Another miniature breakthrough of thought occurred to me.
People act like they "believe" in God. I need to get past this point and return to a state of having Assurity in God. Past the point of just believing He exists -which I past up a long time ago -and moving into the territory of Acting on the Knowledge that He can do anything. Being Assured in general, but mostly in the fact that God will and can make ALL good things come to fruition.
It's not that I doubt God, it's that my focus on Darkness and Pain being relentless on Earth distracts me from seeing that God is unyieldingly present as well and can overcome ALL things.