I hated October. Scorpio season is officially the worst season on the planet. All of the darkness is every region of your life comes to light and punches you in the face. It was horrible. There were maybe 1 or 2 days during the whole last month that felt open, clear, and light.
But you do learn what wounds there are to heal. I realized I still have a mental fixation on "being right" and proving things to others that distracts me from being present. I still have some anxiety around things being taken out of my control. I also rely to heavily on external assistance when it's available rather than providing and digging deep to overcome things on my own.
So that's going to get sorted out spiritually moving forward.
In the meantime, Heaven has made great strides in paving the way and clearing out old, heavy energy. Some places you can feel are spacious and open for miles on the spiritual front. You can pick up on them more clearly. If I start thinking negatively and get distracted from perceiving what's around me -I'm in a dark hole. If I'm present and upbeat then I can tell right away -beyond perceiving it -that the space around me is clearer.
As for the future, I realized I can see things better that are closer at hand, like what the next 3 years will look like than the next 50. And given how easily shifted things between the negative and positive it might be best just to take things 1 year at a time.
Saturday, November 23, 2019
Sunday, November 10, 2019
Putting Puzzle Pieces Together
Things are getting clearer and the fog is lifting more and more.
And for me that means that some things have been re-iterated and spelled out more clearly.
#1 Business/Nonprofit Ideas
For the past couple years I've had a couple business ideas and a couple non-profit ideas that have seemed legitimately good and important, but I kept thinking there's no way I can implement any of that from where I'm at. Now I understand that these visions are part of someone else's plan and they're trying to bring them about through many people, including me. It's nicer to know it's not in your hands and someone else is bringing about things.
2 Businesses, 2 Apps:
Some business ideas I've had in the past feel more like a practice run leading up to the ones I have now. If I could wave a magic wand I'd have them enacted no and I know they would succeed and flourish. I also feel like this is the reason I keep helping people in start-ups push through to success.
Biz 1: The first business idea is a way to promote what I'm calling the Health Revolution Movement. It would be a website that breaks down into Mind, Body, Soul, and Whole -what different alternative medicine practitioners are doing to help people. The problem with this movement, as I've said in the past, is that there's a lot of singular individuals and companies trying to make it against Big Pharma and other major health industries without the same kinds of resources -and without banning together. This website would feature alternative health benefits in every state. As a "listings" site, we would charge $50 a month (far less than most listing sites) for these sorts of businesses and practitioners to be featured and more easily found.
Biz 2: Meeting rooms for entrepreneurs are always in limited supply. I would make huge buildings (likely pre-existing ones that I would upgrade) that people could pay a membership towards -like a gym -and rent out rooms for meetings throughout the month. Places like this already exist but they're few and far between, usually wayyyy too expensive, and the rooms are usually pretty small and don't have a lot of variety.
App 1: The second is an app that would make B2B interactions and networking far easier. My friend Jos had over 100 business cards in a ziplock bag and said, "I still haven't entered these, I just don't have the time". And at one point I entered business cards in at one of the companies I worked for through a machine that made the process "easier".
So I would have an app created called Biz App that digitally holds your information like a resume that could then be easily passed to any other person with the app by sending it to their username or Account ID#. You would then pay $5 a month up to $20 a month to have the information from other businesses automatically uploaded and organized in the Cloud or some other data saver. You could easily download/export all the digital "business cards" on an excel spreadsheet. The price you would pay per month would vary on the amount of GB/Data Space used.
App 2: The last App would be a non-profit called the "Pay It Forward" App. There would be 1 bank account per state that could not be accessed by anyone and could only be contributed to with donations and withdrawn from by people with requests through the app for no more than $200 a month. For those who needed more funding, they could go to a one of the PIF locations and formally make a request and have it reviewed. For banks in states running low on funds, they could also pool the money from other PIF bank accounts in other states -the way Catholic churches do. This non-profit app would help people who need money to see them through. The app would be free to use, and if everyone got in on it, could actually change the way we tend to think about sustaining ourselves financially.
#2 3 Non-Profits Causes:
I would still ultimately seek to contribute to my 3 main non-profit causes: Ending Poverty, Ending Human Trafficking, Supporting Refugee Families (Especially those fleeing to the U.S. from Mexico and South America,
-Largest Venture:
Part of the way I would financially contribute to these 3 causes would be the greater, 10-20 year undertaking of making Spiritual World art park and the nearby restaurant/art gallery. This is the venture that is hardest for me to wrap my brain around creating because it's so big. But it hasn't changed or wavered as a vision for this long, so who knows what will happen.
