Insights 4/25

#1 The Path from India 

The best way to grow in God is by understanding that God is multi-faceted and is in Everything. There's always going to be pieces of God that we connect to internally since we're from God and pieces we then connect to externally from that internal place. The challenge is stepping into what's seemingly "foreign" or less known to us that is also of God. 

Basically I've gotten the message in my own life: Christ is close to you and you know this. You've connected very well to the attributes of God found in certain faiths -particularly Christianity, indigenous beliefs, and Buddhism. Now it's time to better connect to other faiths you keep at arms length. Particularly what there is to learn from Hinduism. 

Christ is vividly with me in consistent and close way, which makes it easier to venture elsewhere with Him. I acknowledged truths from Hinduism but was leery and had anxiety around some of it. That's now being alleviated. 

Understandings around the chakras and healing are coming up a lot right now. How to elevate the soul within. 

#2 Healing in India

I learned 2 methods of healing and growing in spiritual practices from India a couple weeks ago while laying in bed and reflecting. 

One was the understanding that they heal through HEAT. The spices, heat of the climate, and yoga practices mean your body is always pouring out heat -which can be a purification process. Heat heals. 

the other is by overloading the senses. Insense, spices, a vast array of colors, mantras/humming, intricate architecture -all of it. India is known for overwhelming the senses with sight, touch, sound... and the mind doesn't quite know how to keep up. Eventually the mind gets overloaded and gives up. This leads to inner-quite and release. 
When there's too much to be distracted by, you focus more. 

#3 Ganesha 

Ganesha has popped up more and more over the past 2 weeks. I'm not used to perceiving of Ganesha, even though i had once or twice in the past. Since I'm a very vertical soul -focusing mostly on my upward connections with Heaven -I tend to struggle with width.

Vertical = Peace & Mind-Heaven Connection
Horizontal = Love & Heart -World/Heaven Connection 

Ganesha teaches how to have a more grounded, abundant presence from your being out into the world. Ganesha is also affiliated with wisdom and prosperity/harmony. 

 #4 Prana/ Light/Life Force 

I realized after watching a spiritual person lead a guided meditation that I've been mediating in a less successful way. I don't usually meditate, but lately it's become a daily activity. I'm meant to rest more, eat healthier, and meditate more right now. 

The spiritual person showed how that you connect first from the base/root chakra and work your way up. You connect to prana/life force energy and bring that light in internally from the base of your spine to above your head -opening the chakras as you go. 

Before it was always easier for me to open crown chakra and work my way down -being more out of touch with the lower chakras. But when you start at the base it grounds you more in this energy -I call God's energy -and you draw it up and expand your presence more. 

I also realized the distinction between your soul, this prana/life force/ God energy, and the surrounding presence of God is ultimately indivisible. It's divided in you, but unified in that connection the second the divide is removed. Like a cup of water being dropped into an ocean. 

I think I understood this concept before, but it's always more powerful when you get to experience and live truths of that kind. 

Dreams 4/22

I haven't been getting as many dreams this past month, but this one seemed significant. 

It started out with my family and I living in an affluent neighborhood that was "Catholic"/Italian  themed. The Doge could have popped out of the housing style we were in. And then all the neighbors were also in similar style homes -some looked more like Venice/Masks/Festival themed. 

Then the Pope came through. Pope Francis came into the neighborhood and nobody seemed to notice. then he went up to a symbol of a 5 pointed star in a circle and changed it into the Star of David. For me, the Star of David is one of the most powerful spiritual symbols out there and has shown up in multiple cultures and faiths around the world. 

then I was talking to people in the neighborhood about how strange it was nobody noticed Pope Francis visiting -especially given the Italian themed housing -and they looked at me weird and couldn't see the connection. 

Then my dream shifted and I flew/aerial view high above to a location further out. I was hovering over a Jesuit University and as I started to land at its entrance I thought, "Is this Santa Clara University, am I going back to college, what is this?..." 

Then I entered the university and became a part of an advanced class/group of students actively working on applying spiritual belief into life. They were talking about improve the community and contributing through compassionate work... We were also openly discussing our beliefs and creating a collective understanding of spiritual life and reality. 

My step-mom then popped in and she acted kind of dismayed/looked down on me for being back in college at my age. I told her I wasn't a student and that this was a separate and distinct group outside the classroom that had gotten together, but she wouldn't listen. 

I was then tasked with helping to find a location for our group to meet. They were looking for a place to rent that would only be $50-100 per month per member of the group (around 7 of us total). We couldn't find any place to rent less than $700. 

I then said, "Why don't we just work out of a restaurant?" I've been in numerous groups where we meetup at restaurant locations, eat, and go over plans. 

This then shifted to me house hunting nearby. I found an amazing house that was huge, had a big backyard, and looked wayyy out of my price range that I could afford. My first thought wondering through was, "This is too much space for me alone -I want to share this space with someone else or go in on this house with someone to offset the cost." I also thought it'd be a great place for the group to meet at. 

It's clear that present and future concepts/ places/ people/ occurrences were being alluded to in the dream pretty specifically. Still not sure what it all means or how it all fits together.  

Channeling

Got scratched again. These were 2 days apart. I usually don't notice them when I first wake up, but then when I'm in the shower the hot water on them burns and that's when I notice. 

And something pretty incredible happened 2 nights ago, kind of as a response to this. 

