It's been 3 weeks since my last blog post -which is sad. But big changes have occurred and I officially left my job and moved out to the country. I don't go on the internet as much now in general -which is weird. When I had a 9 to 5 job involving the computer I WAS on all the time. Now I have to make an effort and I don't like the internet. I can't keep up with Facebook or Twitter or the News it would take ALL day.
I'm supposed to be focusing in spiritual things anyway. I'm trying to learn how to heal people via spiritual means and God's grace. It's hard. I KNOW it can be easy when you figure it out, but trying to figure it out and practice like you would any other skill is difficult. But as I go along things keep happening that let me know this IS where I'm supposed to be.
1. My Aunt Vicky is sick. She has been having circulation issues in her legs, a hard time accepting her colostomy bag, and just got diagnosed with diabetes.
I've been spending a lot of time with my mom going over to her house and hanging out. A couple things have occurred that allowed me to bring more peace to Vicky's life that I couldn't have predicted. For instance, I've been a vegetarian for the past 2 months and Vicky now needs to eat healthier. While trying to figure out my own diet and what vitamins are in what foods I was also able to create a diet for her that was low in sodium and higher in Iron which she needs.
I also brought a lot of candle with me when I moved -which I had accumulated over the years. I went to give them all over to my mom who actually likes them and she saw that I had Lavender candle and told me that was Vicky's favorite kind and her candle got knocked over and broke so now she doesn't have one and is super bummed about it. So my candle gets to go to Vicky now.
My mom also mentioned that our Grandma Wailing had a Colostomy bag her whole life and made peace with it. I told my mom that occasionally people in Heaven (who aren't Saints) CAN come down on behalf of God for a minute or two to help someone they know and love in a way that is familiar to them. We can essentially call on Gma Wailing to help Vicky out, as well as other Saints, Angels, and Jesus.
2. Oranges and Kitties. Vicky has a LOT of huge oranges on her orange tree but never picks them. So a bunch of huge ripe oranges were one the tree weighing down its branches. Her neighbor also has a lot of cats that she doesn't take care of that keep breeding. Vicky likes to feed the cats that come over by her back door.
I went out and picked a bunch of the oranges on Vicky's tree for her and myself to ease the tree and provide much appreciated healthy fruit. I'm also able to help out with the cats and one day hope to be able to help Heal them by spiritual means since many have huge cuts and scrapes on their body from where other cats ripped at them.
3. Incident at the Doctor's Office. This was the weirdest thing to happen to me since being back in the country. My mom and I took Vicky to her doctor's. We were waiting in the waiting room when this guy came in. For a good 15 seconds he just stood there. And when I went to go glance at him because both mom and Vicky were confused by him I looked and he was just standing there staring right at me intently. It was creepy.
Then he walked over to his seat. He started up a conversation with my mom and as he started talking to her moved to a seat closer to where we were sitting. When I looked at him sitting down it's like there was a transparent vibrating aura around him and I was on edge like something was OFF with him. I decided to bless him in the name of Jesus, The Blessed Mother Mary, and Michael the Angel. Then his "aura" left and his tone and topic of conversation changed. He was a little less overt and aggressive and more calm. I got the sense that since he was so large in stature he Could and Would cause physical harm to someone if he wanted to, but in general wasn't much of a threat to anyone.
It felt like I was meant to acknowledge that even though I'm trying to go down the route of Healing people, I STILL need to know and remember how to handle negative entities -including when they're influencing the actions of a person.