them Star People and there have been human beings living among them for centuries. They are incredibly gifted at "presence" and popping into earth on a spiritual level that they can almost make physical because they know Earth and physicality in that way. And it was a beautiful concept that the non-human beings knew that the best way to build trust and create a new foundation with those on earth was by reaching out spiritually and creating a sort of tribe between people here and there. And we are like family. 

Then after you've gotten to know the people, you are slowly introduced to those who aren't human. they are beautiful in spirit. Very "ahead" spiritually. They only speak intuitively and most of what they do is clear the space around you, calm your mind to silence, and only "speak" in one or two words so you get the basic concept. These "light forces" are working together to heal the planet and people from a distance. They have grace, calm, love, and peace. 

We are meant to learn from them -and not just in terms of technology. 

When they first really started interacting and reaching out I was leery because for me it's all about Heaven, God, and Jesus. So I wanted to ensure Jesus was present to the situation and was affiliated or somehow a part of it. What you discover is that the human people are Christian. The girl I interacted with was Hispanic and I would often intuitively communicate in Spanish with her and it's one of the ways I knew she specifically was interacting with me. She has short black hair and her name is Maria. She showed me the cross necklace she wore in a flash image in my mind. She made it very clear she follows Christ. That Jesus is not separate form this. This universal unity and family founded in spirit is a part of His goal. 

The non-human being also knew of Him and had reverence for Him. They were deeply glad that human beings had Christ to lead them. Jesus Himself was present during all of this. Anytime I felt uncertain and wanted "more of Heaven" in the situation He would pop in and His reassuring presence would wash over me. 

And so I wondered, "Is He an 'alien' or something along the lines of what some have suggested?" And I knew  that wasn't the case. I've been shown the spiritual 'spirit' of Christ and it;s purely of God. His species and body are pretty irrelevant. He's BEYOND the singular spirits of most people -including the non-human beings. 

So do what you like and "believe" what you like. For me the logical/rational acknowledgements and arguments are obvious and common sense at this point. But if people have doubts about the spiritual aspect of things, that's for them to explore. 

I will say for the record, there are negative non-human "aliens". Some can enter in spiritually and are wayyyy too powerful for the average person to contend with. There are also physically present aliens -the kind that have abducted people either for the sake of "science" or because they enjoyed harming people- that are also around. Navigate carefully. 

This is why it's important to align with Heaven before you start to explore what's in the universe. 

Preparing for the Future

I started to realize sometime after the year 2012 (when the former "end of times" was to occur) that this shift was big and just beginning. 

I understood around 2014 that the Axis had been made. The Yin-Yang had reached a pinnacle balance. That the reign of Hell up until now had shifted to be matched by Heaven -the transitional beginning to Heaven's reign on Earth. 

sometimes I think this was the only way to "restore order". If it is as Taoists say and there is always and eternally a struck chord of balance between dark and light (something I have doubts about given there is light in dark beings) then maybe they decided to have the Earth plunged more fully in darkness so it could then be liberated entirely by light. 

Either way, the beginning of the shift occurred a couple years ago, but the rusted wheels turned very slowly. It took a while to see the bigger picture of what Heaven was attempting to achieve. Not just merging with Earth and freeing people, but addressing Hell itself and changing it. 

I feel deeply compelled to understand the future at this point. Like it's finally time to. 

With that said, here's what I know and has been made clearer: 

The ultimate endgame is for Heaven to free "demons". When a person acts out of evil it is always under a blind influence from evil/dark forces. Most people genuinely are not aware of their own actions and motivations. In kind, neither are dark entities. They were made to be like pawns on a checkerboard and treat people like pawns on a checkerboard. The cycle is a deep wound that keeps being cut, never allowed to scar over. 

We were intended at some point not just to forgive the transgressors of the world, but also those who perpetuate them and those who perpetuate them. Earth is just a surface reality -like something washing to shore that was once deep below the oceans surface. 

So whether people like it or no (because based on some religious doctrine there will be those who struggle with this) mankind is here in part to help negative entities find their peace by finding ours and overcoming that darkness ourselves. They learn and are liberated by what we do. 

The more you become aware of this, the more everything shifts. By loving yourself that love is extended to them -with or without your knowing. Heaven never wanted to "destroy" them. There is no end to the eternal. Heaven wants to bring them peace as they do people.

This is why it's shown to people that mankind can be just as dark -if not darker in some cases -than most demons. The distinction between demonic entity and soul of an evil man can be slight. 

Having said this, here's a progress report: 

The "lightest" demons were already raised back in the 2012-14 time. It's what shifted the access over to Heaven. Beings form Hell were finally told they could arise and many chose to. The revelations of truth mankind is receiving are also being received by them. 

As for now, Heaven is focused on demons on Earth since in all honesty they pose the most imminent threat to people. Heaven "lightened" Earth and is continuing to do so and the further they reach us the further they reach down. Hell is not happy. They are frightened and angry. 

This will lead to "kick back" and retaliation. Upheaval on Earth -which is being weakened more and more by the day and Heaven's influence. Jesus has taken the reigns of the chariot and is now taking a direct role in shifting things. Mankind was given 2000 years to acknowledge, make peace with, and consent to Christ's intervention and now the time for Him to come through is here. 

