Here's what I've figured out:
We are stolen pieces of God. We are the cells to God's body, angelic beings comprising the organs of God's body.
We are a hologram that's the illusion of existing in "self" and individual personhood that ultimately bleeds back into the infinite.
If it weren't for the piece of ourselves that was conscious we would only and just BE.
But we are AWARE.
We're intended to relinquish "self" and merge back into God ultimately.
We are figments of God's imagination at this point.