There's this thing I've been doing for maybe the past week instinctively where I "let go" of my head. It helps to do it laying down, but you can essentially let your head go limp. When that happens the "chatter" in your brain turns off and the dark entities get kind of pissed off because it's like they've been cutoff from having access to you. Your crown chakra then opens and a line like a tether reaching up can be accessed by those above. It opens your being to beings of light. 

And I realized this is because we're a channel. Most people who identify as being mediums or channels open themselves up purposely to ghosts and negative entities to have them come through to gain some sort of information. This is a mistake. Never do this. 

The fact is, as-is, we're spiritual beings in a physical capsule that are disconnected by our brains. We're easily manipulated by the negative influences by dark entities around. Every negative, hateful, violent impulse or vice people have does not come from their soul/Heaven/God. It's all being directly influenced. And most people channel it unconsciously and adopt it in as a part of their identity. But when you recognize where it comes from you can start to change that. You can actually start to channel positive, divine influences instead. 

And that's what happened. At some point a being of light came through. They don't actually go "in you", they're just near you. But I stood and didn't think anything. I moved my toes to stay physically grounded, but beyond that I just stood. I felt calm, "beyond" that space, stoic/emotionless, and sacred. And the word SACRED became very important. 

I started blessing my apartment and making way for Christ to come through more. I could feel the energy shift and everything opening up and becoming more clear and expansive. And yet it didn't feel like me. It was more of a masculine presence that was taking the lead. I just let the energy flow through. 

And then for some reason I reached my hand to my forehead and the word "Sacred" came up and I felt a light, powerful kind of energy open from the front of my brainspace to the back. Then I touched my throat and felt the same. then my heart. "Sacred". 

And where I touched I could feel my soul within my hand reach to the part of my soul in my head, my throat, and my heart and that sacred part of it rose to meet itself. My whole upper body felt lighter and free. And the word "free" kept coming up. Particularly a song I heard recently that said, "We're free, free, forever Amen!" 

Then I went to sleep after all of this and sort of relapsed back into being blocked up in my head. It didn't help that 2 nights ago I drank to much coffee, couldn't fall asleep, and the neighbors were playing music and goofing off until 3am. Lack of sleep and binge watching tv are not a good combo. 

But I know how to channel positive entities now. I know how to lend myself over to them. And I know how to get back to having things clearer than they've ever been. It's an ongoing process. 

I also realized that "being pure" is an important aspect to this. If you've eaten too much, if you're drunk, if you're lusting, if you're hating, if you're brooding, if you've watched too much tv... If you're body/mind/soul has impurities it's hard for light/positive beings to come through. It's like someone in a wedding dress stepping into a mud puddle. It doesn't work. 

Christ and angelic beings have also been coming through more. The 3 best things you can do to be closer to them:

1. Say in your mind and extend the corresponding energy of: "Peace", "Kindness", "Grace", "Love", "Honor", "Blessings"... and repeat it several times as you put that energy out there. 

2. Let them come to you. I've worked too hard reaching out rather than being in the presence of. At this point when they come through I just love them. I don't ask them to save me, help me, do anything... I just embrace them and welcome their presence in. 

3. Listen for them. I keep getting Christian songs that pop into my head "randomly" and that's kind of when I know or start to pickup on the fact Christ is around. Sometimes I sense Christ, sometimes I "see" Christ, but other times I don't feel anything and it helps to be cued-in by a sign or a song. 

God and Illness

It's always strange when I see people blame God for Hell's action. God isn't affiliated with creating disease and Pestilence. Diseases don't exist in Heaven. 

But then you see people who acknowledge that, but then blame God for not fixing and healing it. 

Again it's frustrating. Hell has reigned here until now. There was no been no cure for the black plague. There was no cure for tyranny. You just died from it. 

God was with people through their suffering, but because there was so much of it and Hell reigned, God couldn't get through -at least not most of the time. That's why you called it a "miracle" when something did happen. 

God can get through better now, but most of that is because people globally have been led towards better action and mentality. Scientists are working on the cure for Coronavirus. We were led to the science and technology by God to be able to do that ourselves. 

So you have to ask at this point, how are we acting in partnership with God in ways that are helpful and ways that fail ourselves? 

We could withstand any kind of disease a lot better if we had a better infrastructure. There could be a future date when a disease worse then this fazed us less as a people. If we covered people financially. If our healthcare system wasn't an issue. If we gave food, shelter, and other necessities freely. If people weren't dependent on external things like a job or the government. 

If we as a people were more in alignment with Heaven and God, they'd be able to get through more and we'd be able to get through this better. But we've chosen GREED instead. Greed and fear. 

Money takes precedent and we fear not letting it. Lives come last. 

That's not the order God puts things in. We're backwards. 

Beyond that, we're going through an incubation period. Meaning God sees what's going on and is leading us to embrace quiet time, solitude, and reflection. We're hibernating for our own good and greater good of the world. 

And when we get led out of this we'll be in a better place. 

Nature is also being given the opportunity to heal from people. That's why so many animals are starting to pop-up more and explore the world. 

So incubation is where we're at, patience is what we need, don't blame God for our mistakes as a people. 

New Insights

Time & Distance/Space:

I've mentioned this one before, but it's been coming up again this week. I was slowing down to a stoplight and the car behind me thought I was going too slow so he moved to the lane next to me to speed ahead. As the light turned green and he sped on I saw the next stoplight start to turn yellow to red. I thought, "I'll see you at the light in a minute". Then my mind flipped responses and I thought, "See you at the light in a couple of yards." 

And there was a split second where I couldn't decide between a minute or "x" amount of feet. And I realized there wasn't any difference. Time and Distance were the same measurable amount in that sense -just different kinds of measurements. 