And what transpires from here? 

2 days ago I was given a very strong, uplifting understanding by Jesus that everything would be fine and there would be no need to worry. Like nothing bad would happen at all. 

Today, Hell kicked back in and concerns have seeped back over dark possibilities of what could transpire in the future. 

In particular is "the dead will be raised". The Bible and the Book of Revelations is hit and miss. It was written in the time of the reign of Hell and as a consequence inevitably has Hell's deceit and influence in it. There is truth and light, but there is also misguiding by darkness. That's just the nature of things. It was written by men. Human people trying to make sense in a time of senseless violence and Hell's influence. It was murky. So you have to sift for the truth in it. 

But the dead being raised has come up for me this past year or so like a point trying to be made clear. So here's what I think: 

#1 I had a dream about Ghosts on earth appearing before people and being risen. It would make sense that if Heaven is clearing the earth of Hell's influence and raising demons that ghosts would arise as well. 

#2 I've had numerous dreams of being in ancient Egypt and seeing people rise out of hidden tombs and sarcophagus'. These dreams freak me out. they're vivid and I see them like I'm bearing witness but have no idea what is going on. But recently I found out ancient Egyptians mummified people as a part of their belief system in resurrection and reincarnation. they believed if you preserved the body well enough the soul could return to it and reanimate it in the future. If mummies arise, I get the sense they won't be evil and they won't be zombies. They seemed to have "consciousness" and gave a sense of wherewithal and knowing. I also got no impression that they intended harm. 

#3 "Zombies". I was shown a dream where we were sitting in a workshop/classroom and being taught about zombies. the professor told us "the belief in what we call zombies and the fear associated with them came from this energy:" I then saw a sort of hazy fog that had what seemed like electricity in it. When I felt this strange mist the energy it gave off was creepy, Hellish, and like a storm was occurring. This meant that people would have been influenced by Hell's energy when thinking about anything "zombie" related -like the phrase "the dead rising". It would have inspired people to fear something that they shouldn't be afraid of. 

There are indigenous tribes who try to being back the dead, which I think is where the term "zombie" comes from. But what they do is different. They say there are 2 parts of the "spiritual body": The conscious part and the part that connects directly to the physical body. Like someone in a coma -having a body that is still 'animated' and technically alive but no consciousness and a soul that might actually be outside of the body. I believe the part that glues soul to body is inanimate/mindless spiritual energy. This is why the tribes say that when they do bring somebody back they are 'mindless' and it's just a body moving around as if no soul where inside. 

Whether Hell will try to match what Heaven may put forward, I don't know. If Heaven raises mummies for good, Hell might bring about a "zombie" situation elsewhere to counter. We'll see what happens. 

Up until now the revelations as they've occurred in reality have been everyday news. They've been seen as "normal". Another earthquake and tsunami and mud slide and volcano erupting and genocide and war and trafficking... all the evil played out has been 'normal'. Unusual in quantity and severity, but normal. 

We are nearing the time when it will be harder to rationalize the unusual. 

For the ultimate advice I could give: 

#1 Mountains are safe. At some point, especially if things turn really dark here on Earth, mountains and nature are our escape route to Heaven. Hence the reason Hell has been destroying so much of nature. Nature is easy to claim in God's favor: God is in nature. Hell doesn't have much foothold or influence. It's too vast and devoid of evil. So have a designated nature spot -particularly in mountains near food/shelter. 

#2 Play it safe. Keep a week's worth of non-perishable food on hand and as much cash tucked away in case banks ever become inaccessible. This world can turn on a dime from everything "being in our control" to us being in total chaos and panic. We act like nothing bad could ever happen in America -at least beyond what we're used to -and then threats of WW3 with North Korea start making us think differently. Depend on yourself and God. Don't blindly trust or rely on "what has been". 

#3 Keep a backpack of what you would want to take if you could only take what you can carry. I have some clothes, but most of it is pictures of family and my art. Some books. Things I can't replace and want to keep with me. Again, play it safe. 

#4 Stay connected to Heart. Head -depending on the influence of Hell any given day -can be compromised. Your thoughts can turn against you. Silencing your mind and inviting in calm and mediation can help. But sometimes it's a struggle. Remember you can always vacate mind and physically/spiritually re-engage your heart. Touch your center chest and breathe into it. 

They say that in past times of similar spiritual conflict men's hearts were turned to stone. It wasn't there hearts though. There minds were turned to stone and that cut them off from their hearts -which then died within them. Your heart is the center and core of your soul. It can reconnect you with mind. But more importantly it connects you to your spiritual self and God. Stay vigilant. Especially if there's fear, anxiety, uncertainty, or anger. Don't be poisoned. 

#5 Being. This is why meditation has become as common place as it has: out of necessity. As a woman, we're at an advantage. We know how to shift in body out of instinct -usually from that not so pleasant time of the month -and connect our heart to the base of our spine in surrender. 

