Up And Coming

Right now the issue of child trafficking is being brought to light after remaining just under the surface for the past decade and being totally submerged previous ones before that. 

The down side to acknowledging these abuses are the false trails people can be led down that illegitimizes the issue and make it seem like a conspiracy theory. Child trafficking being affiliated with Hollywood isn't new. That doesn't mean Julia Roberts is involved. If celebrities in Hollywood wanted to prey on children they wouldn't need to be flown out to an island. Just ask Kevin Spacey. 

Instead the trafficking in Hollywood has occurred in Hollywood with "higher ups" and industry managers that the public has never even heard of. Those who manage the whole film industry. 

Meanwhile there are known public figures that have been involved with Epstein island: Prince Andrew, Donald Trump, and Bill Clinton are guilty. No one is demanding accountability. 

A girl who was 13 when she was raped by Trump tried taking Epstein and Trump to court in 2016. The judge on the case was buddies with Trump and the trial was dropped. 

Moving forward over the next month or two (Aug-Sept) the issue of murders and serial killers will start to crop up. 

Right now there's a weird fascination with murders and watching crime shows. People are baffled and disheartened by the stories, but it doesn't register that anything can be done about them or that there are things contributing to them. What bringing murders to light will enlighten people to is: 

1. Accepting that murders "just occur in the world" will change from complacency to it towards activism against it. 

2. Murders being taken more seriously will highlight that murders have often gone uninvestigated and widely ignored -especially with regards to women. And white men have often gotten light sentences if they were held accountable at all. 

3. This will lead people to acknowledging sexual violence -especially in the case of 90% of serial killings and murders of women and children -frequently goes in hand with murder. That ignoring rape leads to murder becoming more prevalent. Cannot stress this enough. 

4. People going missing -especially children, women, and people of color -should also be taken more seriously. If we all look after each other there will be fewer abductions (or abductions that go unnoticed). The 24 hour wait period for police to start looking during the crucial first 48 hours will be changed so there will no longer be a delay. 

Lives can't be that easily lost on people. 

Sagittarius Moon

Thankful for a positive, intentional, motivational shift. Sagittarius moon helps you see what's holding you book while helping you move forward. Its nice. 

Right now I feel like there's an age-old understanding of "don't attach to materialistic things". By the same token we also need to understand not to attach the the times and circumstances we're in. If we're ultimately beyond time and eternal than attaching to time/culture/location is an inverse of that. 

It's hard though, especially with all of the emotionally triggering things happening in the world. 

There is a video of a black, pregnant woman forced on the ground. The policeman has his knee on her throat and kept repeatedly tasering her stomach. She then miscarried. 

Also in the news, a 10 year old black girl was abducted from her home, given meth and sleeping pills, murdered, and thrown in a dumpster. 

It's hard living in a world full of all this cruelty and then trying to live beyond it. Ignorance isn't compassion. Attachment isn't enlightened. So navigating is challenging. 

All you can do is hand it over to God. 

More on Scorpio Moon and The Brain

Note to self, part of the reason sexual violence against women and children and satanic cults as well as an exaggerated phobia of them exploded in the 70s-90s was because of Scorpio. The occult, the dark, and the sexually aggressive crop up during those periods -including whenever a Scorpio moon comes out. This happens particularly around the end of October -hence Halloween.

As for right now, it has led to an increased awareness and concern over child abuse and trafficking. It has also led to rumors of satanic cults, including in Hollywood. With the cults, it's unclear if it's an exaggeration or reality. 

As for the brain, there are 2 fluids at play that are important to note: 

First fluid is a healing liquid that flows between the brain and the skull. I discovered that the more you connect to innocence/ childhood the more it flows and covers your headspace. 

The other is an adrenaline excretion fluid that comes when you panic or feel threatened. Pigs actually release the same liquid as well. Apparently if you siphon it off it can actually be used as a kind of hard drug like heroine. 

It's also rumored the goal of some satanic cults who abduct children is to gather this liquid from their heads when it is excreted to use it as a drug. Not sure if this is true, but again it's part of the information being put out there.  

Scorpio Moon -Dark to Light

I hate Scorpio moon. The second darkness starts seeming surmounting and encroaching and the world gets bleak I know where the moon is at in the sky. 

Right now we as a collective are bringing to light any unhealed pain or darkness from our past or in the world. As a result we've actually managed to finally bring up issues with child abuse and trafficking that haven't seemed to register with us as a people for quit some time. And there's a couple things being made clear (or clearer) that haven't before: 

1. If you didn't know already there are instances where police will know/be aware of trafficking and might even be participating in covering it up.