It's like saying something is 100 pounds or 10 car tires. The weight is the same. 

It's important for us to start to understand the concept. 

Fate:

I've been thinking about getting a house lately. Never thought that day would come. As it turns out if you can make a down-payment of at least $2000 and pay at least $1200 a month, you can own a home. I wish I had known about this and not continued feeding into rent all these years, but then again I didn't have $2000 at hand to deposit first. 

So now I'm looking into home-owner options. And I was debating moving closer to my family. Then family drama emerged like a sign from God saying: "Nope, don't go there." Then I debated my original instinct to move to the mountains. Then I was debating leave the U.S. altogether. The quality of life for most Americans is pretty sad compared to most other developed countries at this point given healthcare, government corruption, and other extensive issues. 

So I was open to the possibilities and genuinely didn't know what was out there. So I handed it over to God knowing the perspective of Heaven was a much fuller line of sight than my own. 

And it made me think of Fate. What is genuinely Fated if it doesn't occur to you in that moment recognizing it that God had some hand in it? That it was Fated by God. Fate isn't random. 

So I knew whatever positive outcome would be fated for me would be good because I was placing it in God's hands to be fated in the first place. 

Material Attachment: 

Material Attachment is going to hurt. As a pack-and-go kind of girl raised to grab what I could and be shuffled from one house to the next, I was used to travel and carrying everything I needed with me. It's actually the reason I debated getting a couch in my apartment. I had a "bring up only what you can carry yourself" kind of mentality. And it wasn't a bad one. 

It is frustrating to know you can live lighter and with less stuff and be able to move around more freely. Attachment to physical objects is something you work on letting go of. 

The thought of moving from apartment to house is hampered by the physical stuff you own you then mentally move in your mind with the notion. 

And there may come a point, as many others have already come to experience in the world, where you have to move on without it all. 

Lens of History: Truth is Complicated, Often Hidden, & Layered 

I can extend more sympathy to the past knowing how little truth they were aware of or understood. Ignorance is easy when truth is inaccessible. 

And when you look at history and the narratives people played out over the truth to paint a picture rather than see it for what it was, you get how things became so convoluted. 

I've been watching a lot of documentaries lately. 

Anyway, the 60s -90s were sh*t. The 90's first allowed people a glimpse into seeing truth, but was still mostly lost. The early 2000s still surprise me as being as behind as they were in terms of clarity and understanding. Like 10 years had made little difference. 

But come 2010 and moving forward, a lot more truth and understanding was there -largely thanks to the internet. I wish we had had it sooner. 

Karmic Cycles Ending:

Somehow Hell had hooks in people. Some of it was from past lives and "karma", but in other instances it wasn't. Hell would convince people (or those who could even begin to understand in that way) this is happening because you need to learn a lesson. Darkness and pain were then enacted. And then whoever enacted the pain would then need to learn from it later on, and so on and so on. It was a ceaseless cycle. 

I realized in 2012 it was a lie. 

I thought, "Why do I need to suffer to 'understand'?" I can understand better through compassion than pain. That love was a way for people to be better enlightened to truth. That making people suffer for the sake of getting people to understanding suffering was bad didn't make sense. That kind of "karma" was just Hell making excuses. 

And then once you moved past karma there was just the blatant cruelty. Women being attacked was the clearest form of this. Women in past lives didn't do that to anyone. They weren't violent. So what "karma" explains that? It was just the feminine divine being wounded. Hell lashing out. 

So you realize at some point, particularly when negative cycles are happening in your life, that they don't have to continue. You can call Hell out and say "No more". It takes a while to end a cycle, but it fades over time once you make that shift. Re-occurring pains can end. 

7:14 on 4/17: 

Synchronicity? I'm still not sure what's being communicated through these occurrences, but it's happened about 5 times in the past week so I've definitely noted it. It was 4:11pm on 4/11 when I went to turn off my computer and saw the time. The cashier gave me $4.16 in change and I noticed the receipt showed our transaction at 4:16pm. For the most part, the numbers have been 4/16 or 4/Something. 

And I thought, maybe they're telling me that things will pull out of this heavy darkness around 4/16 or 4/17... Still not sure. Things definitely started shifting yesterday, but there's still a lot of heaviness around in general. 

Doubling Abundance: 

I noticed for the past 2 weeks or so good tings have been happening in twos. The most overt one was taking reservations for cabins at our adventure park. 

I'd put the word out that we were open to essential workers in the area needing temporary lodging/extended stays at a discounted rate. We had lost 80% of previous bookings and had whole days with no one staying at all. Before we had about a 90% occupancy rate. 

Then that Monday a person booked 2 cabins for 3 days and 2 other people booked 2 other cabins for 2 weeks. 2 major bookings, both double cabin bookings, both for the same dates. I was like ,"Whoa". It was a lot out of nowhere. 

And that's kind of continued. Double blessings and occurrences.  

Exodus Part 2? 

I don't remember what I was watching but a sort of Exodus was going on. And the thought hit me how much fear and uncertainty would feed in to a moment like that for Americans and people in the world if it occurred today. Then I watched the movie Harriet for the first time a couple hours later. 

"The Moses of the South" leading people to freedom. I had known her history before and it disturbed me that she isn't more commended and championed more in general. 

As far as new insights from the film, it's confounding to think "Christians" called her Moses, were sending out invites for other "Christians" to join by the river as they drowned black children, and were enslaving people ---and it still didn't occur to them it was the same EVIL as out of Exodus. 