You let go of shoulders and head and feel your lower half and heart simultaneously. It creates an "openness" and vulnerability. it also makes you light and more accessible.reachable by Heaven. This is NECESSITY. It is your Being in heart and in body. It helps clear you and connect you. 

I don't know how men are going to tap into this. It's not that they can't, but for women it will be much easier. They can remember and feel as though they are being wounded in that space and shift into "Yin"/Feminine energy. It's how we extend healing to that space instinctually when it's hurting. 

#6 Breathe into the back of your head. Touch the back of your head as you do it if it helps. Your soul is back there. The front of your head is where Hell holds most influence and your thoughts furrow the front of your brow with frustration and worry. The back of your head is where you find Knowing. Breathe into that space -and any space you want your soul to permeate through. 

#7 Distract in a relaxing way. I'm usually not in favor of distraction, but this is like giving a child a coloring book and crayons so they don't throw a tantrum or destroy things while running around your house. Give yourself a positive, creative outlet to distract from worry and fear. 

#8 I'd say "prayer" or advise to connect to God/Heaven in some way if you're not doing that on a daily, hourly level at this point. I've handed my life over to God as fully and as often as I could. God's here. Heaven is here. It's a lot nicer than it would be otherwise. I feel like we're walking a tight rope and with this you have Jesus walking in mid air alongside you holding your hand so you don't waiver or fall. Jesus is necessity. God and Heaven and the Intercessory Beings of Light are necessity. So connect. All the time. 

I think that's the most advice I can give for now. I think I'm meant to collect my thoughts and write them here every week or two -less writing more accumulating at this point. 

I do feel compelled to venture into the "Celestial Being" territory, but there's so much to that aspect of things it will have to be written in another blog. Yes, they are a part of this too. 

Connecting to Christ

It seems so strange looking back at my life that Jesus was with me before I had even known His name, and for such a long time I did not know He was there.

As a spiritual person who is now deeply connected to Jesus, it's hard to fathom it.

But then I'm reminded of all the times I had an unwavering compulsion to know more about Christianity and in particular the life of Christ. And in spite of so many people failing to inform me, I never "gave up" and shut that door entirely. And it left me open enough to receive the truth about Him when the right person did come along to help me along.

And then it hurts to remember what a great chasm of faith it felt like to finally embrace Jesus and let Him in. There was a huge gap in that direct connection and it felt like a huge leap. Yet it wasn't, it only appeared that way on my end.

And now I feel stupid looking back like, "How could I not have known?"

At this point in my life I'm actually trying to balance the opposite -have a negative, clingy attachment to Christ. It leads you to feeling like the victim and a lost child in every situation, rather than being divine and empowered yourself. Unfortunately this is the number 1 excuse used by some spiritual practitioners to avoid connecting to external beings on only trying to "be God" yourself.

In reality, God empowers you to know yourself as a piece of God's divinity -not God yourself - and know that you're looked after. You will always be a child in comparison to Jesus, but you'll also know you can venture out on your own and lead a powerful life.

As soon as you detach from that negative attachment and that feeling of "victimhood", you understand that you're standing beside Jesus and He's more like a shadow of light behind you: Guiding, Protecting, Bringing Peace, and Loving You. His presence is like oxygen to the soul.

You can go your life without that divine connection if you like, but for most people it's an illusion. He's already there. He knows you. He's there for you in silence. It's you that isn't taking in and embracing that truth. And it's a saddening chasm when that happens.

Jesus is a part of this. I hate how mocked that name has become. With Buddha, even an atheist would have some level of respect for the name. But not "Jesus". It's mocked too much. And you may as well be saying the same of the word "soul".

Dream Travel

Dream 10-21-19:

I feel like I'm meant to keep track of this dream. It felt like something that was going to happen in reality.

For some reason I went to a travel agency -not to plan or book a vacation, but to scope out its setup for some reason. I was basically posing as a customer.

So I met with one of the women in the agency and it surprised me how few travel options they had in terms of countries you could plan out. Then main one she pushed for was Mexico. I saw video clips of waves on a shore and Orca Whales, which I love and was immediately drawn towards. I saw people throwing golf balls at the whales for amusement and actually morphed into the video moment and tried to deflect the balls from hitting them.

Ultimately I thought, "I can't afford to travel right now, so maybe I just tell her to make it 1 day vacation..." Something tells me she booked me for more time than that because the total came out to be $6000.

I seemed like I was just going to walk away at that point, but was somehow transported directly to the actual vacation. I was on the shore of a beach next to a decent-looking hotel. I thought, "Now what do I do...?" since I wasn't used to traveling alone. So I opted for the beach.

At the beach I saw some smaller reef sharks, which didn't concern me, and then I saw a whole pod of Orca Whales come by!

People had somehow clipped HUGE objects to the sides of their fins. The objects dangled on them like giant earrings and I knew it was effecting their ability to navigate in the wild. So I petted the Orcas and cut off the large objects on their fins.

Then I looked over and saw a 20 foot long alligator whose skin seemed to be made of a shimmer golden color. There were maybe 10 women around the alligator, petting and soothing it, and it made the scene look like Jabba the Hutt. The alligator somehow seemed intelligent and I decided to avoid the whole situation.