2. Wealthy, powerful people engage and perpetuate those sorts of abuses. 

3. The government as a whole or in whole departments might be aware and turning a blind eye. 

4. The media seems to actively bury, down-play, or choose not to report instances of trafficking.  

What was less known and is also becoming clearer are issues involving the Occult. 

It does seem like there were factions of cults that took children and didn't just abuse, traffic, or kill them but actually seemed to be extract things from them. 

There is a healing fluid "sac" that runs over the surface of your brain. It's felt most strongly in the back of your head but can spread throughout. There are rumors of this fluid being drawn out in some of these occult practices. Not sure what it's being used for but it would lead the victim to suffer that much more to not have it in them. 

As far as I know you would specifically need some knowledge of extraterrestrial understanding in order to know that fluid even exists within people. Some species of E.T.s have it "built-in" to their entire being and are self generating in terms of healing. 

So if this is the "Cabal" or a negative group of demonically influenced beings then the rumors of that group existing on Earth would carry more klout. Up until now I still believed that most of the negative influences from those sorts of beings was harbored out in space because they'd been driven out of the planet to a good extent by positive forces. 

Beyond that there are also rumors that the government's going to start moving onto its next phase: Staged Alien Attacks. 

Out of desperation to hide the shadow of the government and be overthrown from power, an attack will be used to divert people's attentions to a false flag elsewhere. This has been rumored and government documents have even alluded to it for a while. But it seems like we're reaching a point where they might actually enact it. 

This is also a historical pattern: "The population has grown to large and could overthrow us in power so we must destroy some of them." It was used as an excuse to drown the children of slaves. It was used as an excuse to begin the Holocaust. It's an old pattern, and it seems our government fears its own people and wants to enact the same. 

What Does It Mean?

When I look at things going on in the world I try to decipher what's going on behind them to better understand the bigger picture of what's going on. 

For example: 

Solidarity among people of different races/genders/religions/orientations = Spiritual Unity and Culmination

Those people being brutalized by people who are ignorant and hateful = Dark forces trying to enact violence, fear, and abuse to maintain a false sense of power by keeping people isolated so they can't overcome.

So white, male unmarked federal agents openly attacking peaceful protesters -wounding, abducting, and sometimes even murdering some - is clearly a part of the bigger issue of the divide between evil and good going on. 

But at the same time I think what these instances speak to directly are agents of Heaven coming together and starting to preside over the Earth and demonic entities retaliating and acting out of fear and hate. 

My New Flag

Had one of the best conversations I've had in a long time with someone! 

Up until now I'd only come out to one person, which didn't really end well. There were 3 people I thought I could confide in and that they would genuinely accept me, but still didn't have it in me to initiate that conversation. 

So when one of those 3 people said, "There's something I want to talk to you about in private..." I had no clue that she was going to come out to me as bisexual and then I'd return the favor. 

That was one of the greatest conversations with another human being I've ever had. She had actually suspected I was Ace for a while... something I wasn't even aware she had heard of before. 

She had also speculated with the other 2 people I wanted to come out to that I was a lesbian or bisexual. So it was great to let her finally know and then discover she was in a similar boat! 

I then showed her my previous Ace-Bi Flag I'd made symbolizing my own situation and it did look outdated and I decided to upgrade it: 

I'm still not out to anyone else. I told her I probably wouldn't be for another 5-10 years. She also was struggling with when/how/if to come out to some people. 

We talked about high school, when we first knew, celebrity women we'd had crushes on, lgbt history, Gay Tiktok/Twitter, sexism in the lgbt community, pride month and BLM... We covered a lot of ground. 

We also struggled with the same thing at one point: Thinking that if we came out a gay person we both knew would be blamed for "influencing us" or us "copying" them. That it would seem outlandish for us to be out when they already were; as if there could only be 1 gay person in existence that was mutually known by others. 

But I want to tell everyone about the exciting conversation and that we both came out to each other and how awesome that felt and how enthused I am... but I'm not out to anyone else. So I kind of have to keep it in. 

Heaven Moving Through

Huge energy shifts are occurring now. They're depleting negative energy in the world and clearing things out on a massive scale. Last night I had 3 very clear metaphorical dream come through -a couple that answered some doubts I had an some others that just showed me what's going on. 