The only other things I kept thinking was I want them to run to freedom and not hesitate and just run as fast as they can out of there. I watched the Shining that same weekend and it was the same thought. Run from evil. Just run, just get out, just leave. The hesitation was unnerving. 

And I've had moments in my past like that, where I did have to just pack up and get out. Actually had to do that last Monday morning. 

It's been a pattern. Evil has chased and God has led me to evading it and coming to a greater good. But I'm tired of being moved by darkness and led to light that way. I told God I'd rather just stick to the light and tell darkness to f*ck off. I'm not a yo-yo and I don't want to be at the mercy of always having to evade. 

I'd rather just be led by the light and not have darkness interfere. 

Heavy Times

I'm feeling hung-over, but I don't drink. It's a weird feeling. I'm groggy, drained, out of focus... it's horrible. The past couple days have been pretty heavy. Not sad or depressing or upsetting -just very weighted. 

This is usually how you know God's bringing all the crap in your life to surface so it can be cleared out. In this case it's probably several things being brought to light simultaneously to be ended. 

I'm also aware at least 70% of it is just demonic activity. I don't hate demons. They're energy is insanely dark, manic, and violent -but I don't react out of fear of it the way I used to. But this energy draining is something else. I wish I could describe it. 

You know chunks of your soul-self are being taken -like there's holes and gaping wounds in you. It feels starkly cold in those spots and then there's a sharp, dark pain. for me it mostly takes place in my head-space at this point. Head and chest. When Heaven's clearing out the energy, from the corner of my eye 5 feet away I see this huge descending black ball of poison like a spider rolled up. 

But it's desperate. It drains this much and this overtly because the darkness can no longer sustain itself in general. You can't perpetuate that negative energy if your dark energy field is gone. 

I have this knowing that I'll bust out of this and be better than ever soon. In the meantime, I want to curl up in a ball and sleep away the world and all its problems. 

Ending the Old

Right now (starting at the beginning of this year actually) old patterns are repeating for a final time. 

This gives people the chance to confirm they've moved on and/or to decide to move on. 

So far I've done pretty good. My "bounce back rate" has definitely increased and the period of time it takes for me to overcome issues is shorter. I forgive more quickly, recognize patterns when they emerge more distinctly, and move on in a more dedicated way. 

But family issues that came up were a punch to the gut. I'm still glad that it only took me about a day to get over everything, but there has come a time for people to draw the line in the sand and define their standards for others more clearly. 

The way someone put it was, "Rather than delving into the mud of where other people are at to consciously raise them out of it, you humble yourself to acknowledging that;s God's territory -hand the situation and people over to God as much as you can -and start to let people know they need to rise to your level if they're going to be around you." 

As a spiritual person, the more "awake" and aware of things you are the more you try to fix the world and the people in it yourself. You're a fish constantly trying to swim in mud to turn it into an ocean for everyone else to swim in. At some point you realize no one is intended for mud -including you -and you go back out to sea and hope at some point others decide to follow and are led down the stream as you were by God. 

Out of compassion, do the best you can for people from a distance. Out of compassion for yourself, maintain that distance and move forward on your own journey. 

We are not the saviors of others. There's only one savior for that. 

Handling Conflict

Dear Future Self: Read This 

Not now, but at some future point you will need to be reminded of ALL of this. 

#1 I Try to Bring God, 
Jesus, Angelic Forces, and Anyone Else Out There in the Positive Spiritual Realms I Think Might Be Helpful into the lives of people I have conflicts with. I do this so there is a glue holding us together when their inner demons try to rip us apart. We usually bond and find a humble connection to one another in the presence of God. 

#2 Their Demons ALWAYS Retaliate 
It gets old and the patterning is easy to spot now, but it's always what happens. The "kick-back". Just remember not to give into fear, pain, anxiety, judgement, or hatred. That's what it wants. Always stay calm and then back away. 

#3 Draw Lines in the Sand
Depending how toxic the person is -or aligned with their demon verses their soul -create healthy boundaries and make it clear what you will not be subjected to by them. 

#4 Don't Take It In and Carry It With You 
Make peace, let go, move forward. 

#5 Learn What You Can 
This demon-human dynamic has layers. People's past issues bleeding into present. Their persepctive in the moment. Demonic influence they aren't aware of. The demon's objectives and the shortcomings of their vices. Try to extend compassionate understanding into the situation. 

#6 Call on God
Whether it's to bring peace to them on their own behalf or whether it's out of necessity for protection from them, God is always a needed presence in that moment. 

#7 Don't Forget, But Do "Forgive" 
Forgiveness isn't really on the table for us as people -it's all between Hell and God ultimately. We just get caught in the cross-fire. But that doesn't mean denial or illusion towards what happened. Acknowledge the reality of it all. Then go forward with the knowledge of that truth. 

So what happened? 

Her issues/ Demonic Problems/ What truth came out in this: 

-She grew up in an abusive household she then normalized and there are deep-seeded issues and problems around family she hasn't even begun to address.

-She has control issues. On a scale of 1 to 10, 1 being open to the universe and 10 being a dictatorship, she's about a 7. Control is something she clings to desperately -especially around family. 

-She yells because she was never listened to and doesn't know how to listen or what true listening is herself. 

-She's possessive of male family members because she had to compete for male attention with her sisters growing up.  

-She fears being alone, needs people around, but is undermined by her demon to frighten people away and she ends up isolated and in stress/insecurity as a result. 