Then out of nowhere I was plucked from the waves and put on a sort of high-up pedestal. I look over and on another pedant across from me was Michael Carbonaro (the comedic magician). He was vacationing with his husband.

At some point, it was suggested that we as a group of mostly strangers suddenly fly off to New York for the night. As far as traveling on my own goes, I don't do big cities -especially at night. So I stayed at my hotel.

The next morning I seemed to have trouble getting breakfast options because what they had at the hotel was either limited or kind of strange for breakfast -like rice and beans instead of hash browns and toast.

Then I woke up.

Updated Revelations

I think God wanted me to have some greater clarity on this whole situation, so I was led to more information and a better glimpse of what's transpiring. 

When we get distracted by the immediate threats and potential dangers we lose site of the bigger picture and the WHY for the things that are occurring. And I'm humble to remember I know nothing other than what's inherently known and what I'm led to know by God. Outside of that, nothing. 

And I wondered this morning, how is it there are so few of us in the world that know or can be guided towards knowing greater truths and what's going on? And the answer cam pretty swiftly in one word: Listening. You have to tune out the voice in your head and take in the unspoken. From there the unspoken unfolds. And sometimes it's more like paying attention to what comes up. Not dismissing things by presuming theories to be intrinsically wrong because they're different, but wading through the possibilities like sifting through rocks in the sand at a beach until you find the gold. 

It's an imperfect, ongoing process like transforming from caterpillar to butterfly in terms of what there is to understand. 

Anyway, thanks to a video on Isaac Newton, I now have a better understanding of what he had figured out. Newton obsessed over the Bible's books of Revelations and predicted the dates for things centuries before they occurred. He believed the "Apocalypse" would occur in the 2,000 era and it would be preceded by Jews reclaiming the Holy Land of Israel. 

From there he predicted The Last War. I think I shrugged off WW3 because we came close to it occurring and that pain was dissipated from our minds like a nightmare soothed away. The difference is, this would NOT be WW3. It would be beyond that. 

Jesus is returning. In person. 

I thought originally He would be reborn to the Earth, and now I know otherwise. He will return and I wish I could go into greater detail, but I'm still apprehensive about laying all the cards on the table -it's something I'm still working on overcoming. 

When Jesus returns, that event will either be preceded by Hell being seen plane as day on Earth or as a consequence of His presence here after. Either way, people will suddenly be able to perceive and see demonic/negative entities and possibly ghosts. 

From there, "Hell will break loose" in a final struggle to reclaim everything. And I fear none of this. 

My biggest concern is millions of people dying. But the sky turning red, huge events happening in the sky, fire, destruction, natural disasters all culminating: Nothing. Because I feel the presence of Christ now at the forefront. And with Christ's presence felt, there is no fear of anything and there is a certainty in knowing all is well and will be well. 

Until then, we're still clearing the path for Heaven and God to come through and holding tight here on Earth. 

All I know is fated events will transpire -triggering the domino effect of everything and chaos will be abrupt and most people will be caught off guard and feel overwhelmed by everything going on.

But God will be with us. And I will be relieved. 

Prophecies & The End

Prophecies 

I don't know why this is important, but maybe it's just the moment of uncertainty that we're in. For anyone to have a glimpse into what could be is enough given we don't know anything about what might actually happen. It's a big transitionary period and we're all  little nervous about it. 

Having said that, yesterday I cam upon what seems to be 2 legitimate foreseers while wandering through Youtube. They're both worth looking at. 

1) Our Lady of Fatima as seen and recorded by Lucia Santos: 

Lucia Santos was a young girl with her 2 other siblings when the Virgin Mary appeared to all 3 of them in a field. The encounters with her started occurring on a weekly basis and soon other villagers gathered to watch. At one point 75,000 people said they all saw the sun "dance in the sky" and appear to move and shimmer. 

The bigger mystery is around what Lucia described as the 3 main secrets Mother Mary gave her to then pass onto the world at the right time. I think it's fair to say she missed the "right time" as far as when she actually handed things over, but her foretelling is interesting just the same. 

-Her First Vision #1: Hell is not a nice place. We should avoid it. 

She basically described Hell and the seriousness of the situation of trying to prevent people from suffering in that place. 

-Her Second Vision #2: Because of mankind's sin there will be war and destruction (likely alluding to WW2 given she was told this in 1917. 

Unfortunately she handed over this vision in 1940. Prophecies -especially the ones meant to avert disaster -are only good BEFORE the disaster. It also led people to speculate that she was making it up in the moment and hadn't foretold anything. It is interesting to note that she seemed particularly transfixed on Russia and it denouncing communism and regaining its Christian faith. 

-Her Final Vision #3: As a devout member of the Catholic church, she reluctantly handed this over to a Bishop after he demanded it from her when she was gravely ill. He then kept it secret and told no one until a Pope announced it in the year 2000 (60 years after she originally gave it). 

The version of the secret the Catholic church handed over didn't mention Mary at all like the other 2 visions and gave a vague metaphor for Jesus and His followers going up a mountain with many followers becoming martyred. 