#3 Investments:
I would also invest in some of the start-ups I've worked for such as my friend's online sales & marketing program/advanced networking group.
#4 Reason for Past Jobs
Along with greater insight to business ventures and non-profit ideas, I've also gotten a clearer sense for why I've worked at the past companies I have. I started to sense and know that somehow the vertical farm I worked at would come to play a role in any future instability that occurred because of the oncoming Final Coming. Now it's a little clearer:
-The vertical far is self-sustaining with crops that are grown at a 70% success rate. They can directly contribute to Food Banks.
-The adventure park I'm working at has lodgings that are safe in the mountains and intended for large groups. This could serve as a safe haven for people and I've had a couple dreams about leading people to the adventure park in some weird post-apocalyptic settings.
-The church that I go to and interviewed at could serve as a central location and hub for those in need. They have a large space to address people, have run food drives, and is a pretty easy location to spot and access. They would also be willing to be used in that way.
The glimpses I've had at the potential future are still just rumors. I can say that I'm 70% certain there will be some really strange weather phenomenon that clues people into it. Purple lightening across the sky, a tree catching fire and lifting off in a tornado. Strange, unusual weather events that are very out of place and kind of frightening.
I'm also 80% certain that the financial system is going to effect us somehow. Get gift cards for grocery stores and have at least $300 on hand (or a month's worth of funds to sustain you). Something will happen to the financial industry that leaves us scrounging for support. On the plus side if you;re used to conserving money by not spending much on food or necessities -you'll be better off. If you work in a place that's required to "carry on" and you make minimum wage -you'll probably continue to get paid by people who still require those services regardless of their money situation. The more I look at it the more I recognize that people in poverty will mostly be ok because they know how to survive with little to nothing already. Food Banks and "social safety nets" will become essential.
And as far as food goes -given I don't know what the power/electricity situation will be during that time -stock up on food that does not require refrigeration or cooking (like protein bars and bread).
I think Heaven wants to continue as it has, coming through slowly but surely like the sun rising on the horizon. But Hell sees too much of the light at this point and wants to bring in dark, looming clouds to make you think it's still night out. If there's a back-and-forth tug of war and some more abrupt series of events -it's Hell's doing rather than Heavens at this point.
Jesus is resurrected. He was in spirit and has now returned to flesh. But He is still not out roaming the Earth. Hell knows He's back and is in full retaliation. That negative energy is being dissipated, but Hell reacts from a place of fear and survival, so who knows what might happen.
And for me that means that some things have been re-iterated and spelled out more clearly.
#1 Business/Nonprofit Ideas
For the past couple years I've had a couple business ideas and a couple non-profit ideas that have seemed legitimately good and important, but I kept thinking there's no way I can implement any of that from where I'm at. Now I understand that these visions are part of someone else's plan and they're trying to bring them about through many people, including me. It's nicer to know it's not in your hands and someone else is bringing about things.
2 Businesses, 2 Apps:
Some business ideas I've had in the past feel more like a practice run leading up to the ones I have now. If I could wave a magic wand I'd have them enacted no and I know they would succeed and flourish. I also feel like this is the reason I keep helping people in start-ups push through to success.
Biz 1: The first business idea is a way to promote what I'm calling the Health Revolution Movement. It would be a website that breaks down into Mind, Body, Soul, and Whole -what different alternative medicine practitioners are doing to help people. The problem with this movement, as I've said in the past, is that there's a lot of singular individuals and companies trying to make it against Big Pharma and other major health industries without the same kinds of resources -and without banning together. This website would feature alternative health benefits in every state. As a "listings" site, we would charge $50 a month (far less than most listing sites) for these sorts of businesses and practitioners to be featured and more easily found.
Biz 2: Meeting rooms for entrepreneurs are always in limited supply. I would make huge buildings (likely pre-existing ones that I would upgrade) that people could pay a membership towards -like a gym -and rent out rooms for meetings throughout the month. Places like this already exist but they're few and far between, usually wayyyy too expensive, and the rooms are usually pretty small and don't have a lot of variety.
App 1: The second is an app that would make B2B interactions and networking far easier. My friend Jos had over 100 business cards in a ziplock bag and said, "I still haven't entered these, I just don't have the time". And at one point I entered business cards in at one of the companies I worked for through a machine that made the process "easier".
