This past 2 weeks transitioning out of Christmas and into 2020 has been pretty slow, stagnant, and dreary. It felt like you were put back into a cocoon and around January 15th started to re-emerge again. They said that on January 12th all the retrogrades would end for about a month -which never happens. 1 month of "freedom" from any retrograde going on. It was predicted to be an opening.
So I'm glad to be able to breathe again.
And what I've been led to understand at this point is: Don't try to control anything, let life happen, things are being guided along, you are not in control and that's good because greater forces are, the good will come through, life will transition and evolve into something greater for everyone.
Behind the scenes -Hell is over. It no longer exists. When you look down to that place it's only golden light and beings of light. And now Earth is sandwiched in between Heaven below and Heaven above. The last place to clear the remaining darkness from is here.
Then there was a dream I had last night that gave another level of understanding to what's going on:
I was in a crowd and I'm not sure what was going on, but I saw my sister and a lot of other people. Then as I was walking I felt and realized that "my life" was pure energy. No "me", no human person, no past experiences... just pure energy that had been extended into this glass jar walking around the planet. And I understood that going forward people are essentially going to "return to the force". To be just energy.
From there, only people that are highly meant to be on Earth to help others "let go" and return would be extended down. Everyone else would spiritually subside in being after their bodies died. We'd all just return to being pure energy.
And it was a weird feeling in that moment -like being a hologram in your own life. I'm here but "I'm" not. You could feel and see the pure energy within and the light it gave off and then this "mask" of a person walking around encasing it.
The past week has been a busy one on the spiritual front. It was also kind of strange.
For both Thanksgiving and for Christmas I couldn't feel that "sentimental" nostalgic sense of either holiday during the holidays. Christmas didn't really feel like Christmas, it felt like a short vacation with relatives.
Then I got sick.
At first, as I always do when that level of bed-ridden sickness occurs, I was thankful to be humbled into getting closer to soul and God by staying put in bed for several days strait. Then I started wondering what was going on because the sickness persisted and got to be pretty miserable after a while. It was a cold or flu that lasted 5 days and lingered thereafter.
But spiritually, I felt Heaven come through -like another layer being added on. My bedroom felt like I was laying in a spring meadow. And the clarity with which light forces and other spiritual begins could directly come through was incredible.
Then things sort of crashed and darkness kicked in again. But I realized Hell was gone. I looked down where the line usually seeped into realms that were clearly darker and only saw radiant light below. Heaven has taken over Hell. The only Hell left is the remnants of what's here on Earth at this point. And for that I was happy, even when the Hell around on this plane was retaliating.
Today was incredible in terms of feeling. Radiant, light, upbeat throughout. Like a real victory and joy has taken over.
It's still going to take some time for any of this to show up physically in the world, but I'm glad the behind-the-scenes is Heaven finally coming through on Earth because it has cleared away Hell below.