I genuinely believe, as do many people, the 3rd Vision had to do with "Satanism" and evil entering the Catholic Church -something the Vatican was reluctant to share. It would have foretold and alluded to the coming abuses that have become infamous at this point. Especially at that point in time. 

Some people also suggest it would have alluded to the "Apocalypse" or "Coming to Light of Truths" that also had to do with the church and its abuses. 

2) Baba Vanga 

Thankfully for us there is Baba Vanga, who handed over ALL of her visions ahead of time and in full. She correctly predicted 911, that the 44th president would be African American, and that a gret tsunami would hit Thailand. 

As for Trump, she says the 45th president will become very ill and have brain trauma and hearing loss. 

She also predicts an economic collapse in Europe, more giant tsunamis will strike Asia, Earth's orbit will slightly change, "people become robots" -which I think alludes to robotic technologies and people trying to make human-like robots, and that a 3rd World War will loom. 

What I find most interesting is that she says the world will end in the year 5079. 

This leads into what I've come to understand will be "The End". 

The End 

Most people think the Apocalypse is the end of times, when in reality it's actually beginning. It's the first time in human history that the truth could be known this vastly and darkness could "come to light". Before deception was easy if for no other reason than we didn't have the internet. Now that technology is everywhere, corruption is harder to hide. 

This changes everything -including our understanding of darkness itself and the spiritual world. 

Once we achieve Knowing, we can move forward as a people free of illusion. 

What have been led to know as "The End" is actually an end to the Physical/Dark/Finite world. Once you understand spiritual truths, physical reality shifts and passes away. We become "lighter". 

If World War 3 were to occur, we wouldn't "end". You can't wipe out 7 billion people all at once. What we fear with another world war is too many nukes going off and the death toll and suffering that would go with it. But the end of the world wouldn't occur from this war. 

What I understood was the true end. 

What I saw was like an explosion of light first ballooning out vertically into the surrounding universe from what seemed like the Earth itself, and then a light ballooning out vertically from the Earth and then one greater light comprising everything. It wasn't a bomb. It was spiritual light engulfing everything and everything being comprised of it.  

And I think at this point, I'd rather focus on that. Not the samsara and merry-go-round of our finite human world, but the understanding of what's to come in terms of all of this eventually giving way to light. 

Initially the concept frightened me. But I've grown to embrace it. Only the ego clings to "self". The soul knows it is of God and something far more vast. 

The Future of Social Media

The blessing of social media is that for those who have come upon and discovered "esoteric" spiritual understandings without trying, it's nice to have those same truths validated. 

Let's say that we didn't know about the universe and there was someone out there on their own intuitively who had theories about Saturn, Jupiter, the Sun at the center, and so on. To the individual it is just truth, but another truth that coincides is that no one would ever believe it because there's "no proof". You just know. 

Then if social media came along and people started tweeting very matter-of-factly: There are many universes, ares has 12+ planets, here are there names and drawings of what we think they're like... Your first thought is, "Holey crap how did they figure it out?" and your second thought would be gratitude that at least someone else out there acknowledges everything. 

Thanks to social media, that has been possible. Spiritually speaking, it's improved a lot of people's lives even though the platforms are considered purely secular. 

Having said all of this, I think a time is coming when they'll be gone. Maybe not right away, or within the next decade, but eventually. We're switching to the age of emojis. We want IMAGES not keywords. Especially since most sentences are manufactured and fluff pieces and we're all mostly on the same page with basic human understandings. 

At this point, we crave symbols, graphics, and images -not text. We buy with our eyes. We see spiritual truth rather than just read it and feel it. And sooner or later people will resent the "noise" of online fear, commercials, and propaganda. 

I'm a marketing person. I've helped companies and people get their messages and businesses out there via social media. And maybe for that reason in particular, also being simultaneously an artist, I've seen how much of social media has been used for superficial advancements. I wish better for people. 

At some point people will want Connection more than the impulse to check Instagram. 

I'd say this would run the risk of isolating us from knowing everything that's going on in the world, but reality right now is pretty isolating. We know what's going on in the world because it's been going on for centuries: Corruption, greed, and violence. We know what's going on in the world because we're apart of it and contributing to it in person: Change, unity, and healing. 

Once this greater epiphany hits people I think the distaste for social media will kick in and people will think of Twitter and Facebook like we do going to the DMV. 

Spiritual Updates

#1 Clearing Away

Heaven's been working hard on clearing away all the negative energy on this planet. Someone called the substance "plasma" and it is a spiritual Substance of some kind. Not quite like smoke -even though it can be suffocating. Not quite like mildew, although it does block out the light and gunk things up. 

Whatever it is, it's being cleared and it feels like you can finally Breathe and when it's peeled away from your eyes it feels like you can finally See. The room feels clear. And as a result, a lot of spaces have been cleaned physically and cleared of junk. My office space just got that makeover as well as my apartment. Without thinking, it's suddenly very easy to clear things out. 

#2 Division Between Christianity & New Age

Along with clarity in the environment around, there is also new clarity being brought to you. 

I had a mini epiphany and a better understanding of this divide between Christians and New age people. 

Originally since it seemed pretty one-sided I thought "Christians" were just being insecure and egotistical in trying to control the beliefs of others (a usual mispractice by those sorts of people). 