So I would have an app created called Biz App that digitally holds your information like a resume that could then be easily passed to any other person with the app by sending it to their username or Account ID#. You would then pay $5 a month up to $20 a month to have the information from other businesses automatically uploaded and organized in the Cloud or some other data saver. You could easily download/export all the digital "business cards" on an excel spreadsheet. The price you would pay per month would vary on the amount of GB/Data Space used.
App 2: The last App would be a non-profit called the "Pay It Forward" App. There would be 1 bank account per state that could not be accessed by anyone and could only be contributed to with donations and withdrawn from by people with requests through the app for no more than $200 a month. For those who needed more funding, they could go to a one of the PIF locations and formally make a request and have it reviewed. For banks in states running low on funds, they could also pool the money from other PIF bank accounts in other states -the way Catholic churches do. This non-profit app would help people who need money to see them through. The app would be free to use, and if everyone got in on it, could actually change the way we tend to think about sustaining ourselves financially.
#2 3 Non-Profits Causes:
I would still ultimately seek to contribute to my 3 main non-profit causes: Ending Poverty, Ending Human Trafficking, Supporting Refugee Families (Especially those fleeing to the U.S. from Mexico and South America,
-Largest Venture:
Part of the way I would financially contribute to these 3 causes would be the greater, 10-20 year undertaking of making Spiritual World art park and the nearby restaurant/art gallery. This is the venture that is hardest for me to wrap my brain around creating because it's so big. But it hasn't changed or wavered as a vision for this long, so who knows what will happen.
#3 Investments:
I would also invest in some of the start-ups I've worked for such as my friend's online sales & marketing program/advanced networking group.
#4 Reason for Past Jobs
Along with greater insight to business ventures and non-profit ideas, I've also gotten a clearer sense for why I've worked at the past companies I have. I started to sense and know that somehow the vertical farm I worked at would come to play a role in any future instability that occurred because of the oncoming Final Coming. Now it's a little clearer:
-The vertical far is self-sustaining with crops that are grown at a 70% success rate. They can directly contribute to Food Banks.
-The adventure park I'm working at has lodgings that are safe in the mountains and intended for large groups. This could serve as a safe haven for people and I've had a couple dreams about leading people to the adventure park in some weird post-apocalyptic settings.
-The church that I go to and interviewed at could serve as a central location and hub for those in need. They have a large space to address people, have run food drives, and is a pretty easy location to spot and access. They would also be willing to be used in that way.
The glimpses I've had at the potential future are still just rumors. I can say that I'm 70% certain there will be some really strange weather phenomenon that clues people into it. Purple lightening across the sky, a tree catching fire and lifting off in a tornado. Strange, unusual weather events that are very out of place and kind of frightening.
I'm also 80% certain that the financial system is going to effect us somehow. Get gift cards for grocery stores and have at least $300 on hand (or a month's worth of funds to sustain you). Something will happen to the financial industry that leaves us scrounging for support. On the plus side if you;re used to conserving money by not spending much on food or necessities -you'll be better off. If you work in a place that's required to "carry on" and you make minimum wage -you'll probably continue to get paid by people who still require those services regardless of their money situation. The more I look at it the more I recognize that people in poverty will mostly be ok because they know how to survive with little to nothing already. Food Banks and "social safety nets" will become essential.
And as far as food goes -given I don't know what the power/electricity situation will be during that time -stock up on food that does not require refrigeration or cooking (like protein bars and bread).
I think Heaven wants to continue as it has, coming through slowly but surely like the sun rising on the horizon. But Hell sees too much of the light at this point and wants to bring in dark, looming clouds to make you think it's still night out. If there's a back-and-forth tug of war and some more abrupt series of events -it's Hell's doing rather than Heavens at this point.
Jesus is resurrected. He was in spirit and has now returned to flesh. But He is still not out roaming the Earth. Hell knows He's back and is in full retaliation. That negative energy is being dissipated, but Hell reacts from a place of fear and survival, so who knows what might happen.
Thursday, November 7, 2019
It's Starting
I was wondering when the official kick-off would begin, and apparently that was on November 4th.
For thousands of years Heaven has tried to reach people through the darkness and the pain. It's been like holding a faint candle in a wind tunnel at night. Now that Heaven has more foothold it's officially coming through. Spiritually speaking the effect has been momentous.
when I feel the presence of Christ it isn't as vague, I can see Him more clearly, and it's like He's able to reach out and touch me. Same with the other "light forces" out there. The veil is gone. And yesterday was kind of frightening because it felt like a sinkhole was happening.