-Her demon runs her emotional reactions and yo-yos her around. It's done so so long she can't even see how explosive and abusive her over-reactions are. When she does know, she slips into denial and minimizes it to help her contend with that uncomfortable truth about herself. 

-She has come to value men more than women, having grown up in a sexist household and sexist time period. She has internalized this and finds other women to be a threat most of the time. 

-Her demon hates me. It sees me calling directly on Christ, bringing God in, bonding with her through our faith, and trying to help her find peace. 

-I fear being physically hit, slapped, or assaulted instinctually when she yells and given the level of animosity that comes out in the moment. Instinctually I can't tell if she would or wouldn't harm me in the moment. 

-She is verbally and emotionally abusive. If my sister was with a man that treated her that way I'd immediately tell her to leave and/or call the cops. 

-She is jealous of me. Something I hadn't been aware of and I'm still kind of shocked by. I'm not used to people being jealous. She perceives of me as being "good" and "perfect" and it bothers her and she feels "not as good" for some reason. 

-She's obsessed with holidays and family moments being "perfect" and tries to control everyone and everything that happens in a confusing way no one can keep up with. I'm not sure whether she's trying to re-enact past moments of family joy, or manufacture ones that never occurred that she always wanted. 

-For myself, I've learned that being wounded by the past doesn't give you an excuse to wound others yourself. 

-She will never change, in part because she never allows others to speak up and doesn't know how to listen. Only in Heaven would things be different. 

-Heaven is well founded around her and the space she tends to unconsciously create, like a soft blanket holding onto a shard of glass. 

-I have no hatred, anger, resentment, or fear. 

-I know all of this, but would hold none of this against her, or even her demon. I acknowledge the truth but don't abuse it into something twisted into judgments never intended for by God. 

Truth brings clarity. 

Judgments and blame bring distortion. 

I continue to hope she finds her peace and moves on from her past. 

Easter Reflections

I went to find a good Bible verse and knew John would be the best to refer to -closest to Christ and clearest in truth. I ended up choosing the verse from 1 John 4 I found most relevant: 

"No one has ever seen God, but if we love one another, God lives in us and His love is made complete in us." -1 John 4:12

I then realized it was 4:12 and today is 4/12. WOW. 

The rest of that passage for 1 John 4:1-21 is incredible to read in general. It's like an overview of the most important point ever made on Earth. 

1 John 4

1

Dear friends, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world.

2

This is how you can recognize the Spirit of God: Every spirit that acknowledges that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God,

3

but every spirit that does not acknowledge Jesus is not from God. This is the spirit of the antichrist, which you have heard is coming and even now is already in the world.

4

You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world.

5

They are from the world and therefore speak from the viewpoint of the world, and the world listens to them.

6

We are from God, and whoever knows God listens to us; but whoever is not from God does not listen to us. This is how we recognize the Spirit ^[1] of truth and the spirit of falsehood.

7

Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God.

8

Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love.

9

This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son ^[2] into the world that we might live through him.

10

This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for ^[3] our sins.

11

Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another.

12

No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God lives in us and his love is made complete in us.

13

We know that we live in him and he in us, because he has given us of his Spirit.

14

And we have seen and testify that the Father has sent his Son to be the Savior of the world.

15

If anyone acknowledges that Jesus is the Son of God, God lives in him and he in God.

16

And so we know and rely on the love God has for us. God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in him.

17

In this way, love is made complete among us so that we will have confidence on the day of judgment, because in this world we are like him.

18

There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.

19

We love because he first loved us.

20

If anyone says, "I love God," yet hates his brother, he is a liar. For anyone who does not love his brother, whom he has seen, cannot love God, whom he has not seen.

21

And he has given us this command: Whoever loves God must also love his brother.

Why Politics?

You'd think with all of the crazy stuff already going on right now, politics wouldn't be front and center and causing more stress and conflict. And yet, politics always pops up. 

As a spiritual person I remember being passionate about social issues and policies and controversial subjects  when I was in elementary school. And you do take a step back and ask yourself: Why? 

But you ultimately realize how much is at play in it. Politics exacerbates poverty. It contributes directly to inequality and injustices. It incentivizes divides. It kills people through policy, inaction, and corruption. And it can also change all of that. 

You can't be indifferent. 

So what's going on in the political sphere now with all of the pre-presidential election news? 

Surprisingly it's Spiritual Truth. 

#1 Paralleling/Karma

I knew when Democrats demonized Trump and consistently called him out that there would be karmic mirroring. It's not that Trump wasn't doing things that were evil it's that when you call out evil you're humbled by being shown how much of the same you're willing to commit yourself. 

And so, with Joe Biden, you now have a man credibly accused of rape who also has numerous sexual harassment allegations against him. You have someone who doesn't seem to care as much about people in poverty and has had a history of racial and LGBT discrimination. You also have a very old, white man who is out of touch with the younger generation and seems incoherent a lot of the time. 

On top of this humbling/mirroring karma, there's also a replay of last year. It's a question posed to people: Will you make the same mistakes again or will you learn from past error and change? 

Will you resist change and the justice being called for, "play it safe" and vote for someone who supports outdated institutions/ways of thought/ and the establishment? Will you knowingly let that person fail and have Trump elected because more progressively-minded people will refuse to vote for him? 

Because whether people like it or not there's already a great number of people pre-disposed to not voting as-is. And if there's a candidate that upholds NONE of their core values or supports any of the policies they deem essential -why vote? 

You can say "Not Trump", but if not-Trump and Trump = No change from what currently is, there's not much of a difference there. 