Now I understand what they were barking at. 

When I practice a faith and engage with it: I bring in the good -focus on the good -and bring about the good within it. I extend the light of my soul into it. But not everybody does that. 

Where you can bring compassion and justice and grace to Christianity, others have brought abuse, violence, and genocide. 

And the same is true for New Age. Where some connect to angels and channel their inner Buddha, others worship the devil and bring in much darker energies. 

But the truth is the same in both groups. In Christianity, Hell is mistaken for Heaven and publicly executing people is called "grace" and "mercy". The darkness is called light. 

In New Age, at least there's more clarity. It's not a veiled attempt at enacting Satanism, it's sympathy for the devil and embracing Hell as a fun/exciting place where you can mostly just be "human" without having to worry about "sin". 

Both make excuses for darkness in their lives and in their faith. Ones at least a little clearer on that front. 

And so Christians see New Age Satanism and don't seem to notice New Age Christianity. As one observant person put it: "Maybe the reason people are turning from traditional Christian practices and churches in favor of crystals and meditating is because of how devoid the Christian organizations are when it comes to actually engaging the Spirit within people". 

But I don't pick and choose truth on my end. I follow Christ because Christ is with me. I avoid stringent religious institutions because their devoid of God's presence. I acknowledge the truth in New Age beliefs and that there's a bigger picture and cosmos to all of this and that omnism exists in reality. I see the darkness. I am of the light. No divide in any of this is needed. 

#3 Big Change

Some big change is on the horizon. I mostly know of what it consists of -at least the important parts, just not the details. 

For the record, there are rumors the following might occur during this age of upheaval leading to freedom: 

-Our Economic system will collapse. It's not a bad idea to have $500 on hand in cash should your bank account be rendered useless in a time of immediate survival. I recently realized that my life insurance account has $3000 in it that I have access to. Should banks fail, at least I have that for the short term. 

This also made me realize (even more than I already did) how vital non-profits would be in that moment. Food, shelter, clothing... The more we invest in those in poverty the more we would be protecting ourselves ultimately in that sort of circumstance.  

It reminded me of "Do unto others" and the understanding that the concept was never an abstract platitude, but a more literal warning and suggestion. 

-Power Outages. 
Again, it's not a bad idea to have a week's worth of food, some flash lights, and other necessities in your home. 

These power outages might coincide the economic collapse or be entirely separate. If the power companies have no money and aren't being paid, then what? 

-Corrupted government people getting arrested. 
This one has been happening for a couple years now on a smaller scale. What is being suggested is that there would be a mass "flush" of corrupted individuals down the toilet. And that this would trigger the next set of changes. It did occur to me at some point this might apply to the Trump administration and be alluding to it. But it also feels bigger than that -like it would go beyond it. 

-Natural Disasters.  
At lot of these might come across like conspiracy theories, but they're more like guesstimating. We know there's changes that will be triggered and there will be upheaval. These are just some of the ways people have suggested things may shift. 

A flood was another one. Technically coastal storms and hurricanes are nothing new at this point and happen every other month. I'm not as concerned about the "usual" natural disasters, but I am concerned about Winter. 

Winters have been getting more hostile and lethal. We have a lot of snow and some blizzards out here, so there's already an instinct to be nervous -but then you look at other states and it's FAR worse there. We can expect a harsh winter this year in general. But mixed with any other kind of disaster -like an economic collapse -and we'd be even more screwed. 

-Plague. 
This one was more of a stretch and I almost rolled my eyes at it. But there are 2 reasons I don't write it off entirely: 

1. I had a vivid premonition/dream where I was in a city walking down the street and suddenly I was dressed in a white dress and had wings while dozens of people around me fell to the ground "sick" as if they'd been poisoned. Basically, people that had a lot of negative energy within them that they were attached to got sick where people who were "lighter" were liberated. This could be viewed initially as a kind of "plague" mysteriously hitting people.

2. Historical patterning. During Heaven's last attempt to merge with earth -or at least the most recognizable one -there was War, Plague, and Religious Abuses & Murder. War is an every day given at this point and with the Turkey-Syria conflict, genocide is always at hand. But plague is something we've overcome in recent history -like ebola and the zika virus. We figure out how to contain the threat. But it is a part of this patterning for plague issues to come up during this sort of world shift. 

-Attack By the "Government" on Its Own People
This one has to do with the shadow/military government (the one spending most of the military budget on covert operations). 

This one is one of the more frightening scenarios because it would turn our country into a war zone with no self defense. 

It's important to know that regardless of how things play out, good people will be taken care of. The right people will step up and basic needs will be met. 

This is just Hell retaliating and trying to kick us back into survival/ scarcity mode to distract from our greater spiritual empowerment. 

Night Terror

I live in a pretty safe neighborhood. There's a middle school 20 feet away and a health center parking lot I see outside my apartment window. 

But last night the police rushed through -which isn't the first time. Last year there was a boy who choked a girl at the middle school who then took off running and the police were driving around like crazy looking for him. 

