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Dream 8/25: Dream
Part 1: My step-sister Sarah wanted
a new fish and we went to a fish store and passed by a koi pond and huge tanks
of different fish. Then we came across some vibrantly colored fish and that’s
when Sarah spotted the Dogfish. It had the face of a dog and its front fins
resembled paws. It could come out of the water for brief periods of time and
run move around. Sarah decided to get 2 kinds of dogfish. I think this dream
was meant to represent that fish have more personality than we give them credit
for and are capable of the kinds of bonds we tend to share with cats and dogs.
Dream Part 2: There
were many people in the South that were having a party in this bog park. There
were lots of different kinds of people –including people of different races.
Then a bunch of soldiers decided to attack them with canons and bombs kind of
out of nowhere. One man –who was kind of noted for being strong and fending
people –was knocked out before the attack began and was in a kind of comma.
When he woke up he was surrounded by man bodies ripped apart and the sight of
his friends laying dead.
He immediately started
to gather people to retaliate an attack. I knew fighting back was a mistake as
I saw this because there was an option to talk with the people from the army,
but he went full force and started fighting back. I understood that God had
purposely kept him unconscious because he would have died himself had he been
running around at that time and he was needed to lead people and take control
of the situation.
Turned corner as the
battle started and gun shots were flying everywhere and I came across a guy
eating some corn he had come across. He started roasting it and eating it off
the cob and I could taste it very vividly in my mouth. I think this part of the
dream was meant to show that SOUL can taste and has that kind of sentience. In
Heaven, you can taste things.
Dream 8/26:
Dream Part 1: So Blake Shelton popped up a lot last week kind of out of
nowhere. I don’t follow him on social media, and although I think he’s cool I
don’t keep up on what he’s up to outside of hearing he’s marrying Gwen Stefani.
I had this dream about him and the next day saw him featured on the cover of a
magazine while shopping at Walgreens. Don’t know why he’s coming up, but I
think it matters.
In the dream I was at
his house, which was very “southern” in a homey sense of the word and had many
rooms with items of sentimental value throughout. As I was walking I was being
told that a relative of his had just died and he was really depressed and sad about
it. Then I went online and saw a bunch of people hating on Blake for some
reason and he kept giving snarky responses back. I felt bad for him and wrote
him a message on Twitter even though I didn’t think he'd end up seeing it. I
basically told him Hate is never something to be deemed Wise and not to get
distracted by people who let their souls devolve to that state. I told him he
was loved and was a good man and not to let those qualities seem negotiable
because other people mistakenly believed that they were. I prayed for him in
the dream. And when I woke up from the dream I prayed for him. Don’t know why
he popped up, but I’d rather ask he be taken care of than not.
Dream Part 2: I was at
my dad’s old house in San Jose overlooking the view of the city from his
balcony. It was raining and there were lots of woods and pine trees around.
Then snow fell and for a moment I thought I was back in Colorado since it never
snows in that part of California.
Then somehow I ended
up in Oakdale, CA out in the country and I was walking through a bunch of
orchards. It was the dead of summer and everything was hot and dry as bone. I
looked at the earth and felt pain and the soil was like cement and I knew
nothing would grow there. California’s definitely struggling environmentally
right now. I think God wanted to remind me of that. Just because you leave a
place doesn’t mean its issues go away or are intended to be forgotten.
Dream Part 3: I
visited with my mom and she mostly just nagged me about wanting to follow me on
Twitter and Instagram –even though I’m pretty scarce on social media these
days. Initially I found this annoying but then a voice came in and said, “She
just wants to be close to you.” I understood that, but what separates us isn’t
conversation it’s a bunch of tension and a lack of trust. Following someone on
Instagram isn’t going to change the deeper, underlying issues.
Dream Part 4: My Uncle
Randy –who I’ve been sensing a lot of this month –was in the hospital and we
were visiting him. He had been diagnosed with 4 different kinds of mental
illness (like schizophrenia) and it was leading him to become homeless and
wander the streets. My grandma was there and she was very direct with the
nurses and wanted to make sure he was very taken care of. I thought it was
great seeing her look after him because I felt her connection to him and that
love.
It kind of sounds
weird but when you love 2 members of your family and you see them love each
other that same way as well it kind of reminds you, “Oh yah, they have this
same connection too!”
While in that
hospital, the nurse said it was time for me to get my MRI taken. I stepped into
the machine –which did look like the one I went into the next day –and then
some lights went on, things got super bright, and I sort of teleported. I kept
calling out to God and the Holy Spirit to protect me and make sure I was ok.
Not exactly a great dream to be having before you go into an MRI the next
morning.
Dream 8/27:
I dreamed I had golden wings and was flying around this beautiful paradise of
beaches and towers. Then night fell and there was some sort of tournament game
occurring –kind of like the Olympics, but not based in sport. The “bad guys”
which were criminals and men who were darker in soul were set to compete against
angelic beings and divine people of light.