#2 Identity Politics v. Class Divide

The argument then made is: Well with Biden you get LGBT rights and some improvements. Most of that is usually with regards to civil liberties and social/identity -related suffering not being inflicted. 

And so a new divide is shown: Does it matter more to ensure people's rights and civil liberties or to ensure the gap between the "haves" and the "have-nots" is closed. Accessible Healthcare or Non-Discriminatory policy? 

The fact is Both are essential. The fact that people are forced to choose between them is insane. 

And so most progressive demand Both. Centrists focus on Identity. Republicans focus on Neither and say both are detrimental to the U.S.A. 

And the vote is in: People decided Identity is more important. Particularity for members of the LGBT community who saw their rights being stripped away under the Trump administration. 

#3 Divide within a Party

This might also be karmic, but either way it's more truth being brought to light. 

The Democratic party used to look like a spectrum: Further left, or further center. 

You acknowledged Climate Change, but didn't care as much about doing anything about it = Center.

You acknowledge Climate Change and wanted everything to change = Progressive. 

And for a while the 2 ends of that spectrum were still considered to be under the same umbrella. Now it's been made clear that is not the case. Since everything has gotten more polarized you have 2 distinct and separate groups emerging:

The Democratic Establishment = Nancy Pelosi 

The Progressive Movement = Bernie

They are not the same. They support some of the same goals, but ultimately are 2 distinct and separate groups. 

I wouldn't be surprised if in the near future Progressives no longer identified as being Democrats at all. And in fact they can. They focus more in poverty/class-issues than Identity alone. So in some ways Republicans could even join in. It would be challenging since the Progressive movement isn't sexist, racist, or homophobic -but some Republicans would still support the goals of minimizing class divides and addressing poverty.  And it is important to remember not all Republicans are sexist, racist, or homophobic. Many can be, but not all are. 

So what do learn from this spiritually? 

It's a truth about where people are at and what we choose for ourselves. 

If the government doesn't align with your values you can't align with it. Go in the direction your heading, don't move backwards. We'll see what happens. 

Putting Stuff Out There That's "Out There"

I got scratched Wednesday night. Deeper scratches than I've ever gotten before. It's been about 5+ years since the last time that happened. The 2 or 3 entities that are around still haven't left. And they've gained more physical foothold and direct retaliation against me bringing Heaven in closer and closer. 

Before they feared being destroyed by Heaven. 
Then they feared being risen to Heaven. 
Now they fear Heaven just being directly around in general. 

As I've said before, one doesn't want to harm me but is forced to by the other 1 or 2. The other(s) want to kill me. They've made me know they want to kill me. 

I've told people that first saw me contend with everything that things are either "better" (because they have been) or that "they're no longer around" because I didn't want them to continue to worry and in some ways they were more 'gone' than before. It's just this past 3 months or so things have really started ramping up. 

I've had numerous "dreams" while asleep where the demon that hates me spiritually/physically attacks me in bed and I have to fight him off or call Jesus in. It's manic, drains my energy, and scares the crap out of me when it happens. 

But then I wake up and go about my day and barely remember that it happened after that. I'm definitely not as fazed by it anymore. 

So that's where things are at. I told the psychic/spiritual woman I visited a couple weeks ago about all of this and she did a "chord ceremony" where she tried cutting ties between me and these entities. It definitely cut some chords, but when she got to my head it felt like there were 100s. At that point I knew it wouldn't be enough. That God would have to fix it some bigger way. 

And all of this reminds me of what it was like before I started telling people what I was contending with alone. It was very dark and isolating. It's hard to remember because so much has changed and it was so long ago. But I felt like I couldn't tell people because they'd think I was crazy. They were comfortable acknowledging I was spiritual and were spiritual enough to acknowledge some of this is reality, but beyond that I feared their minds would be too short-sited to comprehend and genuinely see. I was surprised how many of my friends and family were onboard and helped me through. They either directly or indirectly had to contend as well when they were helping me so some were "enlightened" to it first hand. 

And there's been stuff lately I've wanted to write about but for the same fear haven't. I can discuss conflicts with demonic entities. After 20 years of dealing with all of that it's pretty easy. But for some reason my mind still has fears around sharing other truths and fears others won't understand. It waxes and wanes. Some days I've put it all out there and others I've withdrawn or watered-down the wording. Today I'm more optimistic: 

#1 Ascension 

What has happened and what will happen? 

In my previous blog I alluded to something that came up for me last weekend: What happened to people of various ancient civilizations that just 'disappeared'? The patterning among them was so similar. 

They started going "dark side" in a prevalent land that had gain power and influence. War was breaking out and blood was being shed. Then "poof". Gone. No bodies. No traces. Just gone. 

At first I feared the worst. That they had been annihilated. Then I was reassured. They Ascended. They were taken up before they would truly be lost to darkness. All that was left after were ruins. 

Some people know more than others about the "UFO" situation. Like I've said before you're either in the casual 'denial phase', you acknowledge facts around military cover-ups, you're familiar with some of the past history on a global scale, or you're spiritually in tune and see a much broader scope of EVERYTHING. 

I started out somewhere between casual denial and acknowledging abductions and government cover-up. Now I'm in the Everything category. There's a lot MORE than I thought. 

Over time they've ascended people. They would help raise these civilizations and get people founded in culture, art, astronomy, and other understandings. From there, at a point among dedicated, isolated people they would ascend when they saw they were taking in too much evil and starting to destroy each other. They would save them and pull them up. 