This time was different. 10pm I hear yelling and someone shout out, "He has a _____!!!!" and it sounded like either they said "bomb" or "gun". Originally I thought it was BOMB because that's what it had sounded like. 

I then had to think as I looked out the window at a cop trying to catch this man running past, "Is this it? If the bomb goes off am I going to die?" 

In the moment I was nervous and simultaneously calm. There was a duality: I feared for my mortality, but not my soul. So I was frightened over the outcome and calm in thinking "if it happens it happens..." 

Then I heard more clearly, "He has a GUN!" 

It's weird to think that someone evading the police who's armed is somehow less frightening or any kind of relief, but it was. I actually thought, "Everyone has a gun. We live in a country with no legislation on guns..." 

The police circled round and were having a hard time finding the man they were pursuing on foot. He was hiding somewhere around our apartment complex. 

Then I heard an altercation between the police and the man. They found him, yelled for him to get one the ground, and put his hands over his head. But the way he talked shifted the situation. 

He said, "I don't even have a gun. What are you guys doing? I haven't done anything..." 

It was clearly a black man, who seemed to be unarmed, and in that moment there was a possibility they had the wrong man. Suddenly with 10 other cops closing in i feared FOR the suspect. One black man presumed guilty surrounded by that many cops with guns drawn... 

And I listened very closely and thought, "If he's unarmed and they kill him right now I would testify as a witness in his defense" because he clearly wasn't a threat of any kind at that point. 

Once they apprehended him and took him away they started looking around for the gun -which they thought he had discarded. At this point I'm wondering, "What did he do? For this big of a man hunt, did her murder someone...?" 

And that's when a neighbor poked her head out and asked what crime he had committed. "He stole a car". 

All of this for a car theft. I'm standing there wondering if a bomb is going off or if an unarmed black man will be killed and it was all over a CAR. 

I get that theft is wrong and I would be upset if someone stole my vehicle, but I wouldn't want the thief to be executed or an entire neighborhood to feel terrorized because he fled with a gun. 

Then 30 minutes into the cops "wrapping up" the scene and securing the location I heard them laughing and joking around. And I thought, "Well I laugh and joke with my coworkers and they are 'at work' right now so..." But it was still kind of disturbing after everything that had played out to joke around about it. 

I was also frustrated with my response. On the plus side I prayed over the cops and asked God to be with them, protect everyone, and bring the truth to light. I asked for a peaceful outcome. And God showed up and didn't disappoint. 

But on the downside I was too invested in the circumstances and had annoying survival instincts kick in where there didn't need to be any. Logically and spiritually I was beyond it, but emotionally and physically I was still reactive. Like Albert Einstein being locked at the wrist by being handcuffed to a 7 year old child. 

At some point I crawled back into bed and let it go. I knew God was there and taking care of it, so I could let go of the situation. 

But I also realized how much that sort of thing can wound your heart. You don't think your heart is being vandalized during that situation because all you feel is fear/anxiety -but it diminishes your heart. I noticed I sort of "locked" my heart away within myself to protect it and had to work on freeing it again. And with the cops, it's like there was no heart in any of it. 

And you say, "Well of course not -this is life or death, screw the 'heart'!" 

But that's kind of the point. When we're driven to rationalizing and upholding that which disconnects us from our soul's CORE -the heart of everything -we attach to survival and ego. Why is there this sort of chaos in the world to begin with? So we disconnect from heart. 

And if it really is life or death, all the more reason to involve the soul and compassion and reason. 

My greater pain in all this was fear and losing the only real semblance of true "control" I had in any of it-which was control over my reaction to it. 

I pray for more soul and heart to lead us -especially cops -in what we do and how we react to the world. 

A Positive Complaint

I've wanted to blog this for the past week, but understood that I would need to take more time to distance myself from the discontentment and negative reactions I had to it. I have some "feedback" to give on 2 separate, but related topics but don't want to feed into the negative narrative. 

Lately we've gotten negative reviews at the adventure park, most of which weren't our fault and the guests didn't tell us about -just complained online. So I know what knee-jerk reactions can devolve into when those sorts of sentiments get placed into the world when no one was trying to be manipulative or malicious. 

My 2 complaints have to do with Business conflicting with Spirit. 

It's not like it's new, but it is still a pain. And saddening. And disappointing. 

The first came about when I was invited to a marketing training. 5 minutes in I knew there would be no actual marketing and it was all "sales". I feel bad for MLM sorts of organizations that want people to sell without being insulted with the title "Sales Person" which so often drives people away. 

But it was a MLM company and it was a sales training. I've participated in 2 MLMs before so I know the drill well.

This one was selling what I called "Financial Literacy College". They were units of online courses that fell into 4 related categories: Taxes, Banking, Business, and Real Estate. The notion was that if you mastered understanding of how all 4 function, you could out-maneuver being at their mercy. You could profit by knowing how the system works. 

I commended it for being clever. You can make money selling information on how the system is set up for others to then save money and lose less in it. 

At the same time I resented staring at the 4 "pillars" on posters. I hate taxes, banking, business, real estate, and our economic/ capitalistic system in general. It's greed. It's greed at people's expense and it kills. 