One of the more interesting ones was traveling around in the woods exploring like a kid wood and coming across these caves that had strange wolf-like beings in them. At first these wolf trolls jumped out and chased me, but then I saw there was a cub. And the second I saw they had offspring I completely changed the way I saw them. They went from terrifying beast to animal with babies to protect. 

I was then slowly able to put the animal at ease and enter nearer the caves. From there it seemed like the caves had some interesting things inside them, but nothing of "value" in terms of a hidden gold mine or anything. 

This was a significant dream because it parallels with the "underground" situation we have here. 

There are some unknown creatures that are subterranean. The fact we're aware of how vast the ocean is and acknowledge there could be forms of aquatic life we don't know of but then fail to extended that to land is kind of strange. No one dives that deeply into dark, forsaken caves in the middle of nowhere. There are humanoid and sometimes purely animal creatures down there. 

I wouldn't advise people to explore those regions anymore than I would say people should play around with a beehive, but they are there. 

The fact that Native Americans and Indigenous people the world over have had those places well marked for centuries and non-natives just say, "Yah it's just some random legend they have..." before they go off into that area and then disappear is pretty telling. There's a racist ignorance in ignoring native legends and insights as pure fantasy. 

You Can't Gentrify Hell

Today was a nasty mix of negative junk getting dragged to surface to be re-examined and acknowledged. 

Most of what I've tried to do in this life behind the scenes is act as an anchor and facilitate Heaven coming through. Today is was made clearer this world up until now has been an extension of Hell. On some level I already knew this, but I'd always phrased it as "Hell has reigned, but Heaven's been buried underneath the whole time" rather than "This place is Hell and needs to be treated in the same regards as that place". 

Between the physical pains, finite limitations, poverty, greed, murder, corruption... At the end of the day you see what good Heaven has done in terms of phasing out Hell below, but also how little of a difference it's somehow seemed to make on the surface of this planet. 

Why are we still here? Why are we still stuck? What needs to be done? 

And the answer seems to be a complete overhaul of everything. They way they cleared out Hell and the level of directness in which they did it needs to be done here. Forget gently misting the surface and wiping it with a towel, we need a bulldozer and a massive drill to get through the rest. 

Something swift and drastic and overt. 

Rip the band-aid off. This nightmare needs to end -it's insane that Hell still exists to any extent here. Let what negative entities or forces find another realm to haunt and leave this place in peace to heal and find its belonging with Heaven. 

Moving Forward from the Fourth

The 4th of July is always an important spiritual time because it's the one time of year families get together in the day to be outside, enjoy life, and then stay absolutely present when giant, miraculous-looking fireworks go off in the sky. 

It's a window for Heaven to come through. And this year it also involved a giant full moon and the planets being aligned along one side of the sun. It's a way for things to get cleared out within people. 

Part 1: Unsolved Crimes

Before that, for the past 2 weeks I've been deep into watching mini-docuseries about unsolved murders and crimes on Youtube and Netflix. At first I was a little confused why I was getting sucked into it, but knew it was for some good reason and there was something to be learned or let go of. 

There was a time when I had to stop watching crime shows -as a sensitive the pain and depression from it was too much. Now I can watch -it can still hurt to see people's past pains, but I know how to make peace. 

Then some patterns started emerging from watching dozens and dozens of episodes, so here are the issues Heaven is bringing to light and will address: 

1. Police can be lazy, incompetent, and corrupted. 

I can't tell you how many instances arose where the police labelled obvious murders as "suicides" so they didn't have to do the work entailed in investigating. Pair with that a number of times it was clear the police actually had some kind of involvement in the crimes. And this includes crimes from present time to over 100 years ago. Given the deaths of Breanna Taylor and Elijah Mcclain, police still leave much to be desired in terms of actually carrying out justice. 

2. TOO Many Murderers and Suspects 

The other disturbing reality brought to light is the shear volume of murders and disappearances -particularly in city-scapes. Then add to that some crimes that have 3 or 4 suspects that had committed previous crimes like rape, shooting someone, child molestation, and murder itself that were never previously held accountable. You can have 3 to 5 suspects that legitimately could have murdered this person based on their vast histories of violence never answered for. When violence is swept under the rug, more emerges until it reaches its boiling point. 

3. Sexual Violence

Because rape and in some instances repeated offenses against children aren't taken seriously, prosecuted, investigated, or held accountable the subject itself of sexual violence being linked to murder is rarely mentioned even though it's tied to it 90% of the time. Rapists dispose the "evidence" of what they do by destroying the body. This also includes serial killers. 9 times out of 10 a serial killer is also a serial rapist. And yet this is never mentioned. 