At one point it was my
turn and I played a game of cards publicly in an arena against one of the “bad men”. The cards consisted of totem animals and various saints and angels
–like my angel cards. Each time the opponent put down a negative card you had
to meet him with a card of equal or greater value. Then the guy cheated and I
saw him cheat and then stopped playing to go out of my way to show he had
cheated. By the time I got back to the game and proved he had cheated to
everyone, nobody cared including me and I went back to playing.
Déjà vu 8/30/16: I’ve had numerous instances of Déjà vu at work. This one in
particular was very profound. Last week I met a woman who was talking to me
about different non-profits and asked if Mile High United Way was partnered
with them. One in particular was called CASA and basically advocated for abused
children in the legal system so they wouldn’t be returned to abusive
situations. I wasn’t sure so I told her I’d look into it. Turns out we’re not
–which sucks.
Then as I’m wandering
along the internet looking for something I come across another United Way in
Colorado and land on their website. The page I’m on shows all the non-profits
they affiliate with in their area and 2 scrolls of the mouse and I find CASA.
CASA of the Ninth
Court Appointed Special Advocates, CASA of the
Ninth is a nonprofit organization that provides court appointed advocates to
abused and neglected children in Colorado’s Ninth Judicial District (Garfield,
Pitkin and Rio Blanco Counties). CASA volunteers are appointed by judges to
watch over and advocate for abused and neglected children, to ensure they don’t
get lost in the overburdened legal and social service system or languish in
inappropriate group or foster homes. Volunteers stay with each case until it is
closed and the child is placed in a safe, permanent home.
Learn More (970) 987-4332 www.casaoftheninth.org
Learn More (970) 987-4332 www.casaoftheninth.org
I immediately had this
overwhelming sense of, “OH MY GOD. This is IMPORTANT.” I feel like I’m meant to
insist –not just suggest –that this United way partner with them. Child abuse
is something that should never be tolerated in any form and we should all that
we can to see these kids are protected.
Déjà vu 8/31/16: A couple weeks ago we went to Garden of the Gods by Manitou Springs. While driving around there we passed by this
Cog Railway station and I told my dad –who loves trains –we should go there. He
decided that it would be best to come there later and ride the train. Then 2
days later we see a commercial for a train railway in Durango that people could
ride around on and wanted to go there.
2 days ago we received an
InKind donation from Pikes Peak Cog Railway from Manitou Springs. 2 admission
tickets. I thought, “Whoa, crazy coincidence.”
Yesterday while driving a new
way to work to evade traffic I see a HUGE billboard I’d never passed by before
for… The Cog Railway!
Still not sure whether I’m meant
to go to that specific railway or just ride a train in general, but I think I
NEED to go on one. There must be something I’m meant to bear witness to,
understand, or lend help for.
Déjà vu 9/1/16: 2 weeks ago there was a day where in the morning Gene Wilder and
Willy Wonka kept popping up in my head for no reason. I acknowledged it was
weird so pretty much told my brain to stop being stupid. Then when I found out
a couple days ago he died, I was like, “OH. Maybe I should have paid that more
attention.” Which is why I’m posting about Michael J. Fox right now.
The same thing
happened with him a couple days ago. The movie Life with Mickey popped up and I
started remembering Michael J. Fox and all the movies and how he was getting up
in ages and had Parkinson’s… Then I told my brain to stop being random. Last
night the kid’s movie Stuart Little –which I don’t even like that much
only saw once a longgggg time ago-popped up and I didn’t know why. Then I
remembered, “Oh yah, Michael J. Fox was the voice of the mouse.”
I realllllyyyyyyy
don’t want anything bad to happen to MJFox. I’ll be pissed. That man needs to
stay put here. He is too beloved an actor/human being to leave us.
So I thought, maybe
I’m being led to pray for him, his HEALTH, and his wellbeing to make sure he’s
looked out for.
If anything happens
with him I’ll be so pissed…
Weird Occurrence 9-1-16:
Was sitting on my
computer getting kind of frustrated and completely focused on all these
businesses I have to follow-up with the request InKind donations…
Then I swear it was
like a parent looking over a little kids shoulder, I felt this weight lift from
above my head and I kind of looked up and it was like someone was watching me
from above and I didn’t know why or what was going on. Then out of nowhere I
get this vivid flashback to being in kindergarten sitting on the ground playing
with toy dinosaurs completely in my own little world. And I get that feeling
again, like I’m still just sitting around on the ground in my own bubble world
unaware of what’s going on around me.
Then it occurs to me
–me working at a computer at a 9 to 5 job looks like a little kid in a
classroom in kindergarten to God.
We’re still just
children in His eyes playing imaginary games caught up in our own little bubble
world –focused so intently on things that don’t ultimately amount to much.
Just biding time in
suits and meetings playing “adult”.
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