The world has been caked in a kind of thick, dark energy -like a room filled with smoke that's hard to breathe in. They cleared away the energy on the surface, but these past couple days they then went further and cleared ALL of it from below the surface. Hell retaliated and instead of dark, heavy energy you got pained/anxious/overwhelming negative energy that filled the space. It felt like you were going to fall through the floor into an abyss.
And when you called on Heaven and asked those above to come through some of that faded away -but it still felt like they were further above you and harder to reach. It's been kind of a nightmare. And yet at the same time this profound, extensive positive energy from Heaven is coming through plane as day.
It's starting.
This is the beginning and the turning point. Heaven is officially moving forward and bulldozing all the negative structures of influence.
For thousands of years Heaven has tried to reach people through the darkness and the pain. It's been like holding a faint candle in a wind tunnel at night. Now that Heaven has more foothold it's officially coming through. Spiritually speaking the effect has been momentous.
when I feel the presence of Christ it isn't as vague, I can see Him more clearly, and it's like He's able to reach out and touch me. Same with the other "light forces" out there. The veil is gone. And yesterday was kind of frightening because it felt like a sinkhole was happening.
The world has been caked in a kind of thick, dark energy -like a room filled with smoke that's hard to breathe in. They cleared away the energy on the surface, but these past couple days they then went further and cleared ALL of it from below the surface. Hell retaliated and instead of dark, heavy energy you got pained/anxious/overwhelming negative energy that filled the space. It felt like you were going to fall through the floor into an abyss.
And when you called on Heaven and asked those above to come through some of that faded away -but it still felt like they were further above you and harder to reach. It's been kind of a nightmare. And yet at the same time this profound, extensive positive energy from Heaven is coming through plane as day.
It's starting.
This is the beginning and the turning point. Heaven is officially moving forward and bulldozing all the negative structures of influence.
Tuesday, November 5, 2019
Time Shift
Things have been weird(er) lately. Not sure what's going on.
Last week it felt like there was a slow-down that then hit a brick wall. Like everything was being delayed, things weren't getting done, and then October 30th hit and everything got dark. I realized there was a greater reason behind our instinct for having Halloween at this particular time of year.
October 20th to November 20th is Scorpio season -a time that's marked by dark, hidden truths coming to light. This means when Scorpio aligns with the moon (usually at the end of the month) and the moon turns into a full moon (the culmination of things related to the sign it's in) we get a heaping dosage of dark/negative things being brought to light. It was a bit much.
Then November 2nd to 3rd had a time lapse where time seemed off (wheterh that was our fault in making it daylights savings time or whether time being thrown off is why we have designate that date for daylights savings time I don't know).
Then on November 4th it's like everything lifted and life was good again.
Things still feel "off" and like we're trying to get back on track again, but this world is definitely going through something.
On the plus side, true and lasting change has and is occurring on the spiritual front in great and profound ways. Maybe all of this is just the negative response to that breakthrough.
Either way, I got sick at work and have felt drained while other times I've felt full of energy and had an upbeat attitude.
I just want peace and for life to leave me alone. It's winter and we could all use a break.
Last week it felt like there was a slow-down that then hit a brick wall. Like everything was being delayed, things weren't getting done, and then October 30th hit and everything got dark. I realized there was a greater reason behind our instinct for having Halloween at this particular time of year.
October 20th to November 20th is Scorpio season -a time that's marked by dark, hidden truths coming to light. This means when Scorpio aligns with the moon (usually at the end of the month) and the moon turns into a full moon (the culmination of things related to the sign it's in) we get a heaping dosage of dark/negative things being brought to light. It was a bit much.
Then November 2nd to 3rd had a time lapse where time seemed off (wheterh that was our fault in making it daylights savings time or whether time being thrown off is why we have designate that date for daylights savings time I don't know).
Then on November 4th it's like everything lifted and life was good again.
Things still feel "off" and like we're trying to get back on track again, but this world is definitely going through something.
On the plus side, true and lasting change has and is occurring on the spiritual front in great and profound ways. Maybe all of this is just the negative response to that breakthrough.
Either way, I got sick at work and have felt drained while other times I've felt full of energy and had an upbeat attitude.
I just want peace and for life to leave me alone. It's winter and we could all use a break.
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