 The MLM -portion of things I thought was kind of strange. It wasn't really needed for this sort of online course. Just get sales people and actual marketing and make it a normal business. 

But MLMs try to pit themselves against the 9-5 world and work to find themselves on top. And it pays extremely well for Sales People. 

But all I can say is you're not much of a visionary changing the system at the end of the day. 

You're a person who saw the same game of Monopoly as everyone else and learned all the rules to use loop holes to gain and rigged system in your favor. At no point will it end poverty or flip the game on its head. You're still on Baltic Avenue. You haven't really "won" anything lasting or meaningful beyond your own personal gain. 

And that was the theme of the room. It was heavy and dark. Which is sad because other MLM's usually have more energy and positivity. This one was lacking in Spirit. I prayed over the space and the people and hoped that God might come through more. If you win the world but lose site of your soul, then a MLM isn't that forward -thinking at the end of the day. 

Then I ran into a similar problem when I went for a job interview at the church I go to. I knew it was fated and actually had deja vu going in. It was for a graphic design/social media position and I thought, "Here's a chance to really put out spiritual content through my creativity and skills". 

Then I went into the office. Cubicles everywhere and a low ceiling. It was pretty dim and low-energy. Then I was taken back into the conference room. There were 2 women interviewing. One seemed more positive, but low in spirits. The other was too business-oriented and didn't really seem spiritual at all. 

I had this longgggg list of ideas of how to launch the church beyond being "just a church" and more of cause and a movement. I didn't bother speaking any of it because I knew they wouldn't understand or listen. 

Churches have the ability of being more than a "business". Between being spiritual and being non-profit they should always aspire to be more. But this behind the scenes was a little too "bottom line" and same-old-same-old. And it hurt to see that. 

I wish more for businesses and the world. This old system is getting old. This programming for money and exchange at others expense has to go. We need freedom and liberation. 

During the centuries of monarchy in Europe, they at some point recognized Tyranny was an issue. They had kings that killed their own people without hesitation. But they did not have or create a democracy in full at that point. They still attached themselves to monarchy and the belief that the greatest ruler available was whoever was born from the current one. They still upheld Monarchy and blamed Tyranny as the main issue -without ever addressing the system and how tyranny was being inherently perpetuated by allowing a ruler to have the power supersede the will of the people. 

In this way we are blind today. 

The economic system isn't the problem -poverty is. A failing healthcare system is. Government corruption is. The right kind of economy not being implemented is... and not the system we have on hand itself and everything that plays into it.  

Power Outages

Don't know if this is the case, but also don't really know where else to post. 

I had a dream 2 nights ago that was simple and maybe last 30 seconds. 

I saw the world and understood that there would be power shutdowns across the globe. It seemed like they would occur simultaneously, but I'm not sure. The way I was told was very calm and matter-of-fact and that this was part of a bigger plan and something going on. 

The power outages looked like they would last 3 days giver or take and my thought was, "I hope they happen before winter and I hope the elderly still have means to plug in if they need something charged for breathing apparatus or anything. And that hospitals stay functional". 

Like some of my dreams, I wasn't sure whether this one would happen. 

Then today I got texts from my mom and my sister. Power outages throughout northern California in 30 counties including San Francisco and San Jose. 

People online seem to be alleging that PG&E wants to save money and is low on funding so they're doing the power cuts as a part of that issue. PG&E was apparently saying it was because of high winds and my family out there said there was an earthquake but that it wasn't bad. 

So not sure what's going on, but here's my thoughts for the record. 

Repeat Dream: Horse Race

The sense I get from repeat dreams is your shown it the first time and it means nothing, or you can't tell what it's alluding to so you're shown it a second time when what it's speaking to is actually happening. Sort of like a snooze button. I'll go off BEFORE it's meant to actually happen and then go off when it's CURRENTLY happening. 

Dream 10/2:

There was a mile-long lineup of horses in stalls and people gathered from all over waiting for the horses to be released and their chance to ride off on one. 

Somehow I ended up behind the stalls, unable to get to the horses. I had to walk the full mile to the other end so I could have a chance to get on myself. I was pretty calm though and thought, "Oh wll, no worries..." 

When I got to the end of the stables, the horses had been released and I managed to get one. But the horse was too small for me and logistically I wouldn't be able to ride it. 

But again, I was calm and I stood and waited Knowing that a horse would somehow be brought to me. 

Sure enough, a young boy came with a horse and said, "My mom wants me to ride on the same horse as my younger brother so he doesn't fall off. We can't take this one..." 

I took the reins and knew the horse was meant for me. 

At the same moment a black woman took a horse named Mambo. I saw a brief glimpse of a vision alluding to both this rider and her horses name being famous and an inspiration to other black women. She got on Mambo and went to move forward, but the horse tripped and they both fell and she hurt her leg. 

I knew they would both be ok after a little healing time and were only being delayed from living out fate. 

Right now in general it feels like fate has been delayed. In fact when I asked Heaven, "What the hell is going on???", after several months of slowly lurching barely forward on the spiritual front, the word that came through clearly to me was "Delayed". 

Now, in part thanks to Pluto getting out of the way, things are moving forward again.