So people have been alongside them for quite a while. Where we debate whether aliens (or celestials as I call them) exist, they know us very well. They founded us. Not just in terms of establishing civilizations, but in terms of making people what were are. 

And ascension is what they're planing for now. Still not sure the "when" and my bigger question is "how many"? I think it will be gradual. The first wave of people who are ready. Others left behind to make their peace. The next wave and so on. And then those that elect to stay. It might be an overt thing everyone sees and knows about, or it might have to be subtle. There's a lot at play. 

#2 What's Up There? 

When I first posted about what I knew of them I originally thought there were maybe only 2 planets and a small population of around 500,000. That was my guestimation. Now I know things are more complicated. 

There are other planets, but it feels more like they wander through other "realms" or dimensions. Not as much a place as many places -like it is in Heaven. They know how to travel on a purely spiritual level. Our planet/realm is considered heavy/finite/limited/small compared to most. We're "physically" defined rather than spiritually. That's why they've crashed here and never saw it coming. you can "crash" here where you can't in other places. Hell is here and its delusion is one of finite terror. Their places are open and possibilities are vast. 

they still have to contend with negative influences though. there are very dark entities/alien beings that sought to torture, harm, extract pain from people -let alone other species out there. They were fueled by suffering. They gave Darth Vader a run for his money. 

Most of those have been contended with. The leaders of that army are gone and now it's renegade members that are more solitary and dark trying desperately to keep things going. They lost influence elsewhere in the universe so they focus a lot on keeping human beings on Earth in lowly places through direct, intentional, negative influence. The more positive beings will usually drive them off and away. But technically they're still out there. 

There's also this play of "time". When the positive celestial beings come here they see it like coming to the past. Part of that is because they're so advanced but it's also because time is different between realms. Ours moves more slowly, like trying to run waist deep in mud. We register as "the past". Like flying into a planet that's going through the 1890s. 

#3 Who Are They? 

Like people, there's variety. A lot of variety. 

For me it breaks own into a couple main "kinds":

---'Grays' as others have called them. 

I call them Celestials or Light Forces. There are different groups of them. Some dark like I mentioned. 

Some are willing to help people but mostly look down on them. They see us as being annoying. 

Others that are pure light energy that are calm, kind, and gentle. At first they reminded me of children because their presence of innocence was so strong and they are smaller in size.

I call them "mews" because they remind me of Mew the Pokemon. And it's a great analogy because Mew and Mew2 were 'alien' Pokemon in that series. 

Mew2 was the vastly intelligent one that believed he was superior to human beings and that humans were lowly. He telepatichally spoke to others. Kind of an intense guy: 

Mew was light. He was more like Yoda. Very bright, positive, innocent but wise at the same time. 

Mew2 actually tried attacking Mew in an episode on tv. Mew kept teleporting/moving so fast he couldn't be hit. Mew2 wanted to harm him but Mew was beyond being adversarial and engaging in that way. He couldn't be harmed. 

Within the 'Grays' category there are a couple different species, types, and those that can vary in size. I think demeanor is more defining for me than those sorts of details. 

---"Greecian Gods"

There's a reason so many "gods" among distant, separate nations of people were as similar as they were to one another. And for me it was one of the weirder things I discovered about all of this. They existed. 

They aren't human. You can call them 'alien' but they aren't like the celestials. They are what humans on Earth were derived from. We're kind of a lesser version. They are immortal, living for thousands and thousands of years in part because they don't live on Earth. they'd pop in, even stay for a while, but came from and resided off planet. They aren't susceptible to mortality the way people on Earth under the finite influences of Hell are. They were influenced by evil in other ways though. 

They had vices like lust, revenge, indifference, egotism, lust for power... And people could and did suffer by them. On the other hand they could be very giving and helpful. 

Human beings on Earth were a sort of pet project for them. You can make people worship you, do what you want, and come to represent the best of what you are. Like "Toddlers and Tiaras". 

An extension of their kind was found in the East and in Egypt. Blue and green in skin color, but similar. 

---Animal Hybrids

I don't really want to get into this one because honestly it still kind of freaks me out and is hard to wrap my brain around. 

You have to understand, at some point they became obsessed with genetic splicing and breeding. They had their own version of Jurassic Park going on and they combined species, altered species, and spliced species together. Human-animal hybrids became a very popular one. That's why next to every civilization the world over had beings of that kind depicted -often the same ones. 

"Mermaids" past a certain point were a more prominent and distinct one that were more like Neptune or an extension of the "gods" than just a hybrid species. 

Some hybrids created were monstrous and others did find balance and harmony in their being. It's still something I'm less familiar with and is more distant to me. I'm not against those species. 

Ganesha in particular has come across to me a couple times. 

----Snake/Reptilian People

Almost forgot about this group. Didn't really want to think about it in general. You find out this planet was occasionally treated like the British used Australia as a penal colony. Negative beings that weren't getting along with others out in space were basically put on "time out" here. Which is how Hell came to be in the first place. 

Cast out some former 'gods' decided to create another dimensional plane that was dark and could serve their desires. So they founded one on Earth and slipped into it as the puppet masters behind the scenes. "Fallen angels" or in this case cast out 'gods'. 

The same went for some reptilian people. 

Not all of them, it is important to note some aren't evil. But others were banished to caves and lands that are now considered to be cursed. 

It's actually taken me a while to get comfortable with any of this. Truths have unfolded slowly over the past couple years. It did help that I was able to pickup on and be reached out to by People among them at some point. I don't know if I've written about it before, but Maria was the first person that came through. 