4. Open Mystery 

Sometimes the plain and simple reality to a crime is there is no evidence, witness, motive, or suspect. There are no clues. Sometimes there isn't even a body. Sometimes it's purely a mystery with no direction to turn to for answers. 

5. Lack of Technology 

You wish technology for the past -particularly for DNA sampling. The would discard items with fingerprints and DNA evidence because at the time it wasn't something that they could use. There's a kind of helplessness in that. And sometimes even when they did have DNA samples they weren't properly stored. 100s of rape kits became useless. Evidence lost or filed away in a leaky warehouse. 

6. New Eyes on Crimes

I think the frustrating thing to experience as a "viewer" listening in is how obvious some of the crimes can be. And with thousands of eyes on it, more gets uncovered and justice is demanded more consistently. Where the police were content to let something go 20 years ago, if brought to light today thousands would demand it be looked into again. 

7. History of Violence 

Like I said before, most murderers have committed violent crimes before it escalated to that act. Those crimes going unnoticed or unaccounted for give the opportunity for more violence to occur. 

8. First 48 Hours 

The first 48 hours are crucial... but you can't report someone missing until they've been gone a day or two. And there you find a prolific problem with the criminal justice system. Bureaucracy and the system itself impedes on people being saved, found, and rescued. Family and friends are left to be their own detectives. Past a certain point, if someone I loved went missing I would skip the police and hire a private investigator who might actually do something. 

9. Globally: Families Still Hurting

A son's mother was raped and murdered. A sister's life was taken. A child was abducted. 
All around the world these pains have yet to be healed. There's a silent outcry for the truth to come to light and souls to be returned home. 

10. Knowing the Truth -But Can't Do Anything 

The worst failing of the criminal justice system -those professionally tasked with addressing these issues -is when they know for a fact who the murderer is, how the person was killed, the motive, and facts surrounding it... but because of a technicality nothing can be done. Sometimes people turn to civil court and end up making more headway. Other times families have to live with the knowing that the murderer got away and is roaming freely. 

And this is how you know God will step in at some point. When we fail to look after one and another as a people and souls -including children -are that easily lost, Heaven inevitably steps in where we fall short. 

Part 2: Pose 

After I made my way through unsolved crimes I thought I'd move on and see the light of some kind of good news in the world. That turned out to be the lesser known world of Drag Queens and Transgendered people. Lessons learned from this step into a different, beautiful world: 

1. When a person has breasts, bleeds monthly, can bear a child and give birth, and couldn't be picked out of a line up of other women... I call her a woman. Being a woman was never defined by flesh alone. Beyond death we are men and women. When I've encountered ghosts and entities, since they're hard to see and can sometimes only be sensed, I perceive of their state of being and often times their gender. 

And it follows: Before a person has breasts, gives birth, and bleeds monthly... if they IDENTIFY as being a woman -they ARE. 

2. I didn't realize how much of drag culture was prevalent in so much of the culture in the world -and for how long it had been. The LGBT community created its own sub-cultured and that culture was mined from for years. It was founded in fashion, creativity, and diversity. Beauty. Vibrance. Boldeness. Madonna and Lady Gaga pale in comparison to the heart of what they drew from. And yet the community was invisible, voiceless, and ignored. 

3. LGBT people of color were a part of that culture. Race being ignored within the community let alone outside of it is also ending. 

4. I found it comforting to know when they were homeless, suffering from AIDs, utterly discarded by the world, and unseen -they could be looked after, cared for, and protected by souls within the community and by some outside of it. Some cared when the world didn't and it means everything. 

Part 3: Darker Entities and Mysteries 

Then after seeing that glow of radiant light, things shifted focus back to a layer of darkness being lifted. Rather than crimes and murder this had to do with negative spiritual entities and strange beings. It's a territory I'm familiar with and had sought to avoid looking into. 

For demons -it's old news. I don't need to see and hear about it. I know. And they're being ushered out slowly but surely in the world -including in the places they have the most foothold. I think some instances may arise where their existence becomes harder to ignore and brush off. Physical attacks and possessions may occur in a recorded way that's harder to dispute -especially as they lash out to maintain what little power they'll have left. 

For other beings... I'm still at a bit of a loss. I know within me there are dark physical creatures that exist in this world. Sometimes I like to think they're just misunderstood undiscovered species of animal. But there's something within me that pulls towards the acknowledgement that some of these beings seem more deeply founded in darkness. 

