Veil's Down

 Now probably isn't the best day to post. I got 1 hour of sleep last night. I'm sick with some sort of cold that has effected at least 3 people at work. Thankfully it's not covid, but unthankfully it has either kept my nose running like crazy or stuffed up so I can't breathe let alone sleep. And this is how I enter into focusing on the physical and addressing the shadow side of it like needing to heal. Not fun. 

I'm also trying to get out of my head in order to achieve this. Stop the thoughts and connect purely to being present and in body. But I'm also tired of battling and go back and forth to make headway and then get kicked back.

Part of my issue is I have negative entities that have taken foothold physically enough not be so easily sent to a different place -which is usually what Heaven does. So they can scratch and push down on the bed and bunch of mostly annoying other things I'm more than used to at this point. But they can also exacerbate pain -including a soar throat which makes you cough that much more. Or mess with you struggling to breathe because you're stuffed up. It's maddening. Mostly they wanted me to be sleep deprived. 

And Heaven was coming through trying to being me more abundance and it because so clear all that is intended for me that hasn't been able to successfully come through because the night breaks into a war anytime they try to do that. The years feel like delayed good intentions from above. And it happened again last night. 

Right now the veil has fallen and there is a restless, angsty tension in the air as if dark forces want to retaliate immediately and that doesn't help things. Even though the veil is down it feels like there's a shadow now looming over. 

As for the veil itself, it's confusing what it actually was. It was like an invisible layer of extra energy that could be manipulated by darkness to enact greater darkness. Like water in a fish tank, it was thick and all encompassing. Now perception is startling without it. You walk into the room and can spiritually feel:

1) everything that's in the room on a spiritual level including entities that come in to an extent that makes it register almost physically 

2) everything that's physically in the room but not spiritually there on the spiritual plane

Basically it feels like you can reach out and touch something on a spiritual level in a physical way. Like if you were blindfolded you would know where the chair was in the room because you'd feel it there. 

It's also harder to see beyond it. With the veil up, you could see through to Heaven or the infinite universe and dematerialize anything. Now you can't as easily. Like what you see is what you'd normally see through to. You're just in it and this is it.