I was worried about how Jesus fit into all of this and whether they regarded Heaven, angels, and Him. She came through and showed me the cross necklace she wore. She was Hispanic and devout to Him. Her presence was very reassuring and helped me understand. 

(Not an actual pic of her)

#4 What Do They Want? 

They're coming together across species to enlighten Earth to the truth and "wake us up". They are concerned about us blowing people up with bombs, letting people starve in poverty, and ignoring issues like human trafficking. They want us to live in peace and harmony like they now do. 

The fact is, many millennia ago they divided up the world like Europe did during it's colonization period of Imperialism. Each species took and people and different designated areas on Earth and reigned their people. They led people to follow them in their ways. Most wanted the best for humans. Others used and abused them. 

Then at some point it was mutually decided among all alien species to abandon humans on Earth. This was particularly damaging for people who were devout to them and followed them with a deep allegiance. They kept the word and the truth of their people's connection to them. A lot of those people ended up being conquered and destroyed without any protection. There are still remnants of those groups who stay true and seek to honor their ancestors and the ways they had been taught. I personally hope they get redeemed the most from everything that comes to transpire. 

Celestials have still been around, in part out of necessity. The "gods" left for good having disgraced themselves in past actions and Earth being something they knew they needed to leave in peace. But negative "gray" aliens tried establishing themselves and feeding off the negative influences of Hell here. They became darker and led people to be darker. So positive celestials had to start interceding and coming around a lot more. A lot of "behind the scenes" stuff going on. 

At some point negative Grays tried influencing war. Particularly World War 2 -and not in good ways. They wanted advanced weaponry to destroy more people and inflict more suffering. The US eventually picked up on that and that's when the US military got involved. They wanted the weapons and the power. 

The government and its alignment with darker aliens is a huge reason why positive Celestials tread softly and have largely stayed directly out of our sphere. So right now they're working on the behind the scenes of clearing away negative entities and energy from the planet. 

This "stay at home" period is actually pretty crucial to that. They can directly reach the spiritual plane in places of nature and from there spread "Heaven" to other places. Normally when cities are busy and overcrowded with people and stress, they can't make a dent. But now cities are empty and people are at home, sleeping in, going outside more, and not being overworked. the energy shift is huge and the accessibility to everything is greater. 

It's still a one-day-at-a-time pace for everything, but progress is being made. 

Too Many Spiritual Truths

#1 Spiritual Truths Affirmed 

I've always been an idiot savant when it comes to spirituality. I go through the motions and find my way on the other side of things. I don't have much of a reference point for anything outside of what I've personally experienced. And so you collect truths and then find it incredible when others have come across, and even more clearly defined, the same exact things. 

It's like if you discovered a banana and nobody knew what bananas were and you couldn't describe what they were or how they tasted without people calling you insane and then on some online chatroom somebody's like: "Here's the molecular breakdown of the banana and a diagram of how it slowly forms until ripe on the tree..." It's nice to have insights affirmed. 

#2 Fragmented Realities 

Imagine a mirror that was shattered in a doorway leading to the backyard of somebody's house.

Now imagine 100 years later somebody came across the fragments and decided to glue them back together. 

Some fragments were rusted and covered in dirt from being outside so long.

Some were covered in dust and faded making it hard to see a reflection. 

Some pieces were shattered internally. 

And some as if by magic were perfectly clear. 

That's where we're at. It's becoming clearer as we start to merge more and more as a people where people are genuinely at mentally and spiritually. And these differing persepctives don't have much to do with demographics. 

Who can see truth clearly and who is lost in illusion? 

Who clings to what has been and is failing? Who pushes onward and seeks change for the better? 

Who is behind? Who is ahead? Where are people founded in time and understanding? 

And it's painful. It's like being in the 8th grade and sitting in a 3rd grade classroom. You're yelling out the answers people are confused by realizing ultimately it's not your lesson to learn. 

#3 World Trade Center

I was watching a tv show that was discussing psychic premonitions people have had. Over 30 people mentioned to family and friends that they would die, or had foreboding the day before and then avoided, the 9-11 attack. 

And as I watched the clip of the twin towers falling it hit me: This is a metaphor. World Trade -aka world commerce as we know it -will collapse. It seemed more like a symbol of what was to come than a tragedy unfolding in that moment alone. 

#4 Collective Mindsphere 

People have tried to call it different things. "Collective Conscious". But as others have described there is literally a plane that exists we can tap into mentally/psychically/spiritually that is a collective of knowing. I know I'm personally being led to tap into it more. 

You have to let it envelope and encompass your being -not just your brain. Which means you have to be open and receptive to it like a satellite dish. 

#5 History of Disappearing Civilizations 

The Maya. The Anasazi. The Olmecs. Some Native American Tribes. 

As it turns out there's a history of various peoples globally going missing without any traces left behind of where they went. 

I'm pretty sure I know what happened and it's good news, but definitely something consistent for people to reflect on. 

#6 The Present Future

Things will continue slowly. When things were tense and unpredictable there was a reaction by Heaven to act swiftly and overtly if needed. But things have since been calmed like a passing storm. So no need for direct, immediate, overt intercession. Things will continue to unfold slowly. Painfully slowly, but slowly. 

#7 Compilation of God's Energy

I don't know what the best metaphor is for this, but I wish I had one. 

Like first you wash the meat, then you marinate it, then you season it, then you cook it... It's layers of added influence to achieve an outcome. 

Only in this case it's different aspect of God embodied by different positive, spiritual beings. They're layering on their presence to solidify God's presence as a whole. 

It's amazing.