Between goblin-like creatures depicted in different parts of the world to fur-covered humanoids, it's clear there's more out there. And though they are few in number -allowing them to remain hidden far better -we're becoming more aware of it. There are no-human beings that are either animal-like or humanoid that exist. Not sure what to do about that other than be like, "Well that's something..." 

And beyond that there's also the acknowledgement that at some point an "alien" race of beings of some sort were banished and exiled here. They mostly dwell in caves and rarely come out, but globally there's indigenous people that almost always have some area that's "cursed" by strange beings that they avoid. This pattern is far from new. And photos and evidence taken -along with disappearances around certain areas -seems to confirm. Dark, negative, underground humanoids. And again you think, "Ok well I'll avoid all of that as well, no exploring abandoned caves and mines..." 

Then there were some new revelations with the Men in Black situation. A new pattern has come to light that suggests at least a good portion of the "Men in Black" caught on video and camera showing up in situations where UFO instances have occurred might actually be alien beings themselves. They disguise as people, but clearly aren't. Some people might work with them, but it seems like these beings are trying to keep UFO instances under-wraps so their own cover isn't blown. 

The understanding that some beings have "infiltrated" or have influences into higher positions of power on the planet is a disturbing one, but also seems to have some level of truth to it. However, I find that rather than lizard people being presidents or queens -they instead would likely just have some level of influence without their knowing. I could get into the "why or how" they'd have influence but that understanding is a bit more complicated and long-winded to explain. 

Phases of Acknowledgement: 

When I talk about this stuff I consciously understand it sounds "out there". It sounds like the conspiracy theory of an irrational mind. So let me explain this pathway: 

From Addition/Subtraction you can then understand Multimplication/Division, and can then understand Alegebra 1, and can then understand Geometry, and then Algebra 2, and Pre-Calculus... 

And so we have our phases with acknowledging the Celestials: 

1. Denial. 

Fear around thinking about it. assumption it's preposterous. Not listening to any of it. No understanding. 

2. The Possibility. 

"They exist out there, but not here and we'll never meet them". Still fear-based reasoning. Keeping the subject at arms length where it can be controlled. Some listening, but not much. 

3. Declassified military accounts. 

Officials making statements on record. Video. Photos. Globally. For decades. All the tangible evidence you could ever want. Eyewitness accounts by hundreds is various cities. The news covering some sky events live. An understanding of the fact this is real. 

4. The History. 

Expanding beyond acknowledgement into the truth of what it consists of. A better understanding of the global history, evidence of the who/what/where/when/how of it all. 

Right now people who veer into this territory are still mostly mocked. You have huge stone laser-cut, but people will not see it, look at it, acknowledge it. they don't want the history to be there. 

5. Direct Connection. 

Everyone is technically able to perceive psychically/spiritually, but it can take time to tap into and is a challenging road to navigate. Between dreams/visions and direct interaction you can tap into this phone line. I never suggest people walk into that territory blindly -in can be a lot more deceiving and misleading when you aren't perceiving clearly. But there is a reason most psychics who perceive of ghosts at some point veer into perceiving of "them". 

From there, you navigate to your "tribe". Those who align with you and those you align with. You can also be introduced to the variety and the natures of many. Some kinds are like a flock of geese -almost indiscernible from one to the other. Others are much more distinct in personhood and identity. You see the variety and Heaven starts to blur with this new sphere and scope of consciously spiritual beings you can interact with. 

6. Inter-Dimensional 

We call it Extra-Terrestrial. Wrong word. They aren't just from another planet. They can move through different planes. Hard concept to understand if you don't understanding the layering of energy and the illusion of physicality. 

From there a somewhat frightening world opens up of the spectrum of "good and evil" and how they walk through this world and others. An invisible interstate of access points, portals, and entering into. 

I mostly feared the dark coming through -which they can and did. Negative "aliens" can influence what we call demons and entities and ramp up their influence in the world. 

On the plus side, the light, positive Celestials/Light Forces can also come through and their consolidated light energy clears out the negative. 

This back and forth can be intense, but also reassuring. Long before our species would ever come to know what was behind the scenes, it was being addressed for us and we were being protected from things. 

I think that's one of the most astounding aspects of all of this. The greatest period of time in spiritual history is occurring and 99% of the planet has no clue what's going on or that anything is going on. And when they come to this planet and start emerging in flesh people will fear and not know what was happening as if this was the first time in the history of the universe they appeared